Ash
"Master! Fuck!" I scream, dropping the kitchen knife on the floor. Blood starts to spill out of my hand and I whimper.
"Hey, are you okay?" Danny asks. Tears are falling from my eyes as I try to stop the blood.
"N-no, ow..." I whimper.
"Where the hell is Benn? Bennett!" Danny screams. I finally hear a door open and Benn runs downstairs, seeing the blood-soaked towel and droplets of blood on the floor.
"Baby boy, what happened?" Benn asks me.
"Master I-I was cleaning the dishes like you told me and I cut myself bad..." I whimper, showing him the cut across my hand. He takes my hand between his, eyes widening. He gulps and tries again, but the healing won't work.
"Babes, I don't know what's happening. I-I can't heal you! Come on, we've gotta go to the hospital." He says, carrying me to the car and speeding there. Soon enough I have stitches across my hand, and Benn looks worried and pale.
"Benn?" I say softly. He allows me to call him that outside of the house, I like that.
"Hm?" He says, looking at me. I pull him down for a soft kiss, rubbing his cheek with my free hand.
"I'm okay, I don't know why the healing stuff didn't work but I'm alright, I promise." I tell him. He smiles weakly, and eventually we go back home.
"I don't want you using that hand, so I'll finish the dishes for you okay?" He says, kissing my cheek. I nod and sit down, feeling guilty for my stupidity.
"I'm gonna go in my playroom, okies?" I say, looking up.
"Alright, boobear." He mumbles, kissing me quickly. I go upstairs to my playroom, grabbing my favorite stuffie and sitting in the corner. This was the first stuffie that Benn got me, and it's Piglet from Winnie-the-Pooh. I nuzzle it, smiling. I remember when he bought me this, we went to NYC for a week, and he bought me this from the Disney store.
"I'm sorry I'm a fuck up..." I mumble, tears forming as I hide my face in my stuffie.
"Hey, what's the matter?" Danny's new little says as she walks over. Her names Harlee, and she's my best friend.
"I'm a fuck up, Lee..." I mumble again. He hugs me, shaking his head.
"No, don't say that. You're amazing, man." She says. I wipe my eyes, looking at the stitched wound on my hand.
"I can't even do the dishes and he couldn't heal me, Harlee... what's wrong with me?" I mumble, looking up.
"Asher, nothings wrong. I promise that everything will be okay." Harlee tells me. Danny calls for her and she smiles sadly, walking out. Benn comes up and he walks by the room, walking backwards and waving me over.
"Come here." He says. I nod and walk over, biting my lip. He lifts me up and walks to his office.
"Time for me to cuddle you half to death." He says, laying on his comfy couch and cuddling me
"Master what's wrong with me? Why can't I do anything right?" I whimper.
"Hey, hey, nothing's wrong with you. It's normal for the healing thing to not work, I talked to my father about it." He tells me, rubbing my back. I sniffle and cuddle into him, holding onto his shirt.
"Baby boy, you're alright." He whispers.
"Promise you'll never ever leave me, master?" I beg.
"I wouldn't dream of it." He whispers, rubbing my belly. I let a couple tears fall, hoping he won't notice.
"I love you..." I whisper. He smiles softly and wipes my tears.
"Baby boy, I love you so much. But please don't cry, you're perfect. Everybody messes up, don't worry." He whispers. I kiss him softly, sniffling. He kisses my cheek lightly, nuzzling my neck. I wipe my eyes and rest my head on his chest.
"Can you sing to me, master?" I ask softly. He smiles and nods, kissing my temple. He starts to sing Oxygen by Crown The Empire, playing with my hair. Once he finishes the song, I kiss his chin softly.
"I used to be in that band." He chuckles.
"I know." I blush. He shakes his head, smiling.
"You're too cute." He says, going to kiss my cheek. I turn my head so his lips meet mine instead, a soft giggle falling.
~♡~
Well, that kiss turned into a heated make out session... then sex. We're cuddling on his office couch under the blanket he has in there, him asleep behind me. He's been having nightmares recently, and I've had to calm him down, like now.
"Babe... baby!" He says in his sleep.
"Shhh, master I'm here." I whisper, kissing his temple softly. He calms down and snuggles into me. I haven't slept in a few days, but he doesn't know. He holds me close, waking up. I pretend to be asleep, holding the stuffie he grabbed for me.
"I love you, baby boy." He whispers in my ear. I stay silent, feeling him lift me up and walking out of the room. He sets me down on the bed, and I flutter my eyes open, stretching.
"Hey there, hot stuff." He says softly with a light chuckle.
