My Little Black Swan- A Chris...

By Creep_It_Kawaii

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Chris motionless and his band is getting on well, him and his band have just gotten off tour and have almost... More

Off Tour Blues-The Introduction.
The Phone call..
His Little Girl
Talk to me.
Ungreatful.
Im not like them darling..
Everything Went Black
I miss my mommy
Here goes nothing
Her mother.
She missed you.
Bruises
The Outside
Help
To save her
Disagreements
Just like her..
Chris didn't mean it.
She would play with the shadows
A/N sorry about this
Stress related Nightmares
There are creeps in this town
You are my family
Keep me safe okay?
She was scarred.
Make them stop
She looks so lost.
Biggest fear
I dont want you hurt.
John
Emotional
Giggles, disney and whimpers.
Poor girl..
I just wanted a friend
We need a ambulance
Dont leave me
She hated seeing him hurt
She doesn't expect shit.
She lied
Author note
His past and her thoughts
She always hated when i cried.
Strange.
Stranger from the outside
Terror Stricken
Close your eyes.
I Will..
Losing you
Memories.
Getting her back..
Dont listen.
Miss-judged
She puts fights into funerals.
What has gotten into you...
Brave girl
Cool enough yet?
You scared me
Wasp
Ive been stung..
Regrets
My little drawer
I swear i didnt.
He should have listened
Saved.
Fools.
Baby Ghost.
It could be painless..
Fuck this,
You Win
He never even said goodbye
I want her back
She ran away.
A breakdown and a toast.
Isolation
Isolation
Thats so sad
Forgive me
Your too good for me
Breathe for me
Followed
Author note
Monster
Dont feel bad
Tears and headbanging
Happy late birthday
First day of school..
I am crazy. Just you remember that...
Disgusting
People scare me
In the name of god
Skateboarding
Stress takes over.
I cannot wait
Not even god will save you now..
Burned at both ends
For the first time
Why would you want to remember this...
I want to help you
Dream
Author note.
Creative minds think alike..
Dead memories
The Cold
Adventures and animals
First Toy
Where is my mind..
Not like her..
Best friends
Fall Out
Proud
Floss come back
Stay with me..
Stay safe
Breathless
My mind into words
* we dont need them..
Oh god i wish i never spoke
It breaks my heart thats all..
Sickness, back rubs and flash back memories..
Sadness and agression
Friendships
She needs me
I understand now.
Beatings and laughter
What will chris think..
I missed you
It wasn't real,
Worried
Revenge
Missing
Greg
Violated
Old Habbits
Not a Sound..
Promises Kept
With me
Blue stained skin
Fed up
Keeping Together
Now watch the blood drip down your mouth..
What's Wrong With Me
Sync In..
Scared
Vunerable
Author Note
Soggy from the Chemo
Not the same anymore..
Lonesome
Lonesome
What a sight..
This moment
* Still together
Kind eyes
I get too agressive
Proud
Why Bother?!
And the Nerves Kickstarts Again
Stalker
Hurt
What am i gonna do with you...
Ugly
What have those beautiful eyes seen..
Just like mom..
Anxiety
Heart shaped hands
I cant be seen as weak
Left alone
Ice Cold
Worth it
Sink or Swim
Aslong as I got you..
Taken Advantage
Time is the Enemy
Looking Back
My Fault
Thoughts from Dylan
Back in Time
The Letter
I worry..
Night In..
Banshee
You make it hard for me to die
First time
Distracted
My Choice
Time is the enemy
Stress free
Your Night
The smile never faded
No man's land of emotion
Bottle of memories
Old and New Friends
To forgive..
Disapointment
What she wanted. (Last chapter)
Its up...
Do you really wanna know me

I will calm you

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By Creep_It_Kawaii


I ran out of the school as soon as the bell rang for home time,
I just wanna get home and cuddle with Chwis,
He is the only one that makes me feel safe.
The rest of the guys are great too but Chwis just fills the whole in my heart.
I ran out of the school,
Some older kids yelling and laughing.
I looked at myself being paranoid noticing my skirt had tucked up at the back seeing my underwear,
I squealed and pulled it down,
Stupid ruck sack,
I heard words like
'Stupid slut'
'Ha ha wow I wonder what teacher she went to visit'
I gulped at the words stupid slut,
John used to call me and my mommy that a lot,
I turned around at them in worry,
I began to run again,
I was in such a panic tripped and fell down the concrete steps,
I then limped home.

