I'm so broken
I don't know where I'm going
I'm so alone
Fix this life and build me a home
I want to escape
Send me far, far away
I want to get out
What do I sing about?
You, me, them
Family or friends
But they can't see these tears
Or my heart-killing fears
I need something
What is it?
So much searching
I can't find it
What is it?
I'm so broken
Where am I going?
Save me
I'm sinking down
Help me
I'm going to drown
Fading out so fast
Look back at the past
I forgot how to smile
Like when I was a small child
Now I put on a mask that
Becomes an easy task
It tricks even myself
And I forget everything else
I hate it so much
That I use it as a crutch
I lie to everyone's face
And they believe me every day
I need something
What is it?
So much searching
I can't find it
What is it?
I'm so broken
Where am I going?
Save me
I'm sinking down
Help me
I'm going to drown
I'm a liar
I'm a crier
Take me away
What else to say
Save me
I'm sinking down
Help me
I'm going to drown
I'm in a pit
I can't stop it
Save me
I'm sinking down
Help me
I'm going to drown
I wrote this song a while ago (August 31, 2016 so not that long ago...), but never really posted it here because it's pretty personal but... so are most of these songs. So here it is.