I woke up at 6:10.
I went on my phone.
I seen Kellins instagram.
Yesterday, I met an amazing little girl! She's my niece now! Love you Mads💚
I smiled.
I threw on a sleeping with sirens top, blue ripped jeans and a black jumper.
I went downstairs and Jenna was on her laptop.
" Morning! " She said happily.
" Good morning, " I replied.
" What are we doing today?" I asked.
" Hm.. Dad's out so me and you can go to the movies or something? "
" Yay! " I cheered.
We got in her car and went to the cinema.
We had lunch and went back to the house.
Dad and his band were there.
They all said hey and we all talked.
Mum got drinks and food.
They were writing a song.
" Yeah, yeah
Don’t wake me up if I’m sleeping this life away
Tell me that I’ll never be good enough
Sometimes it hurts to think it could really be that way
It won’t be that way
I’m tired and I’m lost
I don’t wanna be found
I put my heart and my soul
And strength in this now
So forgive me ‘cause I won’t forget that
Yeah, this world has changed me
So you know when you ask me
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Don’t go back to the start
I’m asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Won’t you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
We’re gonna work it out
Yeah, yeah
Don’t, don’t, don’t wake me up
‘Cause I hate who I am today
So come on, come on
And just take, take, take what you want
Is it now what we’re living for?
We’re always wanting more
(Always take take take take take!)
You made me hate my own reflection
Question every choice I make
So I could try to be perfect
But I will try to be fake
So forgive me ‘cause I really could care less that
This world has changed me
So you know when you ask me
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Don’t go back to the start
I’m asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Won’t you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
And sometimes you really live, you’ve gotta try
We can change it all together, in the end you’re gonna find
That what we felt in our hearts was real the whole time
When you open up your eyes, I hope that you find
Who you are, who you are
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Don’t go back to the start
I’m asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Won’t you fight back for what you want?
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
We’re gonna work it out. "
" I love it!! " I shouted.
" Thanks Maddie! " They all said back.
I went upstairs singing.
"You made me hate my own reflection
Question every choice I make
So I could try to be perfect
But I will try to be fake. "
" Wow! She's so good at singing! " Kellin said loudly enough that I could here.
" She does! " The other hand members agreed.
I went upstairs, I want to be like dad. Well a singer in a band.
I started writing song ideas.
I was singing them back, the door opened.
" That was amazing Maddie." Gabe said nicely.
" Oh, how long were you standing there? "
" Long enough to hear the song! I loved it, I really did. "
" Thanks Gabe! "
They all asked me to sing it to them.
" Ugh okayy. "
I sang the song I wrote.
" Omg!!! " They all screamed.
They loved it.
I went on my laptop and watched youtube.
I fell asleep at 00:34.
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