Talk about a dirty little secret, mine was just the topping on the cake. All eyes were glued to me as they sat in shock by the news. Just finding out one of my best friends and my boyfriend were secret lovers was every girls nightmare and mine just slapped me in the face. There was already enough damage done and for the safety of my baby, I couldn't risk losing him/her because lord knows I was suppose to beat that ass.
Me: I think, No it's time for you and you *pointing at B and JJ* to ride up outta here.
JJ: Babe can we talk * grabbing me*
Kels: Motherfucker you heard her
JJ: Listen Kels, I've had enough of...
Justin: Nothing personal but wrong answer cuz *stepping in front of Kels*
JJ: It's cool bruh, I can respect that.
Me: Can you just leave please?
Kels: And take ya church hoe with ya!
B: * looking at Nat with tears in her eyes* Im so sorry Nat.
Me: Im sorry too, for calling you a friend when really; you were just a snake in the grass. *opening door* Your time here has expired!
Dan: See you later Nat.
JJ: We gone have to talk about this Ta'Shell!
Me: Yeah we are but today is not your lucky day *slams door*
Kels: I wanted to break that bitch neck I swear.
Justin: Baby just calm down
Kels: I can't, that nigga just dont know
Justin: I know but bae just breathe *grabbing kels*
Kels: *breathes heavy* I'm good, I'm good. Nat you str8?
I've always been the nonchalant type, some things would get to me and other shit was irrelevant but I couldn't let her know it destroyed me in the inside and out, so I lied.
Me: Yeah, I'm gucci.
Kels: So my girl pregnant, I'm finna be a tee tee already?
Me: Yeah you are, tee tee kels
*we laugh it off*
Kels: I'm mad I found out like this but you know you're my girl so I can't stay mad at ya.
Me: I'm just happy it's out there
As we laughed and talked about the adventure of what would be expected, I was not ready to bring a baby until the middle of this madness. Eventually I would have to sit down and talk about this with JJ but for now; him and B were nothing to me. I had lost a friend and a relationship but I was about to gain another one with the little bundle growing inside of me; that was my only concern at this point. My unborn was all that mattered.