ughhh i dont no What to do bout this one.

ughhh.

The guilt tactic... Without you I will actually die. He tells me. That's almost as fun as my ex saying... if you leave me I'll kill myself and burn down your house. The singe burn mark is finally fadeing. I find myself saying things like...goddd. I really hate your face today. Wow that was mean I'm sorry. I made a "you do not own me I'm not your property and I the undersigned hereby agree to allow and be allowed to from now until forever reserve the right to whatever whenever with whoever I want in exchange for full disclosure and forwarning as a stipulation to our "dating Arrangement". And in 2 years I've only acted on this once. He got a lil peanut butter and jelous but that's a typical human response so it's all gravy. Normally I wouldn't add such a clause but in this situation is was clearly something I had to do. And now I'm feeling caged again. I dunno man. Not sure if I can trust anything he says anymore. We small see I suppose....😶