11-12-13
Dylan looked at me and touched his chin.
"Is that a scar?" he asked.
Instinctively, I covered my chin with my hand.
"Yeah."
"What happened?"
"I fell."
"Ouch."
I nodded. Dylan's blue eyes stayed with mine.
"If I had that I'd stick my tongue out and like it all the time." he stuck his tongue out, trying to touch his chin. I laughed, even though I really hated when him or Kevin pointed out my major insecurity.
***
Unsure of my math problems, I snapped a photo and snapchatted the problems I thought they were to a few people in my math class.
'Yeah.' Kevin answered right away, assuring I had the right questions.
'Thank you' I replied to him.
I started on my problems.
A ding interrupted my mental math solving.
It was Dylan. 'Yup' he said, along with a funny Selfie.
Guys that take selfies are so attractive. ONLY FOR SNAPCHAT THOUGH: GIRLCODE.
'Oh Kevin already told me but thanks.'
'Sorry.'
I scrunched my eyebrows up.
'Sorry? what are you sorry for?'
'Idk.'
What's up with Dylan?
'Okay? 😝'
He never replied. That was weird.
***
11-13-13
Kevin was so quiet today I wondered if something was wrong, not that we're close enough for me to ask.
"Enough with your love." I laughed to Audie as we made our way to class.
I watched my feet as I walked.
"Your love! your love!"
I looked up and saw Kevin.
Realizing Audie was only singing despite her perfect timing, I started laughing.
When Kevin laid eyes on me, they dropped.
I held my bands down, secretly hiding my face as I tried to control my laughter.
"I hate you." I laughed to Audie.
In the middle of class when I was talking to Audie, I looked to see two juniors, Tristan and Christian talking, then started staring at me.
I looked away but later back.
Christian smiled cheekily and winked at me. I did a double take.
Did he just wink at me?!
I told Audie.
"He has a girlfriend." she said in confusion.
"I know!" I quietly hissed. I'm very lost right now.
I grabbed a box I needed to take to the closet.
"I don't know. That's weird." I sighed, walking across the room and putting the box in the closet.
When I went back to my seat, Audie looked at me with wide eyes.
"What?" I asked.
"When you walked off Christian like looked."
"What do you mean looked?" I said confused.
She moved her eyes up and down. "Like checked me out?" I implied.
"Yeah!" she said frantically.
Christian checked me out from behind?
I hope my butt looked good.
Yeah leave it to me to worry about what my ass looks like when a guy checks me out and not the fact that he has a girlfriend. To make things worse, Christian used to talk to Bella. Great.
I went to wrap up a cord I'm in charge of, and Tristan stood on the cord.
He smiled down at me.
"Do you want to do this?" I asked.
"No."
"Then move." I tried stomping on his foot which ended up pointless.
"Dude look she's trying to move me." Tristan laughed, slim body and the normal blonde hair blue eyes made him a tad attractive but not much.
Christian was more attractive. He was darker, taller, a tad more built, and brown eyes, topping of with straight brown hair in an almost buzz cut.
But both of these guys have girlfriends!
First Dylan (sort of) now them! Did I have a sign on me that says, "Im better than your girlfriend!"
Like wtf?
***
Earlier I got a snapchat request to be friends with Austin which I accepted.
We snapchatted a bit but not much. Austin's snapchat face was like almost yelling. But even more dramatic, he was shirtless.
But the real question was, how did Austin get my snapchat? He had to had asked someone! And I was going to find out who he got it from. I had a weird feeling it was Kevin, and that's why he was so quiet. He was jealous!
Maybe my assumptions are crazy, but they add up.
Guess I wait till tomorrow to find out who the hell Gave Austin my snapchat.
* * *
11-14-13
Austin did reply to my snapchat of saying 'You should listen to music if you're bored' with saying, 'Or other things (; ' which I found creepy.
And perverted. Like don't flirt with me Austin. As Sarah says, Austin your ego is bigger than your d*ck.
I struggled with my height as I tried to pin up the honor roll in my grandmother's classroom.
"Hang on. I'm going to find a tall person."
I secretly hoped Kevin was here, despite I know he had driver's ed.
I looked down the hall. My smile faltered when I didn't see him.
I turned to go back in the room and saw a tall, blonde haired idiot coming over, carrying three bags.
