6 months passed by like nothing. The boys were gone more often now, I only saw them few a couple of minutes at night before they had to go to bed and a couple of minutes in the morning. Jimin tries to be with me for a while but ends up falling asleep on me when we're talking, I didn't think too much of it though, I know he's got so much going on. Rebecca was busy with school, Wendy was also busy with school too, I spent most of my time alone in the house. I didn't really like going out alone, it feels lonely. Not being able to talk to anyone. Today I decided to go to the music room and play the piano, I've been practicing and randomly making up melodies. It's probably my only distraction. Not even the camera guys came anymore, they were always with the boys. So I'm wondering if the show is still even going. Maybe I'm just an accessory now, a Bangtan accessory. I smiled to myself. I'm okay with that as long I'm with them. I walked to the music room and sat where the piano was. A song came to mind, it made me think of him but yet it was written for a girl. Not much sense but the chorus takes my breath away. It's a song I'd want to be serenaded too, such a cheesy concept.
I began playing the notes and then sang softly.
"My head's under water, But I'm breathing fine, You're crazy and I'm out of my mind...'Cause all of me, Loves all of you, Love your curves and all your edges, All your perfect imperfections, Give your all to me, I'll give my all to you, You're my end and my beginning, Even when I lose I'm winning, 'Cause I give you all, all of me and you give me all, all of you, oh~"
I closed my eyes and kept playing.
"You're my downfall, you're my muse, My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you"
I sighed and played the last few notes. I stopped playing.
"Why'd you stop?"
My eyes widened and I got up quickly. "Ah! Oh my gosh..."
"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."
"I didn't think you'd be back until tonight" I said.
He shrugged. "Things change. We couldn't help but over hear."
V: Noona is this what you do when we're gone?
RM: She has a brilliant voice.
Jin: Sing it again.
Jungkook: From the beginning.
J-Hope: I like how you played it. It had such a romantic feel.
Suga: A love song?
"W-Well, I-I..." I stuttered.
"Come on babe. Sing for us. We have the rest of the day off today" Jimin smiled.
V: Just one song.
RM: You're not scared are you?
"Scared? Ha, of course not." I said.
Suga: Then prove it. Play and sing the song.
"I will" I said.
They all came inside and sat around. This is really nerve racking, kpop idols in the music room with me and they wanna hear me sing and play. I feel like I'm going to be judged. I was nervous and my heart was beating fast almost felt like it was going to pop out of my chest. I took a deep breath and sat down. They kept their eyes glued on me, crap. Okay, I can do this. I began to play, my hands felt shaky but as I went along further into the melody they relaxed. I closed my eyes and sang.
"What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all, all of me
And you give me all, all of you, oh~"
I played the last notes and opened my eyes.
They looked at me wide eyed.
"What?" I asked.
V: Noona your voice.....
Jungkook: It's beautiful.
RM: I could seriously feel the love in that song.
Suga: The way you sang it and your expressions.
Jin: (claps) That was really good.
J-Hope: I have no idea what to say, that was amazing.
Jimin smiled at me.
"O-Oh, well, thank you..." I said.
RM: What other songs do you know how to play?
V: Play another one.
Jungkook: Sing for us.
"Um...that's actually the only song I know. Like completely." I admitted.
Jin: What made you pick that song to learn?
I blushed. "It's one of my favorite songs actually...It's so-"
Jimin: Romantic.
I nodded. "Yeah..."
RM: Well I think that was really good. You should think about getting into the business.
V: She can be the only girl in BTS
Jungkook: ^__^
J-Hope: That would be awesome, having a female back up singer.
Jin: That would be awesome. She'd wear a pink varsity jacket with her name on the back and we'd wear our black ones *_*
V: With jeans and pink chucks ^^
RM: Haha, Karen doesn't really wear pink though.
V & Jin: -___-"
Jungkook: Keke.
Suga: She should be in one of our songs.
RM: Lets write one then.
All: Yeah! Leggo!
"Are you guys hungry?" I asked.
They looked at me and nodded.
I smiled. It was really nice having them here again, I missed cooking for everyone.
"You guys staying in here?" I asked.
They nodded.
"I'll let you know when the foods finished." I smiled.
All: Gamsahabnida Noona <3
I walked into the kitchen and opened the fridge. Let's see, what should I make? Hmmm, well I could make sandwiches and some cookies. I was in the mood for something sweet. Or maybe hamburgers with fries? I haven't made that in a while either. Hot dogs? Hmm.
I felt his embrace from behind. I smiled. "Did you come to help me?" I asked.
He kissed my cheek. "Mmhmm"
"What do you want to eat?" I asked.
"Everything you make is delicious. I don't care" he smiled.
So much for an opinion. I nodded. "Okay"
"I missed you. Lately I've been missing you more and more, I feel lonely." He said.
"I missed you too. You've been so busy and tired lately, I didn't want to be a bother" I said.
"Bother? You're not a bother. At all. I'm sorry if I made you feel like that since I've fallen asleep on you so many times" he pouted.
"No, I completely understand. You're tired, you work so hard and you're busy making your fans happy. It's a lot of work but seeing you even for 10 seconds is more than enough." I turned and looked at him. "Watching you sound asleep is actually very entertaining." I smiled.
He kissed me softly. "I miss doing that the most. I barely get to do that now"
"Lucky for you, you're off the rest of the day huh? You get to catch up" I kissed him back.
"Can't you just order something to eat? I wanna be with you all day." He caressed my face.
"That sounds like a good idea. Go ask the guys what they want." I smiled.
He smiled contently and went to the music room.
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"Let's go to your room" he suggested.
"Um, sure." I said.
The others didn't seem to mind, I guess Jimin had already told them he was going to be with me today and for them to stay out of the way. None of them objected.
We went into my room. Being in my room with him felt a bit weird, since the day of my birthday we haven't been here alone, I've been going to his room. Nothing's happened just as we promised each other but being in my room seemed to bring that mood back, it made me nervous.
He sat on the bed and patted the space next to him. I sat next to him.
"Lets talk." He held my hand.
"About?" I asked.
"Anything, Everything. We haven't talked very much lately and well maybe there's things you want to say, like how you feel or just anything" he smiled. "I'm all ears"
He's making up for lost time...he's so sweet. I didn't even know where to start I really missed him. I missed being with him in general. But I was going to save that for last, maybe it'll catch him by surprise. We began talking, it seemed like only seconds had passed, half the day was gone already. It seemed so unfair. Father Time was being stingy, I needed time to slow down.
"The thing I miss the most...is you." I said.
He looked at me. "Me?"
I nodded. "I miss having you around, I miss your smile, I miss your voice, I miss the way you hold me, the way you look at me when you're about to kiss me, your laugh, I miss being with you. When you're gone for days and can't call, I feel empty and like a puppy waiting for her owner to come home. I feel anxious. Then when I see you, I don't ever want you to leave again..." I confessed.
