Dear Taehyung,
How are you?
Are you fine up there?
I miss you. So much.
I wish you were here,
and embrace me in your arms,
where I belong.
No matter how much I tried,
My heart still keeps longing for you.
I did like what you told me to,
find someone new.
But, nothing change.
I see you everywhere,
I see traces of you in whoever I talked to.
Everything reminds me of you.
The pain.. it won't go away.
The pain seems to dig in deeper.
It's different to me.
Everyone lost someone and they live on,
But I don't feel the same way.
I can't overcome the sadness.
I wish miracle happen, tae..
I wish this was just a dream.
I want to wake up from this nightmare.
But, taehyung-ah..
Could you please appear again?
It's been months since you last appeared.
I want you to hold me, stay by my side even if it's just for a moment.
I want to feel your warmth and your touch again.
Hold my hand, don't let go.
Take me with you?