I shakily got the house Keys and entered the house,
I sighed and wiped a loose tear in my cheek and dropped my school bag,
I changed into some leggings and one of daddy's shirts and sat on the floor and did some colouring,
But I soon fell asleep,

-Chris's POV-

I got home and opened the door to see Maddy on the floor lying still,
Ghost followed behind me,
He needed to pick up some stuff from the office,
I walked over to Madelyn,
I dropped my bag and kneeled to her,
I shook her cold shoulder and her eyes flickered open,
I picked her up and held her to my chest,
"Your freezing baby" I smiled,
She just wrapped her arms round my arm and kissed it,
I smiled and blew raspberries on her tummy making her giggle,
I laughed but then my facial expression changes when I noticed a bruise on her side,
"What happened at school?"
"Nothing" she said sadly standing up,
"No tell me now, what happened"
Maddy just shook her head,
Ghost stood at the front door concerned as he watched the conversation,
"Did floss do it?"
"Floss would never do that" she said shaking her head looking down,
"Maddy tell me now young lady! I need to know"
"No!"
"Madelyn Cerulli don't yell at me there is no need-
"But I don't wanna talk" she shook her head stomping her foot,
She began to cry,
"I don't wanna talk about it daddy" she cried,
She then walked updates and closed the door, in the bedroom,
I stood still and look ed at ghost, not knowing what to do or say,
"It's Norma-
"I know it's normal, I just don't know what to do"
"I'll go talk to her"
"I want to know what happened ghost, if she is getting bullied then we better sort it out earlier before it gets worse"
Ghost nodded and headed upstairs,

-ghosts POV-

I headed up the stairs and rested my head against the door,
"Maddy darling"
"Go away"
"It's ghost, please honey let me come in its just me I promise"
"Fine" she said sadly,
I opened the door and walked in slowly,
She was curled up in fetal position with her back towards the door
I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed,
"What happened sweet pea" I said with my usual quite voice
"I don't wanna talk about it" she said sternly,
"Okay okay, calm it's alright, just can I atleast look at it"
She shook her head no,
"Please? Just to make sure your okay"
She looked me in the eyes for a second judging wether or not to trust me or not,
She then moved her arm away from her side and I lifted her little shirt,
Her side was marked with black and blue, deep blue to be precise like she was rammed into something with great force,
I brushed my hand over it and pressed around the area lightly,
She winced and sat up slightly,
"It's alright, I know first aid, I'm probably the reason why your dad hasn't lost his leg from falling off stage all the time"
To my success, Maddy smiled,
"Alright I'll put a little cream on it alright, anywhere else?"
"My knees hurted"
"I'll get that sorted too then"
I got some cream for the pain and I put some plasters in her knees,
I also plaited her hair aswell for the fun of it,
I sat her on my lap and painted her toe nails,
"So why don't you wanna talk about it"
"Cause daddy might think I'm weak and something else"
"What's that?" I asked curiously blowing her toes,
She looked over at the mirror,

-Chris's POV-
I stood outside the bedroom listening in,
I had to know what was going on

-ghosts POV-
She got up and stood in front of the mirror,
"My dance teacher said I had no elegance, no pride, I was too shy, I didn't show that it bothered me but it did, and today at school my skirt was tucked up and they called me a slut and I git scared"
"Why did you get scared" I said kneeling to her hod,I got both of her hands,

He looked to the side and saw our reflections,
"I'm scared apt hat Chwis will see me the way I see myself, he will turn to one of them at school, and then he would be wike John,"
She sniffled and shook her head,
"But I dont want my daddy to change ghost,"

-Chris's POV-
I stepped backwards, my back against the wall,
I heard enough,
Poor little thing,
I just wanna hold into her forever if I could I would,

-ghosts POV-
"He's not like that trust me, he would never treat you bad, and even if he did, I will chase him out of Pennsylvania and haunt his house"
Maddy giggled and kissed my cheek,
"Thanks uncle ghost"
"Now come on Chris is waiting to give you loads of kisses and cuddles downstairs"
"I need dem"
"Yes you do"

Hey guys
Hope you are all okay,
I'm so freaking tired its unreal,
No internet for me after this,
Anyways this is kinda a filler,
Hope you guys enjoyed the bonding session with ghost X
Comment what you think

Love you guys
Very much actually,
You make my world go around to be honest,
Seeya
Gem
Xxx

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