He was speechless. He didn't know what to say, he just smiled and looked at me.
"Close your eyes" he said.
I closed them.
He took my left hand and placed a ring on my finger.
"Open them" he said.
I looked at my hand. He had a ring too.
"What's this..." I looked at him.
"It's a symbol of my love for you. These are couple rings, as long as you were that, I'll always be with you just as you are always with me. I love you more than anything else, every time I gaze upon your face I fall even more in love with you. I look forward to every morning because I know I'll get to see that beautiful face and when I'm gone I get excited because I know I'll get to see that breath taking smile I love. Everything about you is what keeps me going, it's what gives me energy to make it through the day..." He looked into my eyes. "I'll love you unconditionally...forever."
My heart had completely stopped. My eyes widened when he spoke those last words.
He leaned in and kissed me in a way that I had yet to experience. The kiss of true love, he takes my breath away with his very presence. His words are just a bonus. I kissed him back, I think I forgot how to breathe for a moment there, we pulled away and chuckled.
"Babe, breathe."
"Sorry..." I said embarrassed. "You don't understand what you do to me..." I looked at him and kissed him again.
He deepened the kiss, his hand gently on the back of neck brought me closer to him. The kissing continued, gasps for air, nibbles and pulls. I felt as if I were floating on air the only thing keeping me from flying away completely was him.
"Can I mark you?" He whispered.
I looked at him. "You know the deal" I smiled.
"If you follow the rule" he smiled.
I nodded.
"Now that the guys know I can mark you anywhere I want" he smirked.
"It better not be like last time, that was-"
He kissed me to distract me. "Just shhh" he smiled.
He moved my hair out of the way. He looked for a spot to claim, he looked at me.
"Mm...lay down" he said.
My eyes widened. "O-on the bed?" I asked.
"Where else? Unless you want to be on the floor" he giggled.
I blushed.
"Aww, don't be shy. Just lay down, I want you to remember this one." He said.
I still remember the first one but I suppose. I lay down. My heart was beating out of control. He got on top of me and held my hands. He leaned down, our noses touching.
"Are you nervous?" He whispered.
I gulped and my heart raced even faster.
He kissed me softly. "You should be...."
He kissed me some more, I wanted to touch him but he held my hands down firmly. This was torture in a sense but a thrill in another. His lips traced my chin then moved to my neck, collar bone, I got goosebumps when I felt him lick me, leaving a cold spot.
"You still nervous?" He whispered into my ear.
I could feel my heart beat right in my ears.
He kept kissing what felt like every inch of my neck, he bit me slightly. "I could just eat you up..." He whispered.
He kissed me slowly and let go of my hands, they wandered to my thighs. He looked at me. I looked back at him.
He kissed me again. My hands rubbed his back, it felt like an eternity. I hadn't touched him like this in so long. His kissing became persistent and almost violent. He's never kissed me in such a way, his hands grabbed and caressed, his finger tips slowly making their way under my shirt.
*VRRRRR VRRRRR VRRRRRRR VRRRRRRR*
He pulled away from my lips. "Sorry...."
His phone was ringing.
He picked it up and got off of me. He groaned.
"You gotta be kidding me...Okay....2 days?...but.....alright....bye" he hung up and sighed.
"You okay?" I asked.
"Babe, come with us this time. We're going away for 2 days. 4 performances/appearances, 3 interviews and 2 meet and greets. Will you go? Please?" He pleaded.
"If it's okay for me to go then yeah, I'll go" I said.
He pounced on me and kissed my face.
"Jimin! Quit!" I laughed.
"Never...." He made monster noises.
"Babe!" I laughed more.
"Mmm...So yummy." He bit me softly.
I turned him over. "Ohhh what now? Looks like you're the prey and I the predator." I winked.
"Ohh I'm so scared" he teased.
"You should be. I know all your sensitive places" I began pointing to them.
"Try me" he smirked.
I giggled. "You asked for it."
I bit him.
"Ahh! Ah! Ok! Ok!" He yelled and laughed. "Okay! Baby! Ow!"
I chuckled. "See? Told you" I kissed him.
He kissed me back. "You're lucky, I'm such a gentleman"
"Oh you saying you faked that? I can always bite harder" I said.
"N-No. That's okay" he kissed me again.
I smiled. "I don't want the night to end...."
"It's night time already?" He asked.
I nodded. "7:00"
*knock knock*
Jimin: Come in
J-Hope: Jimin we need your voice.
He pouted. "NOW?"
He nodded.
I looked at him. "Go."
"But..." He sighed.
"I'm not going anywhere, while you're there I'll get dinner started." I said.
"Okay...I'm coming" he looked at J-Hope.
He walked away.
Jimin sighed.
I cuddled up to him. "Don't be such a downer" I kissed his cheek.
"But I wanted to be with you...." He looked at me.
"You are with me remember?" I showed him the ring.
He smiled and kissed my hand. "I promise I'll be quick"
"Uh-uh. Babe you have to be a team player, this is your career." I said.
"But what's the point of having everything when I can't have the ONE thing I want most? You." He said.
"You do have me. I'm not going anywhere, I promise. Just go do what you have to do, I promise after you're done, we can do whatever you want." I smiled.
"Whatever I want?" He smiled. "As in anything?"
"I'll leave that up to you." I kissed him. "Go, don't keep them waiting so long."
He kissed me back. "I love you"
"I love you too" I smiled.
He got up and left to join the others. I wonder what they're working on, I got up and went into the kitchen.
Jin: Seems like you had quite a battle in there.
My eyes widened. "Huh? What do you mean?" I asked.
Jin pointed at my neck. "Bite marks and some love marks I presume."
"Ah!" I covered my neck with my hands and felt extremely hot.
Jin chuckled. "Did Jimin let out the beast?" He teased.
I covered my face. I felt as if I were blushing vibrant red right now.
Jin laughed. "Ah so he did."
"Jin! Jimin did not let out....the b-beast. He was just...."
Jin waited. "Just?"
"Whatever! I'm going to start dinner"
He smiled. "I think it's rather cute actually. The way he acts around you, he's not very outgoing but with you he seems to have come out of his shell a bit more, he's more open and spoken about things, still shy at times but for the most part you've really brought out a side of him we haven't seen."
"Really? He never seemed very quiet to me, actually YOU were the one I expected to be that way, I mean at first you were but then yeah." I said.
He nodded. "I just felt comfortable with you right away. Although I never thought you disliked pink, most girls like pink and cute girly things."
"I do now, because of you. You got my feminine side to come out more, pink is a process. I've never really liked it for me, it seemed not to be my color." I said.
