The boys had a show tonight, but unfortunately I couldn't attend. The staff had something different in mind for me. They sent me to a spa where I was going to get a full treatment along with a makeover. They said I needed some alone time but it's not really alone time if they're following me everywhere...
There's nobody to talk to and I'm just walking and looking around. I felt kinda lonely to be honest, when I'm around with the boys everything is so lively and fun.
Camera man: What's on your mind?
"Huh?" I looked at the camera. "Oh! Nothing, I was just a bit...distracted I guess"
Camera man: Is it weird not having the boys with you?
I miss him the most. I wonder how he's doing, if he's eaten, if he's thinking about me just like I'm thinking about him....I thought about our late night escape.
I couldn't help but smile.
Camera man: Ah, you're thinking of someone?
My eyes got wide and I blushed. "Me? No-No! Who would I be thinking about?"
Camera Man: Ah, but that smile seemed like a smile of a person in love.
I laughed awkwardly. "What? In love? Nah, I'm just reminiscing."
Camera Man: Reminiscing of what?
I had to change the subject. "Uhh, so how much longer until I get to the salon?"
Camera Man: You're going to the spa first and it's also a salon, afterwards we're going to buy some clothes.
"Clothes shopping?" I asked.
Camera Man: Mhmm, you have a date with Suga today don't you?
"But they're at a show today" I said.
Camera Man: The show ends around 3. They left early because the show starts at 11 and so when they return it'll be around 3 or so.
"Won't he be tired though? They're gonna be dancing and singing all day almost, he won't want to go out after that" I said.
Camera Man: We'll see.
It seems like they're trying to set me up with Suga. Getting dolled up and coincidentally today I'm spending the day with Suga?
Camera Man: Here it is.
We stopped in front of the spa, it looked expensive.
I looked at the camera in disbelief.
They laughed at my expression.
I walked in and looked around, WOW. I was in awe. This place is absolutely beautiful~ A woman walked towards us and asked if I had an appointment. The camera man gave her my name and she led me to the back room, I looked at the crew and they waved 'bye' to me.
The woman escorted me into a nice room. Flowers everywhere, a little water fountain, soothing music, the aura in here was so calm and relaxing.
"Take your clothes off and put that on." She said as she handed me a robe.
O.o I have to be naked?
*VRRRRRRR*
Hmm?
My phone!
I took a look at it, It's him.
My heart throbbed and I felt all warm inside.
-text-
I miss you <3
I sighed and felt a sensation in my stomach, butterflies. Just as I was about to text back the lady took my phone away.
"W-wait!" I said.
"No phones allowed. This a relaxing time, you can talk when you're all done okay? Now go put your robe on and we'll begin your session" she smiled and handed my phone back so I could turn it off.
I sighed, turned it off then went to change.
I came back and she led me to another room, there was only a massage table.
Looks kinda uncomfortable.
"Wrap this towel around your waist. And lay face down, robe off please." She said.
I did as she said.
"Take a deep breath now and relax. Empty your mind of troubles and imagine yourself in a paradise." She said.
I closed my eyes and thought of him.
He was paradise...No he is paradise.
"Miss, you're all done. I'll take you to get a facial now and we'll do your hair. Put your robe back on"
Huh?
I must've dozed off...
I did as she said. They discussed among themselves how they'd cut and color my hair, I guess I wasn't going to have red hair anymore. I'm a bit worried since my hair is kinda long and it took me so long to grow it out this long.
"Would you like to keep the length and just trim it? We'll handle the rest" she said.
"Yes, please and thank you" I smiled.
She smiled back. "Okay, close your eyes. I'll do your facial and she'll do your hair"
I nodded and closed my eyes.
About an hour later she took the cucumbers off my eyes. "Okay you're all done"
I opened my eyes and they turned the chair around.
I softly gasped.
I look completely different. My hair's chocolate brown with natural looking highlights.
They did such a great job. I smiled and looked at myself again. Is that really me? I wonder what he'll think about this.
I felt excited suddenly.
"You have such beautiful skin, your face is clear and very smooth. I think your hair looks very nice as well. Do you like it?" She asked.
"I love it. Thank you" I smiled.
I went to the room where I had left my belongings and new clothes were there waiting for me. What's this? I thought we were gonna shop after this? I turned my phone on and looked at the time. 2:00. Hmm well I guess we won't have time to go shopping. These jeans look super skinny but they were cute, slightly torn and the color is nice too. Black heels? I don't wear heels with skinny jeans but I guess.
What a cute top~ It was a frilly white top, very chic and stylish and to top it all off a mini leather jacket.
I put the clothes on and thank goodness it was a perfect fit.
I checked my phone again.
