I sat there staring towards the window. I didn't know why he was taken away from me so soon..
I had several questions running through my mind. But didn't have an answer to any if them. I hear as my mother weeps in her room. Sniffles and weeping. That's all she had been doing since he died..
I missed him.
I hear as my brother, Niall, was in his room. Playing music. Trying to pretend he didn't care or as if nothing happened.
I guess it was because before my dad died Niall and him had gotten into a big fight. Bigger than any other fight they had had.
I heard what they were arguing over too. Niall wanted to go to some party but dad said no cause Niall was failing some of his classes. I didn't do well either but I guess my father knew Niall was supposed to know best.
I feel as a tear slips out and rolls down my cheek. I decide to go to Niall's room.
My relationship with Niall was actually a good one. We of course got into fights but over small things. But like joking around nothing serious.
Over the time I don't actually remember fighting over something big with him.
I knock on his door slowly..
He puts the music down and I hear his footsteps get slower to the door. He slowly opens the door.
Revealing a red puffy eyed Niall..it hurt me to see my older brother like this..
"Hey" He half smiles at me.
I smile back.
"You ok?" I ask. Obviously knowing the answer by the look of his face.
He lets me into his room. I examine his room. I noticed it was never messy. Always clean. All his stuff was organized and in it's place.
He sighs and sits down on his bed.
I sit next to him.
I see as he plays with his fingers.
"I'm ok I guess...you know it just won't be the same without him.." He finally speaks up.
I look down.
"I know.." My voice cracks.
I feel his arms wrap around me.
"Niall..I'm going to miss him too much." I cry into his arms.
"Don't sorry Maddie..I'll be here to protect you from anything and anyone.." He says.
I could tell he was holding back from crying.
"Promise.." I say. Still crying.
"I promise."