"But you pull it off so well and you look adorable in pink! You know...Jimin really likes it when you dress like that. He finds it very....you know" he moved his eyebrows up and down.
"He does?" I asked in curiosity.
"Yeah, you bring out his inner man instinct when he sees you like that. Which reminds me...I got you something." He smiled.
Inner man instinct? I thought about what he meant. OMG, he's right! The cute dress on my birthday then today I'm wearing this cute pretty mini dress and he's always saying how I look cute because I'm short and look all adorable. I never thought of myself as cute or adorable, never in my life. But Jin has a point, when I dress up like this he gets all...in the mood.
"Hello?" Jin waved his hand in front of my face.
"Hmm? Oh, sorry. Did you say something?" I looked at him.
"This is for you, wear it tonight." He smiled.
"Tonight?" I asked.
He nodded. "I know Jimin will stay up with you, might as well make it fun. Don't you think?" He winked.
My heart raced. "Wh-what're you saying?"
"Well....when a man and woman are in love.....sometimes these strange feelings are created when the touch and kiss...." He explained.
"You mean...B-But!"
He chuckled. "Not here silly. You and Jimin are staying somewhere else. You guys deserve alone, intimate and quality time."
"I....umm, I thought that tomorrow you'd be leaving?" I said.
"Not until 10 a.m" he said. "You've got plenty of time."
I cannot believe he was going along with this. I mean it's not that I didn't want to but it made me feel so nervous just thinking about it. I shivered.
"Don't think about it now." He laughed. "Just relax and let the instinct take over."
"My mind is blown right now..." I admitted.
"Why is that?" He asked.
"I'm having THE talk with you. About Jimin...." I said.
"Hmm...you're right. Well, I guess it is rather odd." He agreed. "But will you let a chance to be completely alone with him slip away?" He asked.
"No, I suppose not. We haven't been alone in a while" I said.
"Exactly" he smiled. "You should go try this one, I'm sure you'll find it a bit to your style"
I took the bag and went into the restroom. I stared at the bag wondering if I was ready to see what was in there. Jin was so supportive of my relationship with Jimin, he was always giving me talks about him and praising me for making him so happy even by simply smiling at him. He was always getting me things to wear for him, he's like an older brother. I mean he's the oldest but he takes good care of everyone including me. V and I share a bond, he's my best friend but Jin was more open with me, we talked about things V and I never talked about. More mature conversations I guess you could say.
I opened the bag and took out what it contained. Oh wow. It's lingerie. Not too sexy nor revealing. It had a thin, see through appearance, of course it was pink, a light baby pink with white. A cute frilly bow in the middle where the busy area was, I examined it. My heart raced, how is he gonna react when he sees this? I feel like I'm going on my honey moon or something, I'm going insane just thinking about it. My knees felt weak and shaky. I took the panties out the bag, well....at least these aren't over the top. It's simple and cute. I'm just glad it was Jin who gave this to me and not Suga, I can only imagine the devilish things Suga would get for me. I chuckled to myself. Well I guess I'll try it on.
I looked in the mirror when I had put it on. My eyes widened. He's gonna see me like this...I imagined the look he'd probably give me and how he'd come to me and kiss me. I shook my head and the feeling off quickly. I changed back into my clothes and out the bag in my room. I went back into the kitchen.
Jin: Was it to your liking?
I nodded. "It was. I expected more pink from you"
Jin: I decided to go with a more innocent look.
He smiled.
"Do you think he'll like it?" I asked as I began helping him with the food.
"Pfft Karen, he'd like it even if it was a horrible outfit, as long as you're in it he won't care. That's just how he is, you're the center of the universe for him." He said.
"Jin...." I looked at him.
"Yeah?" He stopped chopping and looked at me.
"The year is almost over....it's about to be September." I said.
"Yeah, I know..." He caught on quick.
"I have no clue what I'm going to do..." I said.
He sighed an hugged me. "I know...."
I hugged him back. "I'm scared...I haven't thought about what I'm going to say..."
"You don't have to say anything...it's not even that time yet." He comforted me.
"But....I love him..." I said softly.
"And he loves you...it's going to be okay. I know." He assured and smile at me. "Don't think about that, it makes me sad."
I nodded. "Okay...."
"Cheer up, come on. Let's finish cooking. I'm starving" he smiled.
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Suga: Noona you seem unfocused tonight.
Jungkook: You haven't touched your food Noona.
V: She seems impatient or something.
"Me? No, I'm just...not very hungry" I said.
Jimin: Why not?
I shrugged. "I just don't have much of an appetite."
Jin: she's just making room for dessert.
I cleared my throat. "Uhh yeah. That" I looked at my plate.
RM: Jimin you better watch out.
J-Hope: Ahaha.
V: (shivers) Ew.
Jungkook: :o
Suga: That's so wrong to say at the dinner table.
V: You were probably thinking it too!
Suga: But I didn't say it.
Jimin: (blush)
"Anyway, you guys excited about tomorrow?" I changed the subject.
RM: Yeah, I'm pumped. I can't wait.
V: It's very exciting, I get this rush when we're on stage.
Jungkook: The cheering makes me feel nervous but at the same time energetic.
Suga: An adrenaline rush that's so hard to explain.
They began talking about their experience on stage and how it felt being on top, how they started from the bottom and made their way up. It made me happy to see them happy, almost sad in a sense, when I'm gone I won't be able to see them like this anymore. Together, talking, smiling and laughing. Making fun of each other and teasing each other. Funny how the simplest things are the very things that mean the most, it made my heart sink, I've seen them happy, I've seen them sad, I've seen them angry, I've seen when they're ready to give up and through it all they turned to me for comfort. The years almost done with and my time here is almost up, I needed to make this night count. My time with him is almost done...It's time to face the cold sad truth that is reality, he's a rising star, so many girls after him and once I'm out of the picture lets face it, he'll probably move on no matter how much he says he loves me, he's not going to wait. He's going places and going to meet so many new people, I'll only be a memory. Deep inside I knew that already.
Suga: Right Karen?
Hmm? I looked up.
Suga: When Jungkook got lost in the mall.
"Oh, haha. Yeah, he was looking for us and we hid from him. We had like 30 missed calls and text messages" I smiled.
Jungkook: That was mean...I thought you guys had left me there.
V: When he saw me he ran and hugged me tight. Almost crying.
Jungkook: I was not crying! I was just really happy to know I hadn't been left!
RM: Maknae felt lonely.
Jungkook: I did! I was lost and didn't know where anyone was. I panicked okay?
They kept talking. I smiled contently. I never thought I'd get so attached to them. They're like my family, so united and happy. With ups and downs but if there weren't it wouldn't be normal.
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"Babe, where are you going?"
"WE." I said.
"We? Where?" He asked.
"Just follow me." I smiled.
I grabbed his hand.
"Do I have to take my stuff?" He asked.
