Prologue.
"You have to do the surgery Yvonne. Or else, your situation will be worst."
Paulit ulit sa utak ko ang sinabi ng doctor sakin. Hindi ako makapaniwala na mangyayari sakin to.
"What if Hindi ako mag undergo sa surgery?" I ask him.
He looks at me, there's a hesitation in his eyes.
"Please let me know doc" I beg at him. Namumuo na ang mga luha sa mata ko.
Nag buntong hininga muna siya.
"In that case, Your memory will be lost."
Nag iwas ako ng tingin dahil tuluyan ng naglaglagan ang mga luha sa mata ko.
"When?" It takes a strong courage bago ko naitanong yun.
"When you turn 25" malungkot nyang sagot.
Last 2 years and I will turn 25. Should I waste my time sa hospital?
No! I should enjoy my life! I have to! And that's the reason why I have my "25 List of Happiness"
-I will drink all the kinds of wine.
-i will eat all the food I want.
-i will go to the place I love.
-i will wear all the kind of dress.
-i will use social media.
-i will post my everyday routine online.
-i will do the things that I'm afraid with.
-i will drive a car in full speed.
-i will have a camping.
-i will dance.
-i will sing.
-i will ride in a motorcycle.
-i will play guitar
-i will listen to someone while playing piano.
-i will compose a song.
-i will watch concert.
-i will wear high heels.
-i will watch animal show.
-i will go to all the church
-i will volunteer myself to help Street children
-i will party.
-i will fall in love.
-i will do all the things I write with the person I love.
-i will tell him everyday that I love him.
-i will die Happy!
And I have one Rule!
NO ONE WILL KNOW MY SITUATION!
I want to feel love, not pity.