So... I'm not really even sure as to why I'm writing right now. I guess I felt like right now would be a good time to write.
So I'm currently wrapped up in my comforter and bawling my eyes out because I'm feeling so dysphoric. I really hate this feeling. I seriously think I need a therapist because I'm having really horrible suicidal thoughts and I just want to... I don't even know.
My best friend who's also trans* has now grown half a foot taller than me and he's doing so much better than me and it hurts so much.
I don't even know what to do guys. Should I tell my parents? Please, I need help. I'm desperate for answers and how to get over this. I just don't want to feel like this anymore. It physically is hurting me.
Just please help.