Recap
Our foreheads touched and I smiled " I agree"
***
after the beach I had Ryan take me home. I promised Harry I would be there for
him. I'm so happy that I'm with Ryan and I know my mom would be too. Hopefully
when I tell Devin he'll be happy for me too. I remember when Erik told me that
Devin didn't want Ryan talking to me. If that's true which I doubt it ...then
he'll probably be mad. I kissed Ryan goodbye and walked in my house everybody
was sitting down eating dinner.
"Hey honey, your just in time for dinner . I made lasagna " my mom said smiling.
I went to sit down next to Harry and gave him that look.
"Are you ready?" I whispered to him
He looked nervous "I don't know" he whispered back
"If you don't tell them then I will"
He nodded "I'll do it"
"Jasmine Marie and Harry Noelle. Do you have something that you would like to
share with the rest of the table.? Since you guys are over there whispering"
our mom said.
We looked at each other and he nodded.
" I'm gay.."
Everything just got silent , everyone looked shocked. Harry looked nervous and
scared.
"I always knew you was kinda fruity brother but I'm cool with it" Ashley said
smiling. Felix looked at her disgusted.
"I'm leaving." Felix said while giving harry a dirty look. Harry's face turned
red.
Harry got up to leave but mom stopped him "Honey wait sit down" he looked at her
and sat down "Baby I don't care. I love you and your my son no matter what . And
don't worry about your brother he'll come around sooner or later".
He smiled . Then Everyone looked at my dad . He's been so quiet I forgot he was
there. "NO! I will not approve of this. If this is a little phase then you
better get out of it. I will not have a gay son!"
"Juilo please!" my mom called out.
"No. I will not have a gay son!"
"Dad...please just stop this is not a phase . I'm gay...." Harry said looking
down.
"HOW?! Who turned you into a fag!"
Harrys face turned so red "You know what! Maybe if you payed more attention to
me when I was a kid but no you never did . You always thought that giving us
money made you a dad. I'm surprised you even know our names. Fine don't talk to
me I don't care I'm not losing anything important!" he slammed the chair in and
walked away.
I stood up to go after him "Jasmine sit down we are not going to let him ruin
our dinner" my dad ordered. I know should not listened to him but my dad is a
pretty scary guy.
"You know Juilo you got some nerve. Calling my baby that. You don't know what
he's going though. Do you know how many teens kill themselves because of stuff
like that? I feel like smacking you!" mom said then smacked him. Dad turned red
slammed his fists on the table and left. Then there was me and Ashley left at
the dinner table.
"Well that went well" I said to myself.
Ashley laughed "You know I've always wanted a gay best friend..." she gasped
"I'm making Harry go shopping with me tomorrow"
***
After I took a shower I went to check on harry he hasn't came out his room since
dinner. I knocked on the door and he yelled come in. He was laying down on his
stomach listening to music. I sat down next to him.
"Are you okay?"
He nodded
I sighed "Seriously Harry!"
"I don't wanna be here.."
"What you mean?" I asked him
"Here in this house..."
"Don't worry dad is never here. And Felix forget him he'll get over it!"
He signed "I guess"
I jumped on him and gave him a big hug. "Jasmine why are you hugging me?"
"Me and Ryan are going out!"
He smiled "Aw I'm happy for you."
"Thanks. I can't believe I'm dating a 21 year old.. I feel like such a badass"
He laughed "Did you tell mom yet? She's gonna be happy. She thought you was
gonna be forever alone."
I gave him a dirty look. "You Harry your my new best friend. Because I have a
feeling that once I tell Devin he's gonna hate me."
"He's not going to hate you. But he'll deff be mad"
I sighed "I know"
He signed "I need a boyfriend"
I looked at him confused "Don't you have one?"
He rolled his eyes "No we broke up remember?"
I nodded "Oh yeah... Do you think Josh Garcia is gay?"
"I don't know I never talk to him"
I smiled "Well looks like your sista is about to find out"
He rolled his eyes "I doubt that any of the Garcia's are gay."
