Today is the first of the new year
It's crazy, on the scale of things
I'll get my permit this year
And go to highschool
It feels like I should still be young
but I'm not
It's kind of scary
don't pretend you don't agree
it's scary to see the world for what it is
and to go into it.
Years are kind of silly
They go so quickly now
I remember when hours were long
Then the days seemed shorter
then the weeks
then months.
But now the years goes by
all to quickly for my taste.
I don't want to grow up,
not really.
Sure I'm looking forward to some things
but I want my family to be with me forever.
So, I'm scared.
And I don't like it,
not one little bit.