You don't know what to say.
It's as if you are drowning.
You love it all but at the same time you don't.
You wish he would give you attention.
Shower you with love.
But he doesn't.
You don't get a happily ever after.
No holding your hand.
You thought you could get gifts?
That's out of reach too.
But then there's him.
He wishes to hold your hand.
He would give you gifts.
Make sure you felt beautiful.
But why would you go?
What you have is not always the best.
You need to do what is best for you.
But you won't.
You want what is already there.
What do you have to lose?
-Jessica Moody