I trudge down my stairs.."Four months" I keep repeating. Its really not enough. As I make it to the bottom I go over to the closet on the first floor and grab a galaxy backpack to pack clothes in. I sprint back upstairs to grab all kinds of clothes to bring back to the boys. This really going to be hard tell Lou and Niall about Josh, the last time I had with him he was high and drunk. Fucking hell. I might as well enjoy the time I have with them, I think to myself. I grab some sharpeners with me just incase I have the urge to self harm, after I packed those I walked out of my room, down the stairs and called Niall to pick me up since I don't want to bother Lou he has done south already. After a few rings he pics up.....
" Hey Ni can you do me a favor?" I ask softly
"Yeah sure Nic what is it babe?" he asked with a raspy voice, I guess he just woke up.
"Thanks Ni, you know where my house is right?"
"Yup be there in 2 mins" and with that he hangs up. I look out the out the window until I see Niall's lilac hair hanging out the window as he screams my name instead of coming up to the door. I come out, lock the door, and hop in his car to only notice he has a white shirt and only black boxers....um whattttt. He catches me staring at his area this is awkward.
He looks up with a smirk in his face, " you like what you see"
"Maybe" I say
He just smirks and begins to drive back, fuck I probably seem like a slut liking Niall and Lou. A frown starts to take over where my smile used to be, here comes the depression to come fuck everything up like usual.
When we get back at the house Lou is standing at the door waiting for us..
"What took you two almost 30 minutes to get here she lives around the block!" he says with his voice starting to get louder and louder in what is now a yell. Why is he yelling at us..he is never like this. Niall grabs my hand and walks me up to his room and as soon as we get up to the boys level I hear Lou scream from downstairs "Horan and Nicole get your asses down here now!!"
"Shit get in" Niall says as he shuts his door and locks it
"He is being pissy I'm really sorry I haven't seen him like this in a while. He must really like you Nic." he says with worry easily noticeable in his voice.
Only a couple minutes pass before there is a knock on the door.....