"I got you covered. Just come on." I said.
We walked out of the house and I led him through the city.
"Where are you taking me?" He asked again.
"Not very far. Over there" I pointed.
"A hotel?" He asked.
I nodded. "Yup"
I felt his palm began to get warm.
We got to the hotel and they showed us to our room. It was really nice.
"Welcome to the Honey-Moon suite. Enjoy your night, congratulations."
Jimin: H-Honey-moon?
Okay, I did not see that coming.
"Heh, we're not....married." I corrected.
"Oh? You two make such a lovely couple though. My apologies, well enjoy your stay" he smiled.
I tipped him and he left. I closed the door.
Jimin looked at me. "You had this planned?"
"It was a last minute thing..." I said.
He looked around.
He doesn't seem too thrilled. He seems a bit uneasy actually.
"We can go home...if you want." I said.
"No, I wanna stay here." He held my hand. "Let's stay"
My heart began to race. "Okay..."
"Honey moon suite huh?" He smiled. "We skipped the most important thing"
"Heh, I had no clue about this really. I just asked for the nicest room" I admitted.
"Well they must be psychic or something. They know a good couple when they see one" he smiled and kissed me.
I kissed him back. "They sure do."
He kept kissing me.
"Wait..." I looked at him.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Nothing....I just need to go to the restroom real quick..." I whispered.
"Okay" he said and continued looking around.
I went to the restroom and took the outfit out of my bag. Oh gosh...I changed and fixed my hair a little. This is it, I took a deep breath. I peeked through the door, he was looking at the scenery. I gulped and felt my heart race. I walked out of the restroom.
He saw me through the reflection of the window and turned around. I felt a bit shy. I rubbed my arm and looked at him. He walked toward me. My heart raced faster and faster. He caressed my face and lifted my chin up. He leaned in and kissed me slowly. I kissed him back. He kept kissing me, no words just actions. Touch, kiss, rub, kiss, bite, kiss....everything escalating and falling into place. The bed sheets were silky, they felt smooth and cool. He held my hands and kissed my neck, I squeezed his hands, I really felt nervous. The butterflies in my stomach were going insane. But he was gentle and swift. He turned over along with me, so that I was on top now. I wasn't unsure of what to do but I just went along with it. I began kissing him slowly. He bit my lips and continued kissing me. His fingers in my hair. The other hand rubbing my back.
"Karen..." He whsipered.
I looked at him. "Yeah?"
"Can I...." He began.
I waited.
"Take this off." He said as he sat up.
I nodded and put my arms up. The lights are still on. I felt a bit...skeptical. He began lifting the top of slowly, I could feel his eyes on me. I began to blush. He looked at me and smiled.
"You're really beautiful..." He said softly.
With that said he lay me back down and continued to kiss me. The violent kissing was in motion soon after, touching and rubbing my legs. Slowly removing what was left as I removed what he had. In the back of my mind I was thinking 'This is really happening' and on the exterior all I felt was him, something I never experienced before. But was more than happy to share with him. This type of loving was the kind you hear in a 'Jay Park' song, utter and shear temptation as well as pleasure. Mischievous and forbidden whispers only meant for the two of us to hear. Secrets and hidden treasures. Bites, licks and nibbles. Sensitive spots and gasping for air, nothing else mattered, just him. What made everything special was the fact that I loved him, I loved him more than anything in this entire world.
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I squinted at the bright light and turned around. I felt his arms around me. He pulled me close to him.
I opened my eyes and looked at him. His eyes were still closed. I smiled and cuddled up to him. Waking up to him like this is probably the most amazing feeling ever. I felt as if I had fallen more in love, something so sacred and secretive shared between two people in love...
"I love you..." He said and kissed my forehead.
"I know you do." I kissed him. "I love you too"
He smiled. "I know you do"
He hugged me tighter. "I don't wanna leave...I wanna stay like this."
He rubbed my back.
"I don't wanna leave either but you have a long day today. For the next 2 days anyway." I reminded him.
"Your coming with me." He looked at me. "Say you'll go"
"Can I?" I asked.
"I don't see why not. Besides if I say I want you there they shouldn't say anything." He said.
"Well if it's okay then I'll go" I said.
He kissed me. "Come on. Let's go"
I sat up. "It's really early."
He looked at me.
"What?" I asked.
He shook his head. "Nothing. I really like your skin color."
"My skin color?" I asked.
He nodded. "It's a light bronze. Very pretty, especially in the morning light."
I smiled. "You're so weird."
He sat up and kissed my shoulder. "You're the weird one. Bringing me into a honey moon suite and skipping the wedding" he teased.
"You weren't complaining." I looked at him.
"You weren't either" he bit my ear.
*VRRRR VRRRR VRRRR*
"Hello?"
He put the phone on speaker.
Suga: You're awake? So how'd it go?
My eyes widened. Jimin smiled at me.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
Suga: You know exactly what I mean.
"Oh, with Noona?" He asked.
Suga: Nah, with Jessie. Of course with Noona.
Who's Jessie?
I got up and went to shower. Jimin watched as I walked.
Suga: Stop staring, it's not polite to stare.
"Ah?! How'd you know I was...I wasn't staring....I was looking" he said.
Suga: Staring, I could tell by the silence and the footsteps.
RM: Aye, come home already.
"Who else is listening to this conversation?" Jimin asked.
Suga: Just us.
"Mmhmm, guys I've been thinking..."
Suga: Of what?
"I think I wanna settle down"
Suga: What?!
RM: You're kidding right?
He sighed. "It's hard to explain, but I've never met anyone like Karen before. What if this is a once in a life time chance?"
Suga: We're living the 'once in a life time chance' bro. What's wrong with you?
RM: You're crazy, settling down right now? We still have our whole lives ahead of us. Take it slow, one step at a time.
"You guys don't understand..." He said.
Suga: You're just...how can I say this? You're blinded by love right now. Don't do anything rash.
RM: Suga's right. Slow down. There's a time for everything.
"I guess. Well, I'll see you guys in a bit." He said.
Suga: Is Noona coming with us?
"Yeah, I'm bringing her along. Why?" He asked.
RM: Just asking. We were gonna ask her if she wanted to come so she wouldn't be alone.
"Oh, well yeah she's coming" he said.
Suga: Alright, be careful and hurry up.
"Yeah"
-click-
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The camera men were already at the house when we arrived. They looked at us.
"Good morning" I said.
They smiled at me. "Good Morning"
Camera Man 1: Last minute shopping?
I smiled and nodded.
Camera Man 2: You look just as pretty as always. (Smile)
"Why thank you" I said.
Jimin looked at them in a alarming manner. He seemed angry that they were talking to me. They looked away from me and continued packing their equipment.
V: Noona!
