Shea
I woke up with a slight headache being angry before you go to bed is not a good thing to do I've been thinking alot about my life and I'm just over thinking about everything that has happened Im tired of arguing and being mad at people i wanna live how i wanna live i have to stop giving a fuck about everybody and their emotions
"Good moring sleepy head." i shifted in my bed and saw kai at the door i got up the time read 2:56pm
"I over slept..where is my baby?" i asked
"He is perfectly fine he is with janelle being smothered i think he might want his mommy though." i smiled i got up and did my business i walked downstairs
I looked around the room his eyes lit up
"Aiden come to mommy." i cooed while walking over to janelle
I picked him up looking into his big beautiful eyes...he has his fathers eyes that beautiful mixture of just about everything god once again created an angel
I sat on the sofa just smiling at aiden as he looked around at everybody moving
I had totally forgot we had needed food and milk for the baby yeah i decided not to breast feed
My home felt comfortable, i was smiling as everybody talked
Then my head became dizzy and i started to loose my breath luckily i was sitting down or i wouldve dropped aiden
"Shea are you okay shea?" janelle screamed
I couldnt talk to answer her i just felt weak.
"Kai go get her medicine, kevin grab Aiden!!" everything was going slow
I could see kai running to me with the medicine and water i swallowed the pill
"Shea you cant keep forgetting about your medicine you're giving us heart attracts."
"Ik ik i forget sometimes ill do better." i said shaking my head
I just walked right back upstairs and laid down so many fucking obstacles in the way of me having a good life
My eyes closed again and i went to sleep
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This sucks but it will get better i promise
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