Skylar,
do you remember how I rested on your bed
and found a journal under your pillow?
Do you remember how my favorite colors
were your least favorite?
They reminded us of the same things, but
we had different feelings towards them.
Do you remember how you hated white
because it reminded you of your wrists?
Do you remember how you hated red,
because it reminded you of the blood as it
dripped down and pooled around your legs?
Do you remember how you hated blue
because it reminded you of the day you
drowned yourself and suffocated?
But Skylar, do you remember how you loved
yellow, because it reminded you of sunflowers?
Do you remember how you loved sunflowers,
because they reminded you of the sun and
how happy it seemed?
Do you remember how you tried to be happy,
but couldn't?
Of course you don't,
but I do.
-Taehyung