I smiled. "Hey"
Jungkook: ooh Noona seems different (;
V: She's got this glow today.
"Whatever." I smiled.
Suga: You ready to see what we do on a daily basis?
I nodded.
Jin: Prepare to be overwhelmed.
J-Hope: you'll enter the kpop idol world.
"You guys make it sound scary." I said.
RM: It's not, just a lot of movement.
V: no worries Noona we'll be there with you.
Suga: You might get too meet other idols as well.
Jungkook: Mmhmm, I believe Big Bang, B2ST, Infinite, FT Island...it's a pretty big event. It's a charity event so all the money we make goes to the children's hospital. Pretty much everyone will be there. Different companies like SM and YG. You know...
My eyes lit up.
V: Oh-Oh. That look.
Jimin: -_- you HAD to tell her.
Jungkook: Sorry...Noona do you like all of them?
I simply smiled.
Suga: She's gonna fan girl. I know she wants too.
RM: Just wait until she sees them.
"Okay...just one question...." I said.
J-Hope: What?
"TVXQ? DBSK?" I asked.
Jimin: Why?
"Just answer the question" I said.
Jin: Maybe.
I squealed. "When are we leaving?"
Suga: Damn, Jimin your time is near.
"Oh shut up. Babe I'm not gonna dump you, Suga's being a hater." I laughed.
Suga: Pfftt, there's nothing to hate on baby. Sorry to burst your bubble.
"Ahh sure sure. Hater."
Suga: Ha! What's there to hate on?
RM: Umm, didn't you have a crush on Noona?
J-Hope: (mutters) still kinda does..
Suga: (blush) No!
V: Oh yeah~ Remember when he said 'if that phone wouldn't had rang I would've had her'
He turned as red as a tomato.
"Oh my gosh, look how red he is." I laughed.
Suga: Aish! Let's get going already!
He walked out.
We chuckled.
Camera Man 1: Sorry to interrupt. The car is outside.
Jin: Don't worry about your stuff Karen, you know I got you.
"Thanks Jin" I smiled.
Jimin looked at us.
J-Hope: Lets get going then~
V: Noona sit next to me~
Jungkook: No Me! Me!
"I'll sit in between the both of you" I smiled. "Let's go"
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We arrived at a hotel, it was pretty nice. I believe this is the presidential suite. It was 5 x bigger than the honey moon suite. So fancy and just wow. I felt a bit overwhelmed.
V: Noona you're staying with me tonight!
He grabbed me and took me to the room he was staying in. I smiled.
"Okay okay. I'll stay with you" I said.
V smiled. "It'll be so much fun~"
Jungkook: I wanna stay here too
V: Noona can tell us stories.
Jungkook nodded. "Will you?"
"Of course I will" I smiled.
V: We'll be squished.
Jungkook: hmmm, let's take turns then. You get Noona tonight and I have to tomorrow?
"Or we can sleep on the floor" I suggested.
V smiled.
Jungkook: Okay ^__^
"Guys, you need to get ready. We're leaving in 10 minutes"
Where'd they come from?
"Jungkook, makeup in 5"
"V, your hair needs to be done. Come on"
What the? There's more and more people coming by the second!
V: come on Noona
He held my hand and led me to where they were going. Everyone was in a chair getting their hair and makeup on. Their clothes were laid out just so they could change. Wow, it was like a beauty salon. So many brushes and hair products. I sat on the couch and watched. How can so many people be in one spot? I looked at Jimin. He smiled at me. I smiled back.
"Excuse me, Are you Karen?"
I looked up. "Yeah, I'm Karen"
"It's so nice to meet you. I've heard a lot about you"
"Me?" I pointed at myself.
She nodded. "The boys talk about you all the time. I'm Jessie, Jimin's hairstylist."
So she's Jessie, I wonder why Suga mentioned her though.
"I see, well it's nice to meet you too" I smiled.
"You're a lucky girl you know. Their all such great boys, I'm sure they're all kind and good to you." She looked at Jimin and sighed.
"Yeah, they're all great." I said.
"Well, I'd better get started on Jimin. It was great meeting you, bye." she smiled and walked to Jimin.
I observed her and she was a bit too comfortable with him. They laughed and joked with each other, I felt annoyed by her. But I'm sure it's nothing, she's doing her job...I looked away and watched V getting his makeup done.
V: Noona you should get your hair and makeup done too.
"No, it's okay." I smiled.
"This way." A man grabbed me and sat me on a chair. "Hmmm..." He looked at me. "Very nice skin, I love the color, a very exotic color" he smiled.
He touched my hair. "Ohh, so thick and strong. It feels very nice. Let's see..." He brushed through it. "I know just the thing. May I?"
I nodded. "Sure, do whatever you want"
He smiled. "Really?!" He said excitedly. "I will turn you into a goddess!"
"Okay." I smiled.
He got his scissors out and worked his magic. He styled my hair and did my makeup.
"Bella." He smiled. He handed me a mirror.
"Oh wow...this is..."
He really layered my hair, so many layers and it was wavy, it was different but good. I like it.
"You have such great hair. Great volume and thickness. So much hair too." He said.
"Thank you" I smiled. "I love it."
"I'm sure your boyfriend will love it too. There's no way you're single" he teased.
I chuckled. "I'm sure he will"
He whispered in my ear. "Jimin-ah?"
My eyes widened. "How did..."
"Oh dearest, it's so easy to tell. His eyes brighten up when he looks at you but don't worry I won't tell" he smiled.
I nodded.
V: Wow, Noona looks so pretty.
Suga: I like it.
RM: She looks very beautiful
Jin: Her make up looks nice too.
J-Hope: Noona will be turning heads.
"Oh stop..." I slightly blushed.
Jungkook: Are you going to change Noona?
"Umm, yeah. I think I'll do that right quick." I got up and walked to the room.
It was kind of weird being the only non-Korean here. I got stared at a lot, it's like being silently judged. You don't know whether they look at you for the wrong reasons or for the right ones. Yet again, I guess I kinda did stand out...or maybe a lot. I opened my suitcase. I let out a sigh of relief. At least it's not ALL pink. I decided to go with some skinny jeans, a blouse and heels. It's simple, cute and sophisticated. I walked back out. The looks became stairs, I felt rather nervous. I noticed Jimin and Jessie were gone. Where could they be?
V: Ohhh
Jin: Very nice.
Suga: (;
RM: You're V.I.P ready.
J-Hope: Don't forget a sweater, it's gonna get cold later.
"I have one ready" I said.
Jungkook: It's like Noona is part of our staff~
I smiled.
Jimin and Jessie came out giggling and laughing from his room. I looked at them.
Jessie: Oh wow. You look so pretty.
Jimin nodded.
"Thanks..." I felt my hand ball into a fist.
"Let's go! Let's go! Time to go guys! Move it!"
