Jungkook's POV:
I feel bad and am worried about Kashish...
It has been 6 days and I can tell she's trying really hard but she isn't winning any of the games.
What if she doesn't win?
What will I do if she doesn't win?
"Jungkook ppalli chuseo!" Jimin nagged
(palli chuseo as in quickly)
"I'm coming!" I said carrying the box of marshmallows
The fire was hot enough to roast marshmallows so the girls mentioned it and I was on it.
The darkness at this time was decorated by the stars that were evident in today's night
"I have the marshmallows!" I said and everyone cheered
Some of the girls fell asleep from how tired they were but Kashish was the only one who was really out of it.
I gave J-Hope the box and walked over to her.
I slowly sat next to her
"Kashish" I said and she directly lifted her eyes to meet mine
"gwaenchanh-a?" I asked
(As in are you okay?)
"I called the doctor telling him that I was walking alright today without anything" she mentioned trying to change the subject
I stood up then sat beside her so she would put her head on my lap
"Lay down" I ordered
"But everyone-" she started
"It's okay, lay down" I ordered
She did as she was told about I asked
"What did he say when you told him?" I said and started playing with her hair
"He uh- said that it means that it wasn't as serious as he thought it would be better if I don't pressure it or else it'll Uhm get back" she said
I could tell my touch was making her nervous, and for some reason it makes me so damn happy
Her shyness at times is one of the attractive things about her
"Then we gotta be careful with choosing the activities" I said smiling down at her
"I guess so" she said looking me in the eye for a split second before she looked away
"Jungkook" she said
I felt my stomach squeeze. The way she says my name
It's different
I don't know how to explain it. It's like when everyone calls me Jungkook it's something, but when she says it it's completely different. It feels like a different name
"Yeah baby?" I asked
I saw her cheeks change into a slight red color
I smiled at the affect my words have on her
"What if I don't win? What will I do?... What would we do?" Kashish asked
I felt like someone punched me in the stomach when she said it
I know that the idea was playing around in my head, but to hear it outloud, especially coming from her...
"Hey! Don't say that! You still have 4 whole days!" I said
"But six days passed by so fast and I'm afraid..." she said
I didn't let her finish her sentence, I can't hear her say that
"You can win, I believe in you" I said
I do, I really do.
"You do?" she said looking me straight in the eyes
"I do. You should believe in yourself too" I reminded
"I know... That's true"
"Kashish." I then started
"Yeah?" she asked
"Remember how today we had your phones so you guys cannot Google ideas and come up with your own?" I reminded
"Yeah, why?" she asked
"Your phone kept on ringing" I explained
"Were my parents calling?" she asked her eyes lit up with happiness
"It was actually Aarav. And he sent a bunch of texts too. Did you check your phone yet?" I asked
"What? Uh no" she said the light leaving her eyes
"Can I please know who he is. I need to know" I said
Not knowing is driving me crazy, especially with him constantly calling her.
"It's not that important" she brushed it off
"Tell me" I ordered
"He... He's my ex... He hurt me.. Real bad" she said as if her words were getting chocked out
Now I have to know
The fact that he hurt her made me a bit angry
"Kashish, please I need to know" I said
*Kashish tells him what happened*
"He What??? And why is he calling you?!" I said I felt so damn angry
Who is he to tell Kashish isn't enough?! Who the hell does he think he is
"I don't know. I'm not replying" she said looking at her hands
"How does he have the audacity to come talk to you after he did what he did?" I said
That son of a bitch
"He... I don't even know" she said and I can tell by her tone that she felt down
I lifted her chin so she'd look at me but she still avoided looking at me
"Look at me baby" I said softly
She slowly shifted her eyes from her eyes to my eyes
"He doesn't deserve you. You deserve someone much better than he'll ever be" I said
"I already found that someone" she said making me smile widely
I felt everything inside me get musher than it already was
"Girls the bus is here to pick you up" Yoongi said looking at us with a look of disgust and hatred then looked away
What's up with Suga? He keeps ignoring me and whenever I say something he scoffs
Something's up, I just know it
I'll just wait till he feels like he can talk about it
I've used that technique with him for so long and it never failed me
Then Kashish's head was off of my lap. I wish we could sit like that for longer but time always runs when I'm with her. I can't catch up with it
"Bye!" Kashish said
And I smiled waving as I watched her leave