"Never say never" I winked and walked out the room.
***
Ryan was picking me up in the morning to take me to school. Everything in my
house is still.. Pretty awkward . When I got in Ryan's car I smiled at him and
he gave me a kiss on the lips.
"Did you tell your parents about us?" he asked
I signed "Didn't get the chance to many drama going on in that house"
He made a confused face "What you mean?"
"Well my brother told everybody that he's gay."
"Your brother is gay? Which one?"
"Harry"
"Wow. Never would of thought"
When we got to the school , I realized how much I didn't wanna be there but I
had no choice.
"Can I get a kiss?" he asked . I leaned in
To give him a kiss but he pulled me on his lap and wrapped his around my waist.
"Damn your strong"
He smirked then kissed me. We made out for what felt like forever. It was just
so comtorable. He slipped his hand up my shirt. Then we heard someone tap on the
glass. We stopped kissing and turned our heads to see Devin. He looked confused
and pissed. Ryan pulled down the window .
"Can I help you?" Ryan asked
"What the fuck are you guys doing?"
Ryan pulled up the window and ignored
Him.
"I'll handle this. "
He nodded and gave me one last kiss "I'll pick you up after school"
I nodded and got out the car. Devin was staring at me. "Hey.." I said
"When were you planning on telling me that your fucking my brother?"
I rolled my eyes "We're dating Devin."
He gave me a dirty look "Why? Like that's messed up Jas. You get mad because I
slept with your friend . But your Dating my brother?"
"Me and him dating has nothing to do with you ? So why are you mad?"
He laughed " he's 21 an your 17.... You and I both know what he wants from you."
I looked down . Thanks Devin I wasn't even thinking that. But I know Ryan would
never do that.. Will he...?
"You know Devin as a best friend I thought you would be happy for me. But I
guess not." I said then walked away. I couldnt believe him .. I knew he was
gonna be mad but I didn't think he'll put me down like that.
Lunch time came really fast. Katie wasn't here and I didn't feel like sitting
with Devin but I doubt he wants to be around me either. I got a sandwich from
the lunch room, then I went to the library to finish some history work.
"Hey"
I saw Josh pulling out the chair to sit next to me. Then I thought about how I
wanna hook him up with Harry. I smiled "Hey Josh!"
He looked at me weird "You look happy to see me. What's up?"
I feel weird asking him if he's bi or gay. I mean it's obvious that he's one of
them. But still.
"Can I ask you something?"
He nodded
"Are you bisexual?"
He laughed "Duh"
I rolled my eyes "Well I didn't know that!"
"Why?"
I don't know If I should just tell him that Harry likes him . But then again
Harry never said that.. I'm the one who wants them together. Aww they would look
so cute together.
"You know my brother?" I asked
"Felix or Harry?
"Harry.. I think you guys would so cute together..."
He looked at me with a weird look "Harry is gay?"
I nodded "Yup" I said popping the 'p'
"Did he say that?"
"Well not exactly..."
He rolled his eyes "Jasmine your brother doesnt like me. He never even talked to
me before and we grew up together."
"Because he's shy just give him a chance please!!!" I begged
He rolled his eyes "No . Not till I hear it from him I'm not trying to be
embarrassed"
The bell rang I got all my stuff and got up "So if I get Harry to ask you out .
You'll go out with him?" I asked
He blushed "Yeah"
I smiled "Okay."
After school I went to my locker so get all my homework . Devin was standing
there as if he was waiting for me. But I acted like I didn't see him.
"Jasmine I know you see me".
I kept ignoring him .
"Jas I'm sorry . It's just I'm not used to seeing my best friend kissing my
brother. And I kinda over reacted" he signed "I shouldn't have said that about
Ryan... But.."
I looked at him "What?"
"Your always gonna be my best friend right?" he asked looking away
"Devin of course I would why would you even ask that?"