Suga: Come on.
He grabbed my wrist, so I wouldn't fall behind. We got into the car and drove to the event. They were talking about how excited they were, I smiled and listened. Once we were there everything got hectic, it was hustle, hustle, hustle. There was no time to even breathe. Everything was a rush. Once we got back stage, it was like I entered a whole different world, idols walking back and forth, getting their hair and makeup retouched. I was in awe. L from infinite walked passed me, all I could do was stare. He looked back at me and smiled. My eyes widened. Wow. I smiled back. He is so cute...
V: Noona!
V grabbed my hand & pulled me away.
"Come on, you'll get lost if you don't keep up" he said.
"Sorry, I was just so overwhelmed and then...he smiled at me." I said.
"Oh brother. The fan girl feels are beginning to rise." He chuckled.
As we walked, I saw Yoseob, Gikwang....Also Key, Jonghyun, Siwon, Donghae....it was like a variety of kpop idols from different companies untied. There's Taeyang and T.O.P, Zelo, Himchan...I never in a million years dreamed this would happen. Not even in my dreams. As I walked by with V, they looked, clearly a foreigner gawking at them caught their eye.
"Noona are you still alive?" V asked.
"Hmm?" I looked at him.
"This is just the beginning, but you have to stay put okay? I wouldn't want you to get stolen." He smiled.
"Karen!"
That voice. I looked around. Oh, it's Chanyeol. He waved at me.
I smiled and waved back. "Hey!"
V continued to lead me through the crowd of people until we got to where we belonged.
"Bangtan Boys" the sign on the door read.
"Who's next to us?" I asked.
"Mmm, let's see..." V looked. "2PM and FT Island."
"2-2PM & FT Island?" My jaw dropped.
"Whatever it is your thinking the answer is no" he said.
"V pleeeeaaaaseeee? PLEEEEAAAAASSSSSEEE!!!!" I begged.
"No" he folded his arms across his chest.
"But...." I pouted and looked at him.
"Nope. It's not gonna work" he looked away.
I began to bring on the teary eyes. "V Oppa......"
His eyes widened and he began to turn pink from his cheeks. His ears began to get color as well.
"N-Noona..." He looked at me and his heart melted.
I've never even tried to do this but now that I know it works I think I'll do it more often.
"Aish, okay okay. But please don't look at me like that anymore." He gave in.
I smiled. "Yes!"
"Who do you want to meet first?" He asked.
"2PM" I said.
He took a deep breath and knocked on the door. My heart began to race.
Junho: Anneyong ^^
Oh...My....Gosh....
V: Hyung, please excuse the interruption but my Noona is a big fan.
He presented me. I felt like I was going to die of excitement.
Junho smiled at me. "Hello"
"H-Hi" I managed to say.
He chuckled. "Please come in"
I looked at V. He nodded.
I walked in and saw the other members.
Nichkhun: Ohh, who's this? ^^ Anneyong~
Jun K: A foreign fan?
Taecyeon: Hi there (:
Wooyoung: she's pretty
Chansung: (smile)
V elbowed me. "Noona, say something..."
"I....You....umm...Sorry I'm totally like, spazzing out right now." I said.
They chuckled.
Nichkhun: What's your name?
Taecyeon: Are you a close friend of V's?
Junho: Girlfriend maybe?
"My name's Karen. V and I are friends." I said.
"BEST friends" V corrected.
I smiled. "Right, BEST friends"
Junho: Ah so you're single?
Jun K: Ah, you've only just met her. Quit being a flirt.
Wooyoung: Are those your actual eyes? They're so vibrant and pretty.
Nichkhun: I wanna see.
They gathered around me and looked at my eyes.
Junho: Ohh, she's even prettier up close.
Taecyeon: So tell us Karen, are you a fan?
I nodded.
Chansung: I'm you're bias, aren't I?
Junho: Maybe in your dreams ahahaha.
Taecyeon: Who's your bias?
"Uhh...well, don't be mad kay?" I said.
All: Jay
I let out a nervous laugh.
Nichkhun: Besides Jay
"I like all of you, I think you're all...very good looking." I said.
Junho: Why thank you ^^
*knock knock*
"Guys you're on in 5"
Chansung: Aww.
Jun K: We have to go now. It was nice meeting you Miss Karen ^^
Wooyoung: Hope to see you again.
Nichkhun: Can I hug you?
HE'S asking ME? Oh gosh. I nodded.
He hugged me. "She smells nice, bye~"
Taecyeon: Farewell. Maybe we'll get a chance to know you better some other time.
Junho: Bye (;
He took my hand and kissed it.
"Bye" I smiled.
V: -__-
They walked out of the room. I took a deep breath.
"Okay next." V said. "let's get this over with"
"Mhmm..."
"Noona, do you like Junho?" He smiled.
"Huh? What? No! He just....caught me off guard." I said.
He chuckled. "I'll take that as a yes"
He took my hand and we walked to FT Islands door.
*knock knock*
No answer.
V shrugged. "Guess they're getting ready to preform."
We walked into our room.
Suga: Where've you been?
RM: What took you guys?
Jungkook: Noona? Earth to Noona.
"Hmmm?" I looked at him.
Jungkook: I think the feels are too much to contain now.
J-Hope: Were you guys talking to the others?
V: the 2PM Hyungs.
Jin: The hot guys next door.
Suga: Did you meet them Noona? Were they nice to you?
I nodded.
V: Flirty too.
J-Hope: Who?
V: Junho. He seemed to really like Noona.
RM: You better not say that around Jimin.
V: He's not here?
Suga: He's with Jessie, he got something in his hair, like sticky so she went to go redo it.
My feels for the moment I spent with 2PM were gone in that instant.
Jin: Ohh...
I looked at Suga.
Suga: o.O Wh-what?
I wanted to ask him what was going on between those two but I didn't wanna seem like a jealous girlfriend.
"Nevermind...what time are you guys going on stage?" I asked.
Jin: Like in 10 minutes. It's non-stop, after one group is done then the next one goes and so on.
J-Hope: right now it's FT Island then it'll be 2PM then after that it'll be UKISS then us then EXO then SuJu then some of the girl groups then 3 more rounds and after that we go to an interview and then back to the hotel.
Suga: EXO is here?
V: (nods) Chanyeol said hello to Karen earlier.
Jimin walked in with Jessie. He looked at me, it was like he had seen a ghost. He acts strange around her, I don't like it.
Jessie: Did V show you around?
"Yeah." I kept my answers short when I talked to her.
Jessie: Did you meet any idols?
"Mhmm." I said.
Jessie: Really? Cool. Who'd you meet?
"2PM" I said.
Suga: Ahem. Noona, you can watch the performance live from here.
"I can?" I asked. "How?"
Jungkook: it's live on TV right now.
