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There's a loud party going on. My eyes are hazy and the crowd is suffocating me. I move past the crowd and go further to the back.
You can see all kinds of people here. Almost all of them are smoking something. Be it a cigarette or something stronger than that.
Some of them offer me some tablets of God knows what kind but I decline because the world has already started spinning on me.
I see the bathroom door sign so I push the door open to get in. Luckily, nobody is in there because I can't be bothered to talk to anyone right now.
I turn on the tap water and cup the water in my hands. Then, I splash them to my face.
The moment I look up, my heart nearly jump off my body. This isn't me. This boy has a dark circle under his eyes. His cheeks look hollow like he doesn't get enough food. I touch them and couldn't tell if it's malnutrition or because he has high cheekbones.
He has a clean cut hair but one side is shaved off and has a line.
I look down to observe my hands or his hands but then I feel like something is going to come out.
I turn my body a 180° and rush to one of the stall. The light in my eyes dim and I woke up in sweat.
I sit up on my bed. I touch my face and laugh monotonously at myself. I had no rights to call the dream me was malnourished. I, myself is far worse than that.
I look at my skinny hands and let out a sad sigh. All I ever wanted was a family who'd love me as I am. I just want to go to this place called school and maybe hates it just like the small boy I saw at the park telling his friends. I also want to have friends but life hates me.
In the end, I'm just a nameless orphan boy with nowhere to go other than here. He is the one providing me a roof over my head and food to keep me survive. That is if I do the things he tells me to.
Usually they consist of whoring myself out to some men. Those disgusting men.
They don't even care that I have a full set of male gentiles in between my thigh. Those assholes are just thinking of their own release. Some of them even makes me call my back side, well, I'm too disgusted to say it. Long story short, I'm not a girl but a dude.
I mean if they wanted to ravish a girl, go grab a call girl or something. Maybe even go to the park and rape someone that has a woman's hole. Not mine.
Knock knock
"Wake up, you bastard. You gotta start working so get your ass out of the bed and eat so we can start working that body,"
I groan silently and roll my eyes at him while knowing he can't see me with the door closed. I slowly push myself out of the bed and use my skinny legs to move to the bathroom. The bathroom is a horrific sight to see but I'm used to it.
I wash my body properly even though it won't matter cause I'd be getting dirty again.
After putting in some clothes, I go downstairs and see him seated on a chair with coffee in front of him and a newspaper in his hands.
He lift his head, saw me walking to the table, and gesture me to go to him.
I crouch down and drop to my knees between his thighs because I know exactly what he wants. As if it was right on cue, he pulls out his member at me and I start taking it in my mouth.
I bob my head up and down and move my tongue the way he likes it. I move fast so that we could get it over with and I can eat my breakfast.
He grips my hair and push my head down to get his deeper into my mouth. I felt it twitch and knew that it's coming out. Then a few seconds later, he release himself in me.
I made sure to swallow every bit and lick him clean before opening my mouth to show him.
"Sit down and eat," he said in a very cold manner.
And that is how I start my hellish life every morning.
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[ A/N: Hello everyone. This is my first book. I really want to write this story cause I'm obsessed with a Chinese BL novel. However I didn't really know why that this starts in a very gloomy way. Bear with me cause this is my first time writing about two guys romance. Do comment on the story and vote if you like it.
Oh yes and the picture is of the boy he dreams off.]
Edit 30/8/17- unnecessary A/N will be deleted from now on to smoothen your readings. Please support my book!