I smiled widely.
He looked up from fidgeting with his hair and smiled back.
"Kevin! Perfect timing!" I smiled.
Since I had been too focused on Dylan, I had almost blocked out Kevin.
"Why?" He asked.
"I need your help."
"Yeah um sure. Just hang on." He went and put his things in our first hour.
I leaned against the wall and waited.
Was I really going to practically introduce this guy to my grandma? Well I had no choice, I'm too short.
He came back.
"Okay now what am I doing?" He asked.
"Um just hanging up these papers for me since I'm too short." I mumbled the last part.
I hated being short.
I also hated how big this shirt made my chest look but that's off topic.
"Okay." He said as we entered the room.
"Found someone." I announced to her.
"Um hi." Kevin sort of laughed.
"Hello!" My grandma greeted him, not looking up from her computer.
"So um, I just need you to hang up these." I handed him two honor roll papers.
"Like here?" He asked, positioning it in the middle of the board.
No. I wasn't that short.
"No like at the very top." I pointed.
He slid the paper on the wall and held his hand out.
I put a pin in between his fingers.
His fingers were always freezing.
That type of cold when they almost felt wet.
(Not Edward Cullen status though that would kinda be hot)
"Okay." He rolled his neck.
"Now this one just right under it."
I was on the same honor roll as him.
He did it, once again our fingers brushing.
I didn't feel... spark? I guess if that's what you want to call it.
But I didn't care.
"Thanks." I smiled.
"You're welcome."
He went to leave but then came back in.
"Whoa!" He chuckled, "That thing scared me!" he said, pointing to the EMT manikin on the bed.
"Thank you! I'm not the only one who gets creeped out by that thing!" I laughed.
* * *
I fidgeted with my shirt as I sat in science. Twenty more minutes.
Sigh.
I self-consciously touched my hair. Mr. Main had pointed out the waves in my hair.
I want to see him try and straighten a ten pound weight of wavy hair in just two hours.
AND get the back! THE TOP BACK! And be 5'3.
Ugh, I'm annoying myself.
"Hey Selena." A girl named Lauren, a friend of Tate's asked.
"Yeah?" I turned in my seat.
"Your snapchat name is wolfgirl right?" (A/N: ITS NOT)
"Why?" I asked.
"Just wondering." She shrugged, turning back around to Tate who held a phone in hand.
I shrugged and thought nothing of it.
I heard some mumbled conversations between Tate, Lauren, Tana, and Kenna behind me.
"Selena you naughty little girl!" Kenna blurted.
I turned around.
What the hell were they talking about?
My stomach turned. I had a feeling this wasn't good.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing." Kenna shooed me off.
I scowled and turned back around to Alle.
"They're probably just talking about how you're best friends with Dylan on snapchat." Alle shrugged.
"I'm not his best friend." I shooed her off.
I started working on my science questions yet again which I was miserably failing at.
"Yes you are I just showed you. Look." Alle showed me.
Right there in letters was my user name with a gold star by it. The first name listed as best friends on Dylan's snapchat. My name.
Oh shit.
I'm in for it!
I noticed we only had five minutes.
"I am so dead! Dude that's why Tate's friends were asking about my user name! They think we're talking!" I said in a hushed tone.
"I know!"
I got up and started getting ready.
I looked up and caught eyes with Dylan who just turned around and started staring at me.
I looked down quickly.
I peaked up and he was still full on staring at me.
Clear, crystal blue eyes staring into mine. His hair was tousled slightly. Gray and orange under-armor hoodie and jeans.
God this was going to drive me crazy.
I left his eyes and looked down, gathering my things.
A while later, Alle spoke up. "Dude he's staring at you." She whispered.
"Still?" I hissed, looking up.
Yup. He still had his eyes glued on me.
I know this felt like five minutes, but in reality it was only maybe 45 seconds.
"Dude I was like full on staring at him and he didn't even acknowledge me. He only looked at you. Not Tate... you."
I gulped.
This day just got a whole lot longer.
* * *
In English, Dylan walked in with Tate, but now in tow. Most likely they just walked in at the same time.
Alle came over.
"Lauren and Jason are talking about it!"
"Like what?" I said quietly.
For all these kids knew, I wasn't supposed to know.
"They were just like, 'Can you believe she snapchat him?' and Hondo was all 'I can't believe they snapchat'."