"Oh, I see" I smiled.
Jessie: I'm gonna go with the others. I'll see you later
Jimin nodded. "Okay"
She smiled and hugged him before leaving.
V looked at me.
I looked at the TV. It was quiet.
Suga and Rap Monster looked at Jimin.
Jungkook: So Noona, what did you and the Hyungs talk about?
"Nothing really....I was tongue tied. I didn't know what to say. They were all really nice though. They thought V was my boyfriend" I said.
Suga: V?
V: Why do you have to say it like that?
Jungkook: Haha. It would look weird.
RM: I agree.
Jin: Totally. I'm sorry but it would be weird.
I smiled.
V: Whatever, I never saw Noona in such a way to begin with.
*knock knock*
"Guys you're up!"
They got out of their seats.
Suga: See you in a bit ^^
V: (hug) cheer for us
"I will" I hugged him back.
Jungkook: Bye Noona.
"Bye" I smiled.
Jin: Feel free to drink and eat as much as you want ^^
"Thanks" I said.
J-Hope: Bye~
RM: Don't wander off :P
"I won't" I said.
Jimin: .......
I looked at him. "Good luck."
Jimin: Thanks.
He walked passed me. Is it just me or is he avoiding me....
The door closed and I sat down. What did I do this time? I sighed. Maybe giving into him last night wasn't a good idea, he probably thinks I'm easy after that. But he was fine this morning...what if he feels weird because of Jessie? Does he secretly like her? She for sure seems to like him...Since I've been here she's all he sees, he's put me aside. Or maybe that's how he feels when I'm with V and he's making me feel how he feels? I don't even know anymore. He wants me but he doesn't want me? I have no clue what it is now. He's younger than I am, maybe my age bothers him now. Or maybe it's the fact that I'm not Korean? I know it's very rare for a Korean guy to be with a foreigner...maybe Jessie is his plan B when I leave? Why am I even thinking about this?
*knock knock*
"Come in....." I said.
"So you ARE here"
I turned my head. "Kai...what're you doing here?" I asked.
"I should be asking you the same thing" he smiled. "How've you been?"
"I'm okay." I said. "And you?"
"Busy. But I'm good. What're you doing all alone?" He asked.
"Waiting on the boys to come back" I smiled.
"You still with Jimin?" He asked.
I nodded.
"Wow, you've lasted quite a while. Congrats. So what've you been up to?" He sat next to me.
"Nothing really, just here and there. The usual stuff, nothing special." I said. "What are you guys going to sing?" I asked.
"We're singing wolf followed by growl. It's gonna be like a mini skit." He said.
"Oh, well then I'll be watching." I smiled.
"You still like EXO even after I was a jerk to you?" He asked.
"It's not EXO's fault you're a jerk." I smiled.
He smiled. "Am I still your bias?" He asked.
"Mmm...nope. I changed my bias" I said.
"Ah? No way. Who's your EXO bias then?" He asked.
"Mm, my EXO bias is Kris." I said.
He chuckled. "Okay, fair enough. Well, I'm glad you're doing good. I wanted to see you in person and apologize again."
"I let that go already. Forgive and forget." I smiled.
"Friends?" He asked.
I nodded. "I'd like that"
"Cool. Well, I have to go now. I'll message you later?"
"Sure" I smiled. "Good luck"
He hugged me. "Thanks"
I hugged him back and he was on his way.
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Once the show was completely finished we headed to the interview. Jimin still hadn't talked to me, I guess being with Jessie is more important. Despite the fact that I was upset I managed to keep a smile with the others. I played it off so well, none of them suspected any signs of sadness in me. Not even Jimin. We arrived and got out of the car. They led us to an auditorium looking room, smaller though, a conference room. There were lots of people there, guess they'd be asking the questions. I sat in the back.
Interviewer: We're here with BTS, other wise known as the Bangtan Boys. Please introduce yourselves to the audience.
One by one they introduced themselves. Then the interview began.
Interviewer: So here's a question from a fan, 'Do you have a crush at the moment? If so what's she like?'
They became shy.
Suga: Not at the moment. No.
RM: My fans are my crushes.
Jungkook: Mmm, no.
V: no.
J-Hope: I do have a crush.
Crowd: Ooohh.
J-Hope: She's really kind and pretty. She's smart and the reason I like her...is because she sees me for who I am rather than J-Hope from Bangtan.
Crowd: Awww.
Jin: No (blush)
Jimin: No...
They boys looked at him.
Interviewer: It doesn't seem like your peers agree.
Jimin: Well, there was but...
Was?
Interviewer: Well on to the next question then...
They answered a variety of questions but I was still stuck on that one.
Interviewer: Last question, it's on your reality show 'unexpected roommate', how was/is it for you guys? How have things changed & what will you do once she's gone?
Suga: Well, She's great. She's very kind and supportive, like an older sister.
Jungkook: Yeah, sometimes she's like a mom but for the most part she's our sister. She's always making sure we eat and get plenty of rest. I don't know what I'd do if she left us, we've grown so attached to her.
Jin: Things have changed drastically but in only good ways. She's brought us closer together.
RM: She's talented too. We recently discovered she has a wonderful voice. She's always supporting us, she's there for us as our friend and also family. Without her Bangtan wouldn't be how it is today. She's changed us in a good way.
J-Hope: It's sad to think that eventually she'll leave Korea and go back home but she'll forever be my family. Our door will always be open for her when she decides to visit but hopefully she'll decide to stay, we want her too.
V: She's my best friend, my umma and Noona. I can tell her anything and she never betrays my trust. She spoils us all really, she cooks, cleans and when we're really busy and have no time to do our laundry she has it done. She's incredible. I couldn't had asked for a better roommate. She really gets me, most people including my members think I'm weird.
Crowd: (laughs)
V: But...Not her. Since the first day we spent together, I'll never forget. She was so sweet and kind. Although she's afraid of the strangest things, like pigeons. Heh. Heh. When the day comes that she must leave me, I'll cry. There won't be anyone to tell me stories or listen to my absurd ideas...ahem....sorry...
Jimin: I umm...well she's a good person. She takes care of all of our members. I think when she leaves...everyone will miss her dearly.
Interviewer: Is there anything you guys would want to say to her? She's here isn't she? Miss Karen will you please stand?
I stood up.
Interviewer: Boys...
Jungkook: I wanna say....that....Noona, you're very much appreciated....I love you.
RM: You're the best.
Jin: Thank you for always being there. In the darkest moments as well as the bright ones.
Suga: Stop being a hater haha. I love you Noona.
J-Hope: Ahh...Thank you. You mean so much to us and even though I know sometimes we drive you insane, rain or shine you're always there for us. Fighting!
V: I'm very lucky to have you in my life...through the tears and happiness you've held my hand and made me into who I am today. I love you.
