warnings: This could break your heart, i'm sorry. Anyway, hope u like it ❤. {writed by Sofía}
[English version]
It's been almost a month and I can't take this anymore. Nothing is the same without him. I miss every single second by his side, every caress, every word, every kiss.
I force myself to repeat me that I must forget him, that I can not continue like this all my life. But I don't want to live a life without Lukas.
I can still listen to that whistle. The one that sounded for last time indicating that Lukas won't wake up again. I am not able to sleep right since then.
That's why I'm totally sure of what I'm going to do. I'm going to finish with all. I love you mom. I love you Helen, sorry for not being able to tell you in person. It will not hurt, it's like fall asleep and wake up in a best world. I love you all.
I love you, Lukas. Soon we'll be together again.
Signed: Philip.