jay took me to school this morning because i no longer had a boyfriend to walk with. i arrived at school and walked in the gates. all eyes were on me, they were all probably suprised i didnt have jessie on my arm.
this is going to be a long day...
"mack, wheres jessie" a girl from my biology class asked.
"i dont know and to be quite honest i dont care"
"but, your dating?"
"not anymore" i said walking away.
i got to my history class and jessie wasnt there, what a suprise. jay can be a dick sometimes.
"mackenzie, where is jessie?" my teacher asked me
"for fucks sake. i dont know. i dont care. and i dont like him. so stop fucking asking me!" i shouted causing my teacher to take a step back. everyone just stared at me in complete shock and they started to whisper.
it was only when their eyes diverted to a figure in the door i realised why they were whispering.
his figure was tence. his jaw was clenched and his eyes were narrow. he stared at me in pure hatred.
"ah jessie, there you are. please take your seat" my teacher requested.
i stared out of the window. jessie sat next to me and i could feel his gaze burning a hole in the back of my head.
"ok, you have a project to be completed in pairs. i have decided they will be with the people you are seated next to." my teacher said.
great. my boyfriend breaks up with me, gets beaten to a pulp, i scream at the top of my lungs that i dont care about him and he is now my project partener? shit. pure shit.
this school has a thing with pairing us up when were in the midst of a fucking fued.
I sat there in complete silence as the rest of the class did their work.
"look mack, I know you dont like me at the moment and I know what your brothers did to me wasn't your fault but seriously, I need this grade so if we could just get along for this class then-" huh, heard that before
"fine whatever" I cut him off
"great" he said a little too enthusiastically
"no. not great."
"uh...what?"
"I cant do this.. I'm-I-uh I'm sorry" I said before getting up and walking out if the class
"for fucks sake" I heard Jessie mumble.
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Jessie's POV
i watched Mack leave the classroom and couldn't help but feel guilty. I know I broke up with her randomly but, I just felt guilty for what happened on Saturday night, and I couldn't tell her. so I just left her..
~flashback~
"hey Jessie" a blonde girl said as she sat on my knee
"uh,hi"
"want a drink?" she asked
"yeah,sure" I said. it was my first party in god knows how long so I figured a few drinks wouldn't go amiss.
the blonde lady came back with 6 shots all filled to the rim and told me to do all 6. being the absolute prick I am I did and normally it wouldn't affect me but tonight it did and mixed with the many other drinks i had before, I was drunk before I knew it. the blonde lady took me into a room and laid me down on the bed. she started to suck at my neck, turning me on insanely.
"oh Jessie, your such a pretty boy" she said as she pulled her top over her head making my mini me come to life.
"aw, that's cute" she said directing her vision to my now even bigger bulge.
before I knew it she had ripped my trousers off and her skirt and we were at it.
and worst if all...
I didn't even think about Mack!
~ end of flashback~
"ah, Mack. nice to have you back. take your seat please" the teacher said as Mack walked back into class and sat beside me.
"the project... I was thinking we could do it on Martin Luther king and Malcolm x and their views on religious and human rights" she babbled on "we could do posters and power points we could have index cards and make it really pretty..." she finally finished and looked at me expectantly
"ok" was the only word I could master and she just rolled her eyes at me and started to take notes.
about an hour later I finally broke the cold hard silence between us
"I'm finished"
"whatever" she said
"look Mack-"
"why?" she cut me off "why did you do it? huh? you have done this before and I forgave you then the best thing in my life happened. your daughter. now you left me again? do you know what? screw you!" she said aggressively.
"you already did remember that's when we made that mistake!" I mumbled but it was louder than I had hoped
"mistake? so now your daughter is a mistake?"
"well she wasn't planned!" I retaliated, immediatley regretting it.
"so you wish she never happened?"
"what? no I never said that. I love her!"
"so just not me"
"your twisting this!"
"how am I? that's why you left isn't it? because you don't love me anymore?"
"no I will always love you"
"why then?" she whispered. i could see the hurt in her eyes and it killed me.
"because...because. fuck this!" I said unable to tell her the truth. got up and walked out as the bell went.
why am I such a prick?
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Mackenzie POV
"when he said that kaylah was a mistake i swear I could have slapped him" I told nathan.
yeah I know wierd huh? I was back talking to Nathan my old best bud. Well, I never actually stopped talking to him I'd always text him and bits but I suppose when me and Jessie got together we drifted a bit.
"I still haven't met this legendary kaylah" nathan said smiling but his smile turned to a frown when he looked at a figure behind me.
"sup Jess" he said nervously.
"god why are you always everywhere? leave me alone!" I said as I grabbed Nathan's hand and walked away. I really didn't want to see him right now.
"wow, I've never seen you two like this" nathan said as we stopped.
"I know, and I never want to see him again"
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soooooo, what you think of the Jessie Mackenzie trauma? you like? you hate?
do you think they will get back together? or do you think nathan will slip in?
do you want a bit if MATHAN or did you like JACKENZIE?
thanks for sticking with me! will hope to update so much more!xxxx
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That was what i wrote when i actually wrote tis chapter ^
this chapter was okay, didnt have to edit too much.
anyways,
enjoy reading.
Always,
LilChickaa xox