Jimin: You're very kind and sweet. Thank you for always being with us.
Interviewer: Ah, seems like you're very loved Miss Karen.
I nodded and smiled.
Interviewer: Well that's it for the interview. Thank you boys for being here with us.
I sat back down and waited for them to say their good byes. Once they were finished they were escorted back stage.
V came to get me afterwards.
"Noona, you look tired" he said.
"Yeah, just a little" I said.
"We're going to the hotel again, after I think we're going to eat. Will you come?" He asked.
I shook my head. "I think I'll go to sleep."
"Is something the matter?" He asked.
"No. Nothing." I smiled. "I'm just tired." I said.
"Okay" he said.
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We got to the hotel room, it was just the boys and I again.
Suga: So what do you think of the kpop idol world?
"It's different..." I said.
RM: Did you feel overwhelmed?
"In more ways than one" I slightly smiled.
Jin: Lets go eat ^^
"You guys go ahead. I have a headache..." I said.
Jungkook: Are you feeling sick?
"No, just tired." I said.
V: Maybe it's cuz you're hungry.
"I'm not hungry either." I said.
Jimin: If you don't wanna go just say it. You don't have to lie.
J-Hope: Jimin.
Jimin: What?
"It's okay. Excuse me..." I walked to my room.
Suga: What's wrong with you?
Jimin: Nothing...
V: (sigh)
Jungkook: :/
Jin: You're acting really weird. Even at the interview.
RM: It's Jessie isn't it?
Jimin: Why are you blaming her?
Suga: Don't play with fire Jimin, you get hurt.
Jimin: You guys act like-
V: Because it's true.
Suga: You can't claim you love someone then the next day pretend like they don't exist.
RM: One minute you're saying she's the one and the next you're acting like a jerk
Jin: Either you want her or you don't.
Jungkook: You ignored her all day
Jimin: .............
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I looked at the ring he had given me. This game of cat and mouse again...I lay in bed and faced the wall. I stared at it and flashbacks ran through my mind. His words. Maybe lies now. What if he really is just playing me....why does he do this to me? When did I become so vulnerable and weak? I swore I'd never let a guy break me and yet this one has me on my knees. How pathetic...gosh I really hate myself right now. Sulking over something so stupid. I used to be able to brush stuff like this off but I can't with him. He has this hold on me, an unbreakable grip. Why would he bring me along if he's going to treat me like I'm not there? Like I don't exist...that I'm some kind of ghost. I sighed.
"Come eat." He said.
I rolled my eyes. "Leave me alone."
"Stop being such a-"
I sat. "A what? Drama queen? Listen, I'm getting tired of this cat and mouse game. You love me, you don't love me. You want me, you don't want me. You miss me, you don't miss me. Is this amusing to you? Toying with me? Did you even mean the things you said to me? I haven't done shit to you Jimin! I've stood by your side but I need you by mine you disappear! That interview was bullshit! How can you sit there and respond so coldly to her questions? We spend the night together then suddenly I'm nothing. I don't exist to you. Figure out what you want because I'm tired of trying to figure it out for myself!" I walked toward him and gave him his ring. "I don't have a need for this, clearly it means nothing. Better yet, why don't you give to Jessie. Seems like you two get along better than we used to." I walked out of the room.
J-Hope: Where you going?
V: Noona?
"Sorry guys...." I walked out of the hotel room.
The boys looked at each other.
Suga: Jimin?
Jimin: She's gone.....
Jungkook: What did you do?!
Jimin: What didn't I do....
V: Where's she going?
Jimin: She didn't say.
RM: What're you doing here? Go after her!
J-Hope: It's best if she has her space.
Jin: I agree. She's upset, it's not a good idea.
Jimin: Guys I don't know if it can be fixed this time. She's really upset.
V: you should be ashamed of yourself, further more you deserve to feel the way you feel right now.
Suga: V....
V: No, let me talk. You were with Jessie the entire time, how do you think she felt? You never acknowledged her, even when we left to preform you didn't kiss her or hug her even after she wished you luck. She expressed her love towards you, last night and you repay her by doing this. You know she's probably crying right now asking herself what SHE did wrong when it was YOU?
Jungkook: V.....
V: I'm not done. You don't deserve her. I bet not even Kai would've been so cold and ungrateful as you. She gave you her heart and you managed to throw it in the trash TWICE. You say you love her but your actions say something different. I hope she doesn't take you back, why should she when all that's waiting is heart break all over again. You, Jimin, deserve to be crying right now. You deserve to feel how you made her feel today only 100x worse. I really hate that you did that...
V got up from his chair and went into the room. He slammed the door.
Jin: (sigh) Lets go to bed. We have a lot of things to do tomorrow morning.
Suga: Damn...
RM: Jimin seriously why'd you do that?
Jimin: I don't know. Jessie and I are just friends though.
J-Hope: You knew better than to do that though, ignoring her like that.
Jimin: I feel bad enough alright? I did to fix this...
Jin: Maybe I should call her
Suga: I doubt she'd pick up.
RM: I agree.
J-Hope: What if we told Rebecca?
Jin: Call her.
J-Hope: me?
Jin: She's your crush isn't she? Keke.
J-Hope: whatever.... •\\\•
-Dials-
"Hello? (Yawn)"
"R-Rebecca?"
"Yeah?"
"Umm..it's J-Hope"
She chuckled. "I know who this is. What's up?"
"Can you call Karen...there's been a situation"
"What's wrong?"
He explained.
"Aww c'mon man! Jimin wtf bro...Aish, yeah I'll call her. Put the one on mute, I'll 3-way."
"Okay, thanks"
"No problem"
-3 way-
"H-hello?"
"Karen."
"Hmm?"
"Are you crying?"
"Why would I be crying?"
"Don't lie to me..."
"I was earlier...but not any more~"
J-Hope looks at the guys.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm far from okay but whatever. You know coming here was probably the biggest mistake of my life. No wait, let me rephrase that, I don't regret meeting the boys, I love th-"
"Karen...are you drinking?"
"N-no..."
"Don't lie. Where are you?"
"I'm with my new friends. Say hello new friends~"
"Karen where are you?! This isn't funny."
"I don't know. Somewhere in Seoul."
"Aish, damn it Karen. What are you surroundings like? I'll come get you."
"No, I'm okay. I promise. I'm going to spend the night at a hotel."
"Karen you're with strangers! Tell me where you are!"
-click-
"Hello? Karen?! J are you there?"
"Is there any way you can locate her?"
Jimin: Give me the phone. Rebecca....
"What?"
"Are you gonna be able to track her?"
"I really dislike you at the moment but yes I will be. Her GPS is always on. I'll call you guys when I find her."
"Okay...thank you"
-click-
Suga: Now we wait.....
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>TO BE CONTINUED