* Hayley's POV *
As I read the note, while on my way home from the hospital, i begin to cry. My mom questions me. I show her the note. She throws it out the window, to save me from crying much crying.
"Why did you do that?" I ask panically.
"To show that you need to get over Oliver" I always knew my mom and dad didn't approve of my relationship with Oli, but I never thought it would end like this.
My mom keeps nagging about how much she dislikes him. I try to block her out but it didn't work.
We pull into the driveway of the house. I rush to get inside. I feel better physically but mentally I feel as if I am about to explode. Ugh.. Why can't ths shitty life end.. I need a way out. There is only one way out..
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"Me and your father are going to run to the store, do you need or want anything?" my mom yells from across the house.
"No, I'm fine."
"Okay, we'll back in about an hour. I love you"
I didn't answer... I love my mom, but i didn't see the need to say everytime one of us leaves.
Now was the the perfect time. I could be gone and no one would here for another hour. Im alone. This IS the perfect time.
I run to the living room, and lock the door. I then walk to my room crying, This is it.
I take out the nouse I have been saving for this.. I wrap it around the fan. This is it. It's time.
I examine the nouse. I pull myself up onto my bed.. standing on the ledge of the footboard.
One foot off.
I begin to cry, I lift my other foot from the ledge.
IT IS FINISHED. I AM RELEASED FROM THE PAIN OF THE WORLD. I AM FREE.
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this is not the end. I have 4 other chapters written, & i will be publishing them when i have ten chapter completed! I hope you understand! Love you XOXO