"Everyone knows but me. Perfect." I sighed.
Dylan didn't talk to me that whole hour.
When I looked over at him, I noticed Tate's gaze glued on me but she quickly averted it.
She was so spying.
I gulped. This couldn't get any more weird.
* * *
I walked up to Austin.
"How'd you get my snapchat?" I asked.
"Your mom." He smirked.
I scowled.
"Seriously how!"
"Your mom."
"Austin!" I hissed.
"I got it off Kevin's favorites." He said.
My body froze.
"Favorites? He's favorites?" I looked at him weird.
"Yeah. Or his best friends or something."
"On his phone?" I said, confused.
"Yeah on snapchat."
Oh. I thought he had my information on his phone and had it under favorites.
"Oh okay." I nodded.
"Yeah it's like the same as your instagram huh?" He asked.
"Sort of." I shooed him off and raced to class. I quickly pulled out my iPod and clicked Kevin's best friends on snapchat.
There I was.
Third on @Brook11's snapchat was me, Selena Brians.
I was asking for my life to be over wasn't I? I am just asking for it.
Kevin and I have snapchatted once where he replied! Seriously what is that? But on the bright side it means he doesn't talk to those other girls as often.
But on the down side, I was on the 'twin towers' best friend list on snapchat. Both of them! I'm so dead.
* * *
"Sit here." I told Alle to sit on my left.
Usually I have no problem sitting on my own side of the table, but we couldn't just talk out loud about this and most certainly I wasn't about to have Dylan's eyes glued on me all lunch; he sat in a booth to my left so you get me.
"That look. Those eyes. I can't get it out of my brain." I shook my head.
"I know! I was full on staring at him but nope he just kept his eyes on you." Alle said.
"That look... it was like he was-" "Mad! He looked mad. Do you think he was mad at you?" Alle asked as she picked at her lunch.
"No not at me. But he did seem like he was arguing with himself in his head." I sighed. "EXACTLY!" She screeched which I shushed her.
"Well you guys talk-" "It's nothing! It's homework questions." I lied. It wasn't a full lie. But most conversations were just conversations.
"But Selena, if he looked like he was arguing with himself- maybe it wasn't just 'nothing' to him." She said.
I was quiet.
I knew she was right.
I made so much sense.
"And to make things worse," she continued, "Was he mad that it was you or was he just mad because he got caught?" She said.
I sighed.
"I hate it when your right."
She smiled in satisfaction.
"The way he looked at you was like he was thinking-" "Is she worth this?" I finished.
She nodded.
Am I worth it to Dylan?
Was simple little me worth breaking up his relationship with the popular girl?
"Did you hear him on the stairs?" I asked Alle.
"Sort of. What did he say?" She asked, taking a bite of a sandwich.
*Flashback*
"Ever since science when the whole snapchat thing happened, he's been upset. First hour he was fine now look at him." Alle nudged me to look behind.
I turned around, caught eyes with Dylan, and turned back around quickly.
He looked frustrated and pissed off.
I guess he had a reason to be.
His girlfriend was practically spying on him.
He started saying something like, "I was trying to tell her that Makayla is just a friend. That we're just really close friends and she wasn't believing me"
I was shocked when I heard Dylan say that.
Then in front of me was Ivy, Tate's cousin mumbling something about Dylan and looking up the staircase to glare at him.
Okay there is definitely something I'm missing here.
*End of FB*
"It was weird." I recalled the memory.
"It just really seems like he's upset he got caught talking to you."
"It's like he's choosing. Her or me."
"The way he stared at you, I think he's really choosing you." She shrugged.
"What are you saying?" I glared.
"I'm saying that there is a very good chance that Dylan could like you."
I sighed.
Alle continued. "I don't know what's going on with you and this group but they know something you don't."
"Group?"
"Kevin, Dylan, Austin. The first two started off as nothing but now look what you're in. Now Austin? Something's going on with that group of guys and you." She said.
Her words worried me even more because I knew she was right.
"Why do you think that?" I asked, giving up on eating due to my bubbly stomach.
"Why would he look at you and not her? Just you."
I groaned and ran a hand through my hair.
"And one of Tate's tweets from like the beginning of November said, "When all of his best friends on snapchat are girls"."
I wanted to facepalm. This was bad. So bad.