He smiled "I was scared that this thing with you and Ryan ... Was gonna change
are friendship"
That's so cute. Devin could be such an ass , then such a sweetheart that's why
I'm in love with him.
"Aw Devin . It wont I promise " and I gave him a hug.
"Well Ryan's waiting for me outside. So I'll talk to you later"
"Okay.. Love you"
I still get butterflies when he says that.
"Love you two"
***
"I got my own apartment." Ryan said with a smile.
"Really where?"
"By my college. I got to finish moving the rest of my stuff today"
I smiled " Aw when can I see it?"
"Tomorrow and you could meet my roommate" he smiled at me .
I smiled at him "Okay"
When I got home , my mom was in the kitchen washing dishes
She smiled at me "Hey honey how come you didn't come home with your brother?"
Time to tell her. "I came home with my boyfriend"
She gasped "OH MY GOD!" she ran up and hugged me "Who is it?!"
I laughed "Ryan Garcia"
"Oh my god does Lisa know? I have to call her"
I laughed "Okay mom you do that"
I walked upstairs and knocked on Harry's door. He yelled to come in. He was
laying on his bed listening to music.
"Don't you ever leave the house?" I asked while sitting next to him.
"Well football season is over , and I dont have a boyfriend... So no!"
"Well I'm gonna change that boyfriend part . Because I'm gonna get you a date
with Josh Garcia!"
He signed "Jasmine just stop he will never like me! Give it up"
"He said the same thing about you! He told me that he'll go out with you but you
have to ask him . Because he doesn't trust me for some reason.." I said.
"I don't know Jaz..."
"Look I'll call him. "
I pulled out my phone and looked though my contacts .. I don't think I have his
number but I do have Devin's. I'll just call him and ask to speak to Josh .
Devin: hello?
Me: Dev can I speak to Josh?
Devin: for what?
Me: just put him on it's important.
Josh: hello?..
Me: Hey Josh it's jasmine .
Josh: hey what's up?
Me: My brother wants to talk to you.
Harry mouthed "no"
I smiled and put my hand over the phone so Josh didn't hear.
"Come on Harry just ask him" I whispered
"No he's going to say no!"
"No he's not" I threw the phone at him. "here"
He gave me a evil look
Harry : um hi..
Josh: hey.
He put his hand over the phone.
"What do I say now?"
"ASK HIM OUT STUPID!" I screamed
"Okay damn you didn't have to be so mean" he said
Harry: hey um do you wanna go out sometime. ?
Josh: *laughs* I'd love too.. But are you sure Jasmine isn't making you do this?
Harry: no I um like you.
Josh: okay good. Wanna hangout tomorrow after school?"
Harry smiled
Harry: yeah.
Josh: okay so I'll talk to you tomorrow bye
Harry:Bye.
Harry's face was red after he hung up my phone.
I smiled "I told you I was gonna hook you up. Give your favorite sister a hug"
He laughed and hugged me "Actually I like Ashley more"
I gave him a dirty look "Eff you no you don't I'm your twin! We have a special
bond!!!!"
He laughed "I was kidding"
Next day.
After school Ryan picked me , so I could go with him to see his new apartment.
"What you want to do this weekend babe?" Ryan asked.
"I don't know but something fun!" then I thought about Josh and Harry "Oh my god
let's double date with Josh and Harry."
"Woah wait they go out?" he asked confused
"Not yet but Their talking!"
"Jasmine I don't know it's kind of wierd
To see my little brother dating another guy!"
"Come on Ryan don't tell me your homophobic!" I said.
"Of course not babe . It's just wierd for me."
I signed "Fine but promise me you'll at least think about it"
"I promise"
I like the apartment it's very cute and small. There's about two rooms and two
bathrooms. I really like it. and , Ryan said he had a roommate. named Austin,
but he wasn't home yet so we just hangout for a little while in his living room.
"I can't believe my little brother threatened me!" Ryan said laughing
"Who?" I asked
"Devin, he told me that if I hurt you he's going to kill me" He said laughing.
