Dominique
I was just rejecting her since yesterday hindi ko alam anong gagawin I wanted to kill someone and give a justice for her, she don't deserve this sobra akong nasasaktan all of that story hit my head and ask my self why, bakit sa dinami-dami ng babae sa mundo bakit si Victoria pa? bakit ang babaeng mahal ko pa ang nakaranas nito, bakit siya pa? All i was asking her to comeback to me why do it have to be like this? I am scared that siguro nga kasalanan ko kung bakit siya nagkaganiyan, I didn't listen what my heart says. kung sana sinundan ko nalang siya pero hindi ko ginawa, kahit na alam ko na sa russia siya pupunta wala akong ginawa.
damn, man.
“hey man.” si Xenox kasama ko na naman ang nakakasawa niyang mukha nirolyo ko ang aking mata na tumugga ng iniinom kong rum at tinignan siya.
i always think of a lot of problems with me, i am suck with this. all of this that she suffered because of me gusto kong malaman niya kung gaano ko siya ka-mahal gusto kong bumawi pero tila hindi niya maramdaman na wala siyang kwentang babae. na kahit nilapastangan pa siya, she deserve to live her life as what she was, she is a perfect woman pero ang kahinaan niya'y sinamantala.
they are all assholes and fuckers. they are a demons na hanggang ngayon nakakalaya na nasa paligid lang gusto ko malaman kung anong klaseng tao ba sila, gusto kong magbayad sila at magdusa. jail isn't enough, dapat sakanila makulong they are abusing woman's weakness and taking their bodies. they are a living shit, bakit ba may katulad nila sa mundo na nabubuhay para lang sa katawan ng isang babae? oh, masturbate isn't enough to they take advantage and rape them if they fight. is that? isa silang halimaw na dapat hinahabol hanggang sa mawalan ng buhay, they deserve to die. death is what punishment they deserve.
“Dominique.” tumingin akong makita si aries. sinabi ko na sakaniya na umamin na si victoria but i want him to stay investigate everything i should know from the passed ten years. siguro naman may karapatan parin akong malaman yun, invading privacy? of course not, may karapatan rin ako bilang kapatid niyang malaman ang totoo, hell. russia is a hell life of her na halos dalhin siya sa mental facility.
naupo ito sa tabi at naglabas ng ilang nakuha nitong impormasyon.
“since she already told you, did you know that she got pregnant seven years ago?”
napatigil ako sa narinig ko sakaniya, Victoria had a child and seven years ago? may anak siyang seven years old pero nasaan ang bata? i mean, wala siyang nabanggit at wala siyang sinasabi, sino naman ang tatay ng anak niya? nagkaroon ba siya ng boyfriend- damn. may anak siya, may anak siya?!
umiling si aries. “hindi mo alam? well, i saw a record of her during her vacation in Italy. it says that she gave birth in italy and the baby's name is, Aly Quentin.” aly quentin. that's a beautiful name.
but in italy seven years ago, i was there too.
hindi ko siya nakita sa italy, malaki rin ang italy para magkita kami. “sinong tatay?” interesado akong malaman sinong tatay ng anak niya, gusto ko lang na malaman wala naman sigurong masama, para kung sakali na makilala ko ang anak niya alam ko. i have no idea, baka mamaya may fiance o asawa na pala. pero kung meron bakit naman ako babalikan, argh. i just don't know anything.
“there is nothing i can found about the father, she gave a birth alone there is no man who entered her life..” he paused.
tumingin siya dito. “maliban sayo.” agad na duktong naman niya, wala siyang naging kasintahan sino ang tatay ng anak niya. what was that, nabuntis nalang siya bigla ganun ba ang ibig nitong sabihin? that is insane. imposible naman ata 'yon she was just twenty that time, she was young to get pregnant. masyadong bata para gustuhin niya ng anak.
pero bagay na nasa isipan ko ay, I saw a girl in italy that looks like her that time i was drunk kaya hindi ako naging sigurado sa aking mga nakikita, we had sex but she disappear. bigla akong kinabahan at napaisip nalang na, hindi kaya siya talaga yung nakita ko sa italy? hindi kaya may anak ako sakaniya?
may anak ako, may anak kami?