2 text messages.
Both from him.
He sent me a picture of the crowd, tons of girls all over the place.
The second message read.
'So many girls out there but the only one I see is you'
He's so cute and sweet.
I texted back a heart, I can't ever think of anything to say.
'Where are you?'
'Well they gave me a full makeover today.'
'I wanna see ^^'
'Its a surprise'
'Aw, You're gonna make me wait? ):'
'We're going back home now, or so I think. So you'll be able to see'
'But I won't be able to hold you or whisper in your ear to tell you how beautiful you are'
I blushed and my heart began to beat fast.
'Yes you can :P'
'Not the way I want to >_<'
'How do you want to tell me then?'
'Alone...just the two of us (;'
'>\\\<'
'Haha, I have something special planned tonight. Hopefully everyone will sleep early.'
'What's your plan?'
'You'll see, I'll see you when you get home. We just arrived. <3'
'I'll be there in a bit ^^'
I walked out to where the crew was. They looked astonished by my transformation, it felt kinda odd. They were looking at my with their jaw dropped and wide eyed. They HAD to be men. I rolled my eyes and put on a smile.
Camera Man: W-Wow. You look....amazing.
"Thank you, who ever picked this wardrobe is a genius. Perfect fit and it's cute. Also very edgy and the heels add a sexy feel. It's nice"
He nodded. "Very nice...."
-_-
He noticed my expression and became embarrassed.
Camera man: S-Sorry...
"It's okay. So are we going back home?" I asked.
Camera Man: Yes, there's a car waiting for you. We don't want to get tired.
I nodded and thanked the ladies that attended me. I left a tip in the jar and we were on our way. We made it back home and I got out of the car.
Camera Man: how about a picture?
"Uhh sure, why not" I smiled and posed.
Camera Man: Beautiful~
They opened the door and we went upstairs. I opened the door, the camera man walked inside first, I guess to capture their reaction to my make over. I walked in after him.
"Hey" I smiled.
They stared wide eyed.
V: Noona, is that you?
Jungkook: Wow.
Jin: Your hair.
Jimin: You look....
RM: Beautiful.
Suga: More than before.
J-Hope: Nice. Such a big change, but a good one ^_^
I blushed a little. "Thanks...I'm glad you guys think so. I mean this isn't really my style but -"
Jimin: it looks great.
I smiled. "Thank you"
Suga: Later guys. Come on Karen.
He walked towards me.
Jungkook: Wait... You get Noona today?!
Suga smirked.
J-Hope: Trouble.
Jimin: Ah?!
RM: Unfair, you get the new Karen.
V: Noona you sure you wanna go?
I looked at Suga then at them. " I think I can handle it."
Suga smiled at them a bit sarcastically it seemed like he was mocking them, an 'in your face' kind of look.
I couldn't help but chuckle.
Suga put his arm around mine and escorted me out. "Don't wait up" he said and the door closed.
We got in the car.
"Where are we going?" I asked.
"Mm, well I was thinking of taking you to Namsan." He said.
Naturally I had a look of confusion.
"Namsan is a 262 metres peak in the Jung-gu district of south central Seoul, Although known as Mount Mongmyeok,it is now commonly referred to as Namsan." He explained as he tried to play it cool.
He was clearly on Google or something.
"Ah, Okay." I said.
Mr. Wikipedia here.
He began rapping to himself as we made our way to Namsan. I looked at him and smiled. He saw that I had noticed him rapping and became embarrassed.
"You're really good at that, making rhymes out of the things you see." I said.
He blushed. Even if he tried to hide the fact that he was blushing it was no use, his skin was fair. Very white, as the snow. It was rather cute actually.
"So how do you rap? Do you just make things rhyme? Like words?" I asked.
"Rap is like an art. It takes time, perfection comes with time. If you have a passion for it you can rap about almost anything. Like....for example if I rapped about you I'd say...."
He took a deep breath, looked at me and began.
"In My Book, You Can Do No Wrong From Head To Toe
In My Book, I Done Wrote You Songs So Beautiful
You Deserve Every Good Thing That A Man Can Give
You Should Have A Life That Only Superstars Live" he smiled.
I felt my heart throb and it began to accelerate. He looked me in the eyes as he said that. I smiled and clapped for him.
"You try it." He smiled.
"ME? Oh no no. I couldn't possibly do that" I shook my head.
"Try it, rap about me now" he chuckled.
"Mmm, I'll try...." I said as I thought of what to say.
"I was on the left he on my right, he lookin real cute his swags on point, I got on it like I wanted he poppin bottles like it aint nothin, so fitted so fly got his two step on his game's tight, you better watch it girl or it'll be lights out, sleep tight." I said, slightly embarrassed. I've never free styled before.