I laughed "that's Devin"
Devin always acts like a brother to me. I wish he would see that I don't want
him to be my brother, I have enough brothers.
"I know he has feelings for you but oh well . Your mine now" he said grabbing my
hand.
I smiled then kissed him.
"Woah am I interrupting something?" said the boy with the blonde hair. Which ,
I'm Guessing is Austin.
"Yeah go away" Ryan said kidding
Austin laughed " You must be Jasmine. Ryan always talks about you." then he
winked
I smiled at him "And you must be Austin?"
"That's what they call me." he said with a smile . "I would love to stay and
chat but I got to finish unpacking. Nice meeting you Jasmine".
"You two Austin"
Ryan laughed and pulled me on his lap "You know I'm really happy were together.
I've been in a lot of relationships and they never worked out. But I got a good
feeling about this one"
I smiled "Me two"
He held me close to him and kissed my forehead . Then it hit me. I wanna know
about his past girlfriends.
"Tell me about them."
"About who?" he asked
"Your past girlfriends"
He signed "Well they all have one thing in common . They all cheated on me."
"Every single one?" I asked
"Yup." he said poping the "p"
"Aw that must suck. Don't worry I would never cheat on you" I said then kissed
him
"I believe you" he said kissing me back
"You know when I told Devin about us . He said that you only want one thing ." I
said frowning at him
He held me tighter and looked me in the eye. "You know thats not true right?"
"Well yeah of course" I sorta lied . I don't know . I mean I know Ryan would
never do that.. But I still have a feeling.
"Your lying babe. Listen I like you alot. And I would never do that. Please
don't believe that. Do I have wanna have sex with you? Yeah but I'm willing to
wait until Your ready"
I smiled at him "Well how bout after our date on Friday?"
He looked shocked "Are you sure?"
"Yes. I want to get it out of the way already"
He smiled and kissed my neck "Okay"
After Ryan dropped me off home all I could think about was sleeping. I honestly
think ive never felt so tired in my life.
"OMG JASMINE!"
I didn't know who was calling my name. Until I saw .... Oh no .... It couldn't
be.
"Jasmine hi are going to talk to me?"
My cousin Madison why is she here? I don't like her never did. Let me tell you
about Madison , she's from England . She has blonde hair . Tall looks like a
model . She's a total whore. I've always been jealous of her when ever we were
kids and she'll come vist all the boys would be all over her. It pissed me off.
But wait why is she here?
She hugged me, I tried my best not to give her a dirty look. "Hey um why are you
here?"
She laughed. I don't know what's so funny . "I'm moving in . I'm going to school
out here. Oh my god were going to have so much fun. Cousin I can't wait" she
said smiling.
You have got to be kidding me...
Devin 's p.o.v
"Devin what kind of blunt is that?" Tyler complained
"Then you do it . I don"t feel like smoking anyway" I said handing him the stuff
.
"Woah man you always wanna smoke.. What's up?" Tyler asked concerned.
Whats up? What's up is that I'm losing my best friend.. She may say that
nothings gonna change but I know eventually it will. Its all Ryan's fault he
stole my best friend . I just can't imagine my life without Jasmine , I tell her
everything I mean everything she knows Things about me that no one else does.
I've been with alot of girls but Jasmine ... She's always there , she's that one
person that I know I could call at 4am and she'll answer but Ryan .. He was
gonna change that and I hate him for that. I just love her smile ... And the way
she blushes when I flirt with her. And now she's with Ryan . I'm hurting ... I'm
hurting bad ..
"Nothing I'm going home."
He grabbed my shoulder "Wait man fuck the weed. I got something better ."
He went inside his closet and came out with a box and in the box was this bag
with white powder.
"Tyler I'm not doing crack that shit kills" I said
"It's just one time , it's not going to kill you trust me." I looked at him
confused and kinda scared "Dude you'll Like it trust me it'll get your mind of
things"
I thought about it for a second....
"Alright" I said giving in.