That's the thing though.
I'm not afraid to lose you, at least not as afraid as I was 4 months ago.
4 months ago, my heart ached, and I pleaded and prayed not to lose you.
But today, today I looked back at our pictures, remembered the memories behind them, I analyzed everything about those moments and I'm not sure I'm going to miss that if you decide to go.
I'm going to miss the way we laughed together, but I'm not going to miss the way we cried together.
I'm going to miss the inside jokes for sure.
I'll tell them to someone else then remember you aren't around to laugh with me.
I'm going to remember the mutual dislikes we shared. I'm going to remember having you around so much but in these 4 months you've changed.
I changed.
We have simply outgrown what we had but we have finally learned to accept it.
So with this I'm letting you go only if you want to.
Always remember I love you, I'll always appreciate you.
But that's the thing though.
-Love M