"The thing is, which should I be more scared of? The popular boy mafia (Kevin, Austin, Dylan) or the popular girl mafia." I shuttered.
We looked at both tables before agreeing, "Girl mafia."
* * *
Dylan came into my 5th hour.
Tate was in there.
I watched as he hammered a wall for Ms. McComb. His hoodie rose up, slightly showing his plaid boxers.
I groaned and looked away.
In front of his girlfriend Selena! Come on!
* * *
I explained the whole thing to Audie.
"They're probably jealous. They're probably trying to make each other jealous because one of them actually likes you." Audie said her input.
I was quiet
"But we have to figure out who likes you."
"But it's probably not Austin because he was the third." I shrugged. I spoke my mind, "It's like they're trying to get back at each other. Dylan or Kevin."
"I've never been so confused in my entire life." I sighed.
"I saw the three of them together at lunch." Audie recalled.
"You what?" I groaned.
"Yup. All of them." She nodded.
"I'm so scared." I bit my nail. It was a bad habit of mine.
"I know." She nodded.
"One of them knows something." Audie said.
I bit my lip. Audie was right.
"But the thing is how do I get them to- how do I figure that out?" I mumbled.
"Google." Audie said.
"What? Google isn't going to help me!"
"When in doubt, google." She shrugged.
I laughed.
"I have to figure out what to do." I sighed, thinking the entire thing over.
"I'm going to hit it where it hurts. Reach out to my fans." I gained more confidence.
Audie looked at me like I was brilliant and frantically nodded.
We trusted our fans with our decisions more than we trusted ourselves.
"Oh my god." I sighed.
"One of them knows something." She sang.
"One of them knows something Audie but- we don't." I frowned.
"What do they know that we don't?" She thought.
"I have no idea." We agreed upon.
"Okay well to narrow it down, I think Austin is just a flirt." I concluded. She agreed.
"But with the other two it's like which one?"
"I think apple and cheese are fighting to try and win you over. And Austin is just coming into the group to make everyone mad." She said it like she had just solved a new math analogy.
Audie is a genius.
Apple= Kevin
Cheese= Dylan
Cracker= Austin
"But why would they like me?" I said. I didn't see what was very attractive about myself.
"They all see something that you don't." She nodded. She said it like she was in the Notebook or something.
I laughed.
"I wanna know what they see."
"They see something you don't." She left it at that.
For a while Audie and I went off topic before she snapped.
"What if, apple actually likes you and cheese found out and cheese is trying to get you now to make apple jealous." She said slowly.
My jaw dropped.
"That actually makes sense!" I concluded.
"Okay what if apple likes me and cheese is trying also to make him jealous?" I repeated.
She nodded frantically.
"Why wouldn't cheese know if apple liked me? Well probably because apple hates me that much that he didn't want to tell anyone." I concluded.
"He does! But cheese does know. And now cheese- er- Dylan! Likes you!"
"But they're best friends." I retorted.
"What if Dylan is doing this in spite of Kevin because of that fight." She pointed out.
"Fight?"
"Yes!"
"What fight?"
"You don't remember?!"
"No!" I groaned.
"The one where Dylan called Kevin a-" "OH! That fight at school." I nodded.
"Yes!" She nodded.
I sighed.
"This is so dramatic. It's like one of my books! Well it is but you know what I mean! Oh my god Audie! I'm living my mental version of my fanfic!" I said in practical horror.
"You're life is more of a soap opera."
"A soap opera for sure. Because who ever it is, Kevin or Dylan, one of them knows something and one of them likes me. We just don't know who yet."
***
I sat and watched X-Factor, getting frustrated as my email alert went off.
"Tate_M mentioned you in a tweet"
My heart fell.
I tapped quickly on the tweet.
It was only a miley cyrus one direction tweet. I felt better. I was starting to think it was about Dylan and I.
Oh boy tomorrow will be hell.
~~~~
MY SIBLINGS DELETED THE LAST PART WITH AUDIE AND I HAD TO REWRITE IT WITH 10 MINUTES TO SPARE OF FINISHING HOMEWORK AND WATCHING X-FACTOR! I hate them so much gah!
But anyways yeah that happened today.
It really sucked.
So three teams now!
Team Kevin
Team Dylan
Team *shutters* Austin
Tell me your team!