Magical words

I turned 21

I am going to live life as i choose,
Taking bigger steps and not excuse.
I no longer blame for things I did,
Coz at 21 I am no longer a kid.
I have a craving for world to explore,
But its the comfort of moms hug I long for,
There will be feelings some old,some new,
Being adored and loved is the reason my confidence grew,
It seems for the future I am prepared,
Yet the thought of commitment is getting me scared,
When I fall in world full of hidden meanings,
I will keep my faith high and wait for that silver lining,
Young by age, matured in the mind,
Yet the little girl inside me isn't hard to find...