" what!" I exclaimed. He couldn't love. He can't love me, I would have noticed the signs. Wouldn't I ?
" I-I love you" he smiled.
Without thinking I ran into his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist, and held him in a strong embrace. I couldn't believe he ACTUALLY liked me! I - loved him to!
" I love you" I smiled in his hair.
" now tell me what happened at the hospital " he sighed in my shoulder.
I told him everything, about my nightmares, my hurt about my parents suicide, Angus and Chris, and how much I loved him. He just listened to me until my embarrassing rant finally came to a Finnish. I've never actually told anyone about my dreams and opened up to as much to anyone.
" Wow that was emotional!" I laughed
" yeah it was, but I'm here for anytime you need to talk ok?, after all I am your boyfriend" he smiled as he put a piece of my hair behind my ear.
WAIT WHAT! Wow sonny why was he jumping to conclusions like this. I wasn't his girlfriend no no no no. I wasn't was I? I mean I told him I loved him but did I love him as much as loved me ? If I loved him that much I would be jumping for joy at this. But I'm not, I'm shocked, but I'm not happy shocked I'm not unhappy but not happy. Ok I'm not making sense now. I should call him a good boyfriend or kiss him but I couldn't I wanted out of this situation, fast.
" uh- ok I need to sleep so- bye" I stuttered as I gestured him out of my room.
I couldn't let him be my boyfriend, I needed no attachments when I moved out.
" ok- remember the whole family are going bowling so urm yeah" he said in a hurt voice as he backed out slowly.
I felt awful now, why did he have to complicate things? Oh god what if he doesn't love me anymore? Ok I need to sort out if I want him as a boyfriend right now. With him yes. I needed to talk to him. I quickly got out of bed and tiptoed to his room.
" Tom ?" I whispered as I shook his shoulder vigorously.
" Molly ? Why are you in my room!" Tom said, his eyes as wide as goofballs, he was so cute when he did that.
" well I am your girlfriend so do I need to explain?" I smiled.
" really are you my girlfriend because you didn't seem to keen " he said in a bored manner. Wow I didn't know that would hurt me as much as it did.
" we'll I just... I'll just .... Go" I muttered as I slumped to the door.
" Molly ..." He sighed, knowing the effect he had on me.
" it's fine" I whispered through my tears. I fastened up the pace and shut the door as quietly as I could, not wanting to wake anyone up. What happened to hard faced Molly ? Well I can guarantee he will be seeing a lot more of her.
I couldn't sleep that night. I kept tossing and turning until I finally I went to sleep, only to wake up screaming. Once again all the family ran into my room and all eyes fell to my thigh. I looked down to see a long deep cut. I winced in pain as I saw everyone around in panic.
" Tom!" Georgia called to her son. Tom rushed in to see my bedding soaked in blood from my heavy bleeding cut. My eyes started getting to heavy to open, but I tried to battle the urge. I just sat there wincing in pain. Tom looked so pained to see me like this.
" call an ambulance " Tom ordered at Steve " NOW!" He screamed. Steve rushed to the phone and talked for a while to the ambulance man, telling them where we live e.c.t
Tom rushed over to me stoking my hair trying to sooth me.
" it hurts" I whimpered in pain. As I stared up at his face. He looked just as pained as me to see me like this.
" it's ok, your going to be ok" he said in a monotone voice. Sirens filled the air
"the ambulance Is here." He breathed.
" good" I whimpered as the pain grew unbearable.
Men filled the room and picked my limp body from the bed and took me downstairs as the whole family ran behind them. I just winced in pain until a big stab of pain hit me causing me to scream the loudest scream I've ever done. Tom ran up to me to see what was wrong but all he saw was me looking like a crying heap of blood.
" who is going to ride in the back with her?" The ambulance man asked.
" I'm riding with my girlfriend" Tom piped up, rewarding confused glances from the the rest of the family. I couldn't even smile in gratitude. The next thing I knew I was out like a light.
" where am I ?" I moaned As I woke up still groggy.
" Molly Molly Molly " Tom sighed in relief." I love you, I'm so so so sorry. Will you be my girlfriend?" He smiled hopefully.
" go on then" I smiled. Stuff hard faced Molly.
" I love you too" I said beaming in happiness. Couldn't I have a little fun ?
" Mollzilla !" Angus and Chris screamed in unison as they raced to my bedside.
" I thought you both hated me " I sighed with a shocked expression. Tom looked just as dumbfounded as me since I told him everything.
" ok don't be mad at us but ... We were playing you" chis said as he held is hands up to his face, wise of him.
How dare he.
" when I get out of here" I glared with an evident smile on my face.
" so your not mad?" Angus asked.
" no I'm just happy you don't hate me" I explained.
Then the pain started to creep back on me. I winced in pain, as the feeling spread. Not this again. Please not this. Am I just fun to mess with or what?
" Molly are you ok.?" Tom asked me with a pained expression on his face. I couldn't believe how upset he was to see me in pain. I'm so happy he is by my side.
" I'm finding it hard to keep my eyes open." I whimpered softly.
" Molly stay with u now the doctors are coming Angus is going to find them ok?" Tom pleaded with me.
But I couldn't do it, I was to week to move let alone keep my eyes open. I just really wanted to sleep and not feel the pain. I wanted to sleep ... And dream ... About Tom.
" I love you " I whispered before leaning back and closing my eyes.
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Hi guys! I know I haven't updated in like FOREVER but even though its a crap chapter I thought I'd publish I to keep up the flow. So what do you think?
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