"You think I'm cute with swag and fly? and you're telling the girls to watch out or it's light out? Damn." He laughed light heartedly.
"Well....I didn't know what to say, I just kinda let it flow." I said as I played with my fingers.
"How's it feel?" He asked.
"New...it felt real cool but yet weird and exciting at the same time" I said.
He nodded. "Good. With a little more practice you'll be able to freestyle in no time" he smiled.
I smiled back at him.
He sat closer to me and it went back to being quiet.
"Noona?" He asked.
"Yeah?" I looked at him.
"Is it alright if I just call you by your name?" He asked.
I nodded. "Sure"
"Thank You" he smiled.
"Mhmm" I smiled.
"Hmm how about I give you a nickname? After all you'll need a stage name, if you're gonna be a rapper" he smiled.
"What's my rap name then?" I smiled.
"Hmmmm.....how about....Mi Hi?" He asked.
"What does that mean?" I asked.
"Mi Hi means beauty and joy." He said.
"Beauty and Joy...." I repeated.
"because you are beautiful, and bring joy to the people around you." He said.
My heart began to race.
This is bad....I'm tongue tied. What do I say?
I was afraid to even look at him.
"Mi Hi" he said softly.
I looked at him.
He smiled warmly.
"See? It suits you perfectly" he said.
I felt my cheeks hot. "Th-Thanks....."
The car came to a stop.
"We're here" the driver said.
They opened the door for us, there was a HUGE tower just right ahead. It seemed to be a park as well. Suga stood next to me as I stared at the huge tall tower.
"Come on." He smiled.
My knees felt shaky. "Umm...let's go to the park first."
"Mm okay." He said.
We walked side by side in the park. He talked to me about his future plans and how he wanted the whole world to listen to his music. He was so passionate about it.
"You wanna know something?" I asked.
"What?" He looked at me.
"You can do anything you wanna do, it's not impossible unless you make it impossible. You have so much potential and talent for this. I'm sure everyone around the world has heard your voice, they know you exist Suga. You're already dominating the world and not even knowing it" I smiled.
"Ah...." He looked at me, his eyes widened.
"Uhh..sorry...that probably sounded weird like something your mom would say huh?" I laughed it off. "My bad."
He took my hand. "Thank you for those words...it means a lot to me"
We stopped walking and I looked at him.
"Well....it's the truth. I mean to be honest, you guys are the most phenomenal and unique group there is. You've got talent, looks, personality and the best part about all of it is you guys know who you are. You're still you and not some big headed celebrities, you show your love back to the fans, that's really great." I smiled.
He blushed slightly. "Ahem...yeah..."
We kept walking and I hadn't noticed we were still holding hands. What is it with this hand holding business? I don't mind it at all but so far V and Suga have held my hand when we're out.
Maybe they're just that comfortable with me?
It began to get dark, the sun was setting.
"Let's go to the tower, come on" he said.
We got to the tower. I looked up in awe.
"Uhh Suga....I don't know about this..." I said.
"Why not? Don't tell me you're afraid of heights." He teased.
"N-no! Of course not! I was just thinking yanno....it's getting dark and ummm...this place is pretty big" I said.
"You're scared." He said.
"Maybe just a little...." I admitted.
"I'll be with you, there's no need to be afraid. Come on" he smiled reassuringly.
I nodded.
We made our way to the top. The sun had set completely it was dark, luckily it wasn't wind, although it was cold. Out of the nowhere the temperature had dropped. Very few people were here, they dispersed when they saw the cameras though. So it was just us after. We stood in front of the glass and looked at the city. The view from up here didn't compare to the view from the dorm. It was truly breath taking. He pointed out various buildings and told me what they were. Suga is very smart, he knows a lot.
I looked through the glass.
"Do you like it?" He asked.
I felt a bit nervous, he was right behind me I sensed he wanted to hold me.
It made my heart throb slowly, my hands felt sweaty all of a sudden.
"Y-Yeah....it's beautiful." I said.
I hadn't noticed my knees were shaking until now.
"You cold?" He asked.
His voice was closer than before.
"Kinda...it got cold all of a sudden." I said.
I felt him embrace me. His hands on my waist and leaned close, resting his head on my shoulder.
"Karen...." He said softly.
I turned my head slightly. "Yeah?"
He stood by me with one arm around me, the other holding my hand and looked at me.
Why's he looking at me like that?
I looked back at him.
He leaned closer, our noses almost touching.
"Noona..." He whsipered.
I froze in place, My heart beat fast and my breathing was uneasy.
He leaned closer and closed his eyes.
*RING RING*
He pulled away and sighed softly.