"Merh..." I sound, rubbing my eyes and curling back up.
"Go back to sleep, love. I have to go to the store, okay?" He tells me. I nod and yawn, snuggling into the blankets before falling asleep.
~♡~
I sit in the bathroom, shaking and crying as I drag the blade across my wrist. Danny's little, the girl who I though was my friend, just raped me. Yes, she did it to me, not the other way around. I could get her off, she had me tied up.
"What the fuck!?" I scream, sobbing.
"Ash, what's wrong?" Danny asks, concern in his voice. I cry, unlocking the door and dropping the blade.
"Just let me die, please!" I sob.
"Asher... why did you do this?" He says, shutting the door and pulling me up.
"I-I, I can't tell you. You'll hate me!" I sob. He begins to clean my arm, applying antibiotic and wrapping it with a bandage.
"It's either you explain it to me, or explain it to Benn. If you tell me, I'll talk to him. If not, you're on your own." He says.
"H-harlee... she, she raped me.." I whisper.
"She, what?" He asks, stunned.
"She fucking raped me, okay?! She touched me in places nobody but me or Benn should and she made me do stuff to her that I'd never ever want to!" I yell.
"Oh... oh my god..." He whispers, pulling me into a hug. I cry into his chest, tears flowing down my cheeks. He walks me to his room, shutting the door. Harlee went home, so for now it's me and Danny.
"I-I tried to stop her, she had me tied up!" I cry, showing him my rope burned ankles and wrists. He bites his lip, laying me down.
"I'll call Benn." He says, doing so. I sniffle, nodding.
"Hey, Benn? You've gotta get home." Danny tells him.
"Why, what's wrong? Is that Asher crying? What happened?!" He asks.
"Just get home!" Danny groans.
"Alright, I'm just pulling in now." He says.
"Come to my room." Danny says before hanging up. Soon enough Benn is in the room, pulling me into his arms.
"What happened, why is your arm wrapped?" Benn asks frantically.
"I-I... Danny you explain..." I say shakily.
"So I heard him screaming at himself, so I go to the bathroom and find him cutting his arm. I asked why and..." He takes in a deep breath, "...and Harlee raped him."
"She what?!" Benn screams. I managed to get out of his arms, running away and hiding in a closet. I cut off our mind link and stay silent. I hear him sigh from outside the door, do I go into the crawlspace I found.
"Asher, come out here." He says, a hint of anger in his voice. I decide to do as he says, stepping out and shaking like a leaf.
"Master, I tried to stop her but she tied me down! Look!" I cry, showing him the burns.
"Hey, hey," He whispers, crouching down to my short height, "I'm not mad at you. I'm upset about you cutting but that's not the main focus. I understand that part, why you did it."
"It's my fucking fault!" I scream, pounding on his chest and trying to get away. He just holds me, and eventually I give up and cry.
"Shhh, shhh, I've got you." He whispers. Tears continue to fall down my cheeks, sobs falling.
"I tried, Benn, I tried!" I cry. He picks me up and walk to the bedroom, gasping as he sees a whip, my clothes, ropes and other things all over. I look away and cry into his chest.
"Ash, baby I'm so sorry." He says. He takes the ropes off the bed frame, picking up all the sex toys and stuffing them into a box in the back of the closet. He then takes all the covers off, something hitting the floor. I pick it up, smiling lightly.
"Hey, I found your wedding ring that you thought you lost..." I mumble. He smiles wide and slides it on. I wipe my face with my sleeve before sniffling and grabbing new sheets, setting them up. Benn picks me up, spinning me around before setting me onto the bed.
"Asher, promise me you'll never do this again?" He begs. I nod, wiping my eyes. He grabs me his letterman jacket from when he was in high school, letting me put it on. I snuggle into it, looking down. Benn kneels in front of me, taking my hands and kissing them.
"Ya know... she could've at least cleaned up after..." I say. He smiles and shakes his head, kissing my knuckles.
"Listen, I'm going to be a lot more protective and cautious with you. You probably won't like it, but I need you to understand that you can't get hurt. If you're hurt, I feel the pain. I need you to stay safe so neither of us are in pain." He says. I nod, hugging him.
"But I like it when you're really protective..." I sniffle.
"Thats a plus." He tells me, wiping my eyes. I lean up, kissing his lips softly.
"I love you, Benn. B-but.. I don't think I can be in that kind of relationship after that..." I say.
"Hey, I understand. We can be two husbands, just loving eachother." He tells me, kissing my lips.
"Thanks, Benn." I whisper.