something about standing in front of a moving train, getting hit and dying scared her in a way a flu shot was scary, a time where kids dressed up as clowns, knocked on her front porch for free candy and felt the need to scare the living shit out of her soulless young body that knew nothing of life and within the struggles she'll have to face (soon enough) and the feeling of being scared returned to her after admiring this boy, spent some time together until the feeling she felt no longer felt scary in moments where they stood upon the highest building in lonsdale quay, talking to each other 'till sunrise
(it was worth it, nevertheless - they took chances, you might as well?)