I reached into my pocket and looked at my phone.
Private number?
I put it on silent and cleared my throat.
"Umm, you ready to go?" He asked.
"Sure." I said.
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It was a quiet ride home, we didn't talk much.
When we got there, it felt a bit awkward. I wanted to asked him why but I just couldn't.
We walked into the house, I couldn't even look at the guys.
I simply walked into my room and stayed there.
V: I'm guessing it didn't go well?
Jimin: What did you do to her?
Jungkook: Hyung?
Suga: Uh...it went great. We just...it's hard to explain.
RM: She didn't even say anything, she seemed embarrassed or something.
J-Hope: I wanna know what happened!
Jin: Suga, spill it.
Suga took a deep breath and smiled. "I almost kissed her."
Jungkook: KISS?!
V: So you took her on a date?! Like this was an actual date for you?!
RM: Almost? What's that about?
Jimin: Huh?!
Jin: She probably feels awkward now! Nice going!
J-Hope: She don't like you.
Suga: Oh yeah? Well if it weren't for her phone ringing I would've had her. She didn't fight it.
Jimin: She was probably shocked. Making a move like that on the first date? You weren't supposed to be on a date to begin with!
Suga: Well it turned into a date.
Jimin: It's disrespectful! Taking advantage of her like that!
V: Woah...Jimin. What's gotten into you?
Jimin: Nothing...I'm going to bed.
The boys watched him as he went to his room.
Jungkook: Someone's mad.
Jin: I guess he's just having a bad night, he didn't seem very happy when we arrived to begin with.
V: yeah...
Suga: .........
Jungkook: So who called her?
Suga shrugged. "She didn't know, the number was private"
V: Oh, so aside from all that. Tell us, where you took her?
Suga: Namsan
RM: Damn, you already had it planned didn't you?
Suga: (smirk) maybe.
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I called Wendy. I needed some advice, this is bad and I had a strong feeling he was the one that called when Suga was about to.....
-Flashback-
"Noona...." He whispered.
-End of flashback-
I shook my head.
I can't get that image out of my mind.
"Hello?"
"Finally..." I said.
"Sorry, I was doing laundry." She said.
"I have a major problem..." I said.
"What's wrong?" She asked.
I told what had occurred and that I was worried.
"Ahhhh! You're seeing him in private?! Omg! Karen that's so perf and romantic. A secret relationship that nobody knows about. ADSGFHKJL!" She said.
"Ow, my ear!" I hissed.
"Sorry, but Suga pulled a move huh? Well I mean tell him you don't like him like that. I don't know." She said.
"I don't know what to do....he's probably the one who saw it happening. There's a room where you can see the camera activity and I'm pretty sure he got curious and watched"
"Wait....were you gonna kiss Suga?" She asked.
"No, I mean I was gonna pull away but I just felt so shocked by his action. I didn't even think he liked me!" I said.
"Well why don't you tell him that? Explain to him that you were going to pull away, trust me Karen if he really likes you he'll say it's okay. Dang you've only been there for like what 3 months and already there's problems? Haha. That's funny. How long have you been seeing him?" She asked.
"2 months. The first month we mostly got to know each other but then he said he wanted to be more than a friend so we began dating." I said.
"Have you kissed him yet?" She asked eagerly.
"No, we only hug, hold hands and every now and then he'll give me a kiss on the cheek" I said.
"Aigoo, Karen no wonder! He's probably gonna be mad at you cause you haven't kissed HIM and Suga was about to kiss you! Mm-mm. Girl you need to kiss that boy" she urged.
"But!"
"It's the only solution! Think about it! Mm...I feel for him now. Shame on you Karen. Shame on YOU" she said.
"What the- you're supposed to be on MY side!" I said.
"What? Says who? I'm on his side. You haven't kiss him n you n Suga...mm-mm. Can't do it." She said laughing a bit.
I sighed. "You're right I guess. I just hope he comes to get me tonight...if he doesn't it's cause he's mad at me"
"He'll come. Don't worry. Well I gotta go, Jung....I mean uhh I have to pass the stuff to the drier....yanno to dry." She said.
"You're gonna talk to Jungkook aren't you?" I asked.
"Jungkook and V" she admitted.
"Dang, see? You judge me and you're over here talking to BOTH of them!" I said.
"We talk at the same time! Geez" She chuckled.
"Haha, alright. I'll talk to you later then..."
"Bye and good luck~"
I hung up.
I hugged my pillow, all there's left to do is wait.
I checked my phone every 5 seconds to see if he messaged me or sent me something....but nothing.
I sighed.
He's not coming....it's 3 a.m. Might as well go to sleep.
I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.
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