YOUR POINT OF VIEW
???- YN!
???-YN!
Me- who is there
My dad walked up to me and smiled
Me- DADDY
He started to have a disappointed look on his face
Me- Daddy?
Daddy- whats wrong with you
Me- what
Daddy- YN wake up
Me- Da--(GCO)
Daddy- whats going on with you I know I raised you better than this
Me- I know you did
Daddy- you don't let people hit on you, you fight the fuck back why are you acting so weak this is not you
Me- but--(GCO)
Daddy- THERE IS NOT BUT'S YN
Daddy- YOUR STRONG BEUTIFUL BRAVE AND YOU CAN HANDLE A FEW HATERS
He was right why can't I fight back
Daddy- LIKE I HAVE ALWAYS TOLD YOU " ONE OF THE WORST THINGS SOMEONE COULD EVER DO TO YOU IS SPIT IN YOUR FACE AND CALL YOU OUT OF YOUR NAME " THINGS HAVE GOTTEN PAST THAT THOSE BITCHES THINK THEY CAN DO ANYTHING THEY WANT TO YOU AND YOU WONT DO SHIT
Me- YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR RIGHT, THIS IS BULL SHIT I'M NOT TAKING ANYMORE OF RACHELS SHIT ( noticed how It took me to snap to start cursing )
Daddy- RIGHT WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO
Me- I'M GOING TO GIVE THEM STANK BITCHES SOMETHING TO LAUGH AT IF THEY WANT TO LAUGHT
Daddy- RIGHT YN , YOUR STONG YOUR STRONG YOUR INDEPENDENT AND YOUR BEAUTIFUL AND YOU HAVE SOME PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU, ALEX, JAZZY, RAY, AUSTIN AND MOST OF ALL ME
Daddy- I've been watching over you baby and I've not been pleased
Me- I know and that's going to change
Daddy- so wake up
He kept saying that over and over like and echo and then everything went blank and I heard this long beeping sound and talking
I know that voice any where it was Ray
Ray- YN I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you and now you in here I miss you already I love you YN
He picked up my hand and kissed it , that was the hand that I had the promise ring he gave me on , I wear it all the time
Ray- YN please wake up I love you so much , nothing will ever come between us because i'll be standing right next to you , everything that I have is your you will never go cold or hungry i'll be there when your insecure let you know that your always lovely, your the only thing I've got right now ( WHAT DID THAT MAKE YOU THINK OF )
I felt him put my hand on his face and I felt a single tear go down my arm
Me- you got that from Chris brown
Ray- YN!
He hugged me and I opened my eyes and looked at him
He looked a nervous reck
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SKIPPING A COUPLE OF DAYS TO THE 27TH
I was out of the hospital and I was able to be by myself I was off of suiced watch finally Alex had invited me to Thanksgiving Dinner she said I could bring Austin I didn't have any other plans Rays dad said he could come also so it was going to be really fun
ALEX POINT OF VIEW
I had been visiting YN in the hospital for as long as she was in there she is coming over to Thanksgiving with her Brother and Ray but now I was just at the store getting some stuff for my mom with my sister Avery she went to go get the cheese and stuff ( YES I HAVE A LITTLE BROTHER AND SISTER AND A OLDEST SISTER )we split the list we had been to at least 6 stores looking for 1 thing if it's not here I'm giving the fuck up I don't even care any more and then I need to get gas
I was walking out of the aisle when I seen Jewel she is a good friend of mine
Jewel- hey Alex
Me- hey I haven't seen you in a long ass time
Jewel- same here where have you been
Me- you know just chillen
Jewel- I miss you how come you don't visit
Me- you know why Jewel
Jewel is my friend but also known as Jacobs sister
Jewel- fuck Jacob I don't care about him your there to see me not him
Jewel- but speaking of Jacob
Me- I don't want to speak of Jacob
Jewel- he is here with me
Me- -_-
Jewel- what
Me- im here to try to get some white cheese and American swiss cheese not to fuck around with Jacob and his mixed feelings
Jacob- but there mixed on you
Look what I have gotten myself into
Jewel- oh look at that a um.. thing ( then she walked away )
So I tried to walk away but Jacob grabbed my arm
Me- Jacob what
Jacob- I miss you
Me- and...
Jacob- AND I know you miss me
Me- actually I'm doing much better thank you
He grabbed my waist and crashed his lips into mine before I could say anything else
The truth is I do want Jacob back but!... Once you fuck up with me so many time it's going to be hard to get me back IF you get me back
I pulled away
Jacob- Please!
Me- Jacob let me go
Jacob- NO! Not until you say you will take me back
I love when you pullin up in your jeep
bumping all of your beats
J's On with your shades on just to give me something to eat
I answered my phone Jacobs hands still around my waist and I heard yelling
???- AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Me- who is this
Jordan- um Jordan your cousin
Me- OMG Jordan
Jacob looked at me like I was crazy
Jordan- so guess what...
Me- what
Jordan- Im coming home Thanksgiving
I started Jumping and Jacob still didn't let go
Me- when is your flight
Jordan- well I'm already here
Me- are you at the house ?!
Jordan- yes with your mom, Adrienne and Bishop
Me- tell Bishop I said take out the trash
I heard her tell him in the background
Jordan- he said he already did
Me- did he
Jordan- yeah he did
Me- tell Adrienne to wash the dishes for mom
Jordan- they are done
Jacob- hurry up
Me- shutup
Jordan- who's that
Jacob- her boyfriend
Me- no he is not he is my stalker
Jacob smacked his lips and I put my fingure over his lips
Jordan- well your mom said hurry up
Me- OK
Jacob- yeah bae hurry up
Me- bye Jordan
I hung up the phone and looked at Jacob
Me- happy?!
Jacob- no
Me- Jacob let me go
Jacob- take me back
Me- fine
Jacob- you will
Me- yes Jacob I will take you back
Jacob kissed me again and I pulled away
Me- not just yet
Jacob- i'll get you Alex
I shook my head and met up with Avery in the dairy aisle
JAZZY'S POINT OF VIEW
It was getting loser and closer to Thanksgiving
I had been hanging out with Santos a lot he is sweet he buys me a lot of things and he is funny but he seems kind of distant from me like I don't know maybe it's just me
We were walking threw the mall and I was carrying my bags and he was talking on the phone the whole time When we where at the food court having lunch together he was on the phone when I was in the store ON the phone and he wont get off
we had been walking for a couple more minutes and he finally got off of the phone
Me- hey babe can you carry 1 of these bags they are kind of heavy
He ignored me and kept walking
what's wrong with him what did I do
Me- Santos !
Santos- WHAT!
DF
Me- what' s wrong with you
Santos- nothing
Me- why are you acting like this
Santos- Like what
Me- like a jerk
Santos- I'm not
Me- yes you are
Santos- no I'm not
Me- yes- you are
Santos - STFU NOT THE FUCK I'M NOT DAMN IF I SAY IM NOT THEN IM NOT
Me- fine
I dropped the bags and walked out of the store I didn't have to take his attitude nigga yelling in my fucking face I hope his ass has fun walking 5 miles home
I got into my car and drove the fuck home