I actually have 2 confessions to make. I just want to tell my problems to other people. I hope it won't burden you.
Firstly, about Wattpad. At first, I just make this account to read fanfics and all. But suddenly one day, I have an idea to make a fanfic. So, I decided to write it. At first, it didn't turn out great. Yeah, cause I am still young, so my writing isn't that great.
But after about 3 months, the readers increase. Really. From 34 to 2.14k. I was like, very surprised you know. But I also felt really extremely happy.
And now, I write another story. Just like before, it doesn't have so much readers. I was kinda disappointed.
What makes me even more dissapointed is when other writers' stories are so many. Like 88k? I'm really jealous about that.
Sometimes, I feel that maybe I should just delete my story. I feel like I shouldn't even write stories.
That's my first confession
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Another one, this is about personal. I have never talked about this to others even my best friends.
I actually have a boyfriend. We've been a couple since March. And before this, we're just fine. Chatting, talking at school and alk.
But recently, I know this week is am exam week. But he already, ignoring me since 2 weeks ago.
Which girlfriend would be happy with that? He acted like we're strangers, never look at me, message me, or even glance at me. I'm really upset you know?
And I think that he wants to break up with me, but he wants me to ask for a breakup. Also I think that he likes another girl?
What do you think I should do? Should I ask for a break up? Or should I just stay cool until he asks for a break up?