Allow me to be a depressing piece of shit, but I'm not very happy with my writing right now. Honestly I haven't felt like myself lately overall, but I've just been really disappointed in myself writing wise.
I read other people's stories who have way more votes and reads than I'll ever have in my life and it makes me feel so small and like, "I'll never be like them, why am I even trying?" Then, I feel like "Nobody even likes this book or my writing, just stop"
I compare myself to others too much, and I know this, but I can't help it. Updates on this book have been gradually getting slower. I have chapters saved and ready to upload but I don't like publishing them unless I write at least 2 more chapters beforehand. It's how I keep up with stuff and make sure I don't fall behind.
Lately I've only been able to write a for a few minutes before I just give up because I feel like it's just not good enough for myself and you guys.
I extremely appreciate all of your votes and comments. I love reading your comments and laughing at them (And even crying at some of them, admittedly), & I have to say that I never even thought this book would get THIS far.
All in all, my point in this is to say that I'm sorry for the slow updates. I previously would make it appoint to update every 2 days, but I just can't anymore. I don't have the motivation.
This book obviously won't be discontinued, I have SO many ideas in store that I'm super excited to write.
I hope you understand, I love you guys with all of my heart & I hope you have an amazing day 💕💕