Jillian's POV
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"Is that Eleanor I hear?" I ask Louis in pure annoyance.
He looks up from the computer screen, and looks back down. "Sadly, yes." He whispers. I giggle at his use of words.
Eleanor, Eleanor, Eleanor. I remember the first time that she popped into my and Louis' life...
~ FLASHBACK ~
I typed down my last 1000 words onto my laptop screen. I have to write an essay on a historical beauty artist. I did mine on Eugene Rimmel, he invented mascara. It was around the 19th century when it came out, but they called it petroleum jelly. Weird.
Just as I was about to print my pages out, my phone starts to vibrate on my desk. I pick it up, and as usual, my heart flutters when I see the name.
Incoming Call: Lou
I leap from my desk chair and answer immediately. "Hello?" I say as casually as I can.
"Hey love. It's Louis. How's it going?" He asks me, but his voice sounds different. Shaky, nervous you could say.
"Um, I'm alright. But what about you? You seem, different." I say.
I hear him take a deep breath on the other line, and then he answers me. "Yeah, about that. There's something I need to tell you. It's about management."
Uh oh. This sounds bad already. "What about management?"
"They- they don't want me to be dating a non celebrity. They want me to date a model or an actress or something. They tried to make me break up with you, but I refused to. So, they said that we can still be together, but we can't tell people about us. And... and they want people to think I'm dating some model named Eleanor. I didn't know what to do... I told them that I agreed. Are you... are you mad at me?" He asks. I can tell from his voice that he is desperate.
Okay, let's think this straight. I am mad. I'm mad at management for putting him on the spot like that. I mean, that's just cold. You don't do that to people. I guess the movies are true, management are douches! But, I'm also mad at Louis for agreeing with them. I know that it was their fault for doing that to him, but he could've talked to me about all this before he made this decision that I was involved with. The problem is, I'm in love with him, and I could never let him think I'm mad at him.
"Of course I'm not mad at you. Louis, no matter what happens you know that I will love you. It's really hard for me not to. If management will tell you to do something small like that, I'm fine with it." I say. "But Louis, can you promise me something?"
"Yes." He says n his perfect British voice. Have I ever told him that I love how he's British? Probably not, since that would be creepy... Jillian! Focus!
"If they ever tell you to change who you are, I want you to do everything in your power to stop that.." I state seriously, making sure he understands.
He groans, then says, "My god, you sound like my mum!"
I giggle at his comment. "So, who is this person that you're supposed to 'go out with'."
"One second, I have a file right here..." He says as I hear him fiddling around with a bunch of papers on the other line. "Oh, here it is! It says her name is Eleanor Calder. She's a model, with brown hair, hazel eyes, and 5' 8"."
My god. This girl is a model, so she must be beautiful. Let's just hope that Louis won't turn hos back on me and fall in love with this girl. But I know that won't happen... right?
~END OF FLASHBACK~
That was about 2 years ago. And Louis has stuck with me and hasn't turned hos back on me to that stupid brunette... at least not yet. No Jillian! He will never do that to you! You know that!
For some reason management put them in a flat together so fans wouldn't be suspicious. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Anyways, according to Louis, living with her is like being in a hell hole. I probably shouldn't, but I'm happy. She better get the clue to back off my man.
"Louis! There you are!" She says in her annoying squeaky voice. "What you doing?" She sits down on the couch Louis is sitting at and her eyes turn from a light hazel to a dark brown when she see's me.
"Hello Eleanor." I give her a fake grin, and she rolls her eyes when Louis' not looking.
"Jillian." She says as she crosses her legs together. I gag in my head as I take in her appearance. She's wearing a Little Black Dress (:D) with black heels. And she's putting her legs dangerously close to Louis'. No doubt about it she liked Louis a ton. She always would try to make me jealous of the fact that she gets to be with him and I don't. Hey, at least he is actually my boyfriend.
Louis scratches the back of his head out of awkwardness. I learned a while ago that he did that when he felt like a situation was awkward, or he was nervous. It's adorable in my opinion. "It's Jillian's birthday today." Louis speaks up.
"Oh is it now?" She says as she puts on a huge smile. "How old are you? 17?" Okay, that was it. If you were my age, you would not appreciate it if someone called you 17.
"Shut up Eleanor. You're just jealous that me and Louis are actually together. While you to are just fake." I cross my arms and look at her taken back expression.
She flips her hair, then says, "I don't know if you've noticed or not, but me and Louis actually do have a thing." She says. "See, watch!" And with that, she takes Louis' face, and attacks his plump pink lips. No... no, this isn't actually happening. He's not even pulling away! Before they could see me break down into tears, I end the call and turn off my laptop. Did he really have feelings for her? My stomach twists and turns as I think of the thought. By now I've curled up in a ball and cried as much as my eyes could handle. And I felt like I really did cry a river. I gigantic one that flows down to my sadness.
After about 20 minutes of straight out crying, I man up and go to the restroom to clean up. I wipe my smeared mascara off of my dark red cheeks. My eyes are bright red and puffy. Oh well, it's not like anyone besides Anna is gonna see me. And before you ask, no, I will not talk to Louis anymore tonight. Maybe never, that's fine by me. He hurt me, a lot. I can't believe he actually cheated on me! With that stupid skinny model! That's just bull!
I knew I shouldn't have let him play with my heart in the first place. Right now I'd rather be with Tyler then be with this bastard. Man, Tyler. I wonder what he's up to these days. Not like I care. He's a jerk, along with Louis. Weird, they both cheated on me! I'm just nothing everyone, huh?
I go back to the living room where I see my phone light up and pick it up. Oh geez.
36 Missed Calls: Lou 36 Voice mails: Lou 58 Texts: Lou
I scrunch up my nose and turn off my phone before I chuck it across the room. Good thing it has a case on it. I turn on the T.V. and put on a How I Met Your Mother marathon. Hey, I think Barney's hilarious!
After 3 episodes I look at the clock.
8:00
That girl. She's been gone for what? 2 hours? How long does it take to order and pick up a pizza?
As if on cue, I hear a knock at the door. Her hands must be too full to get her keys. Or she forgot her keys. I look at the dining room table and sure enough there's her keys. I roll my eyes at her forgetfulness.
But when I open the door, it's not Anna. My god, just kill me now.
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