My Little Black Swan- A Chris...

By Creep_It_Kawaii

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Chris motionless and his band is getting on well, him and his band have just gotten off tour and have almost... More

Off Tour Blues-The Introduction.
The Phone call..
His Little Girl
Talk to me.
Ungreatful.
Im not like them darling..
Everything Went Black
I miss my mommy
Here goes nothing
Her mother.
She missed you.
Bruises
The Outside
Help
To save her
Disagreements
Just like her..
Chris didn't mean it.
She would play with the shadows
A/N sorry about this
Stress related Nightmares
There are creeps in this town
You are my family
Keep me safe okay?
She was scarred.
Make them stop
She looks so lost.
Biggest fear
I dont want you hurt.
John
Emotional
Giggles, disney and whimpers.
Poor girl..
I just wanted a friend
We need a ambulance
Dont leave me
She hated seeing him hurt
She doesn't expect shit.
She lied
Author note
His past and her thoughts
She always hated when i cried.
Strange.
Stranger from the outside
Terror Stricken
Close your eyes.
I Will..
Losing you
Memories.
Getting her back..
Dont listen.
Miss-judged
She puts fights into funerals.
What has gotten into you...
Brave girl
Cool enough yet?
You scared me
Wasp
Ive been stung..
Regrets
My little drawer
I swear i didnt.
He should have listened
Saved.
Fools.
Baby Ghost.
It could be painless..
Fuck this,
You Win
He never even said goodbye
I want her back
She ran away.
A breakdown and a toast.
Isolation
Isolation
Thats so sad
Forgive me
Your too good for me
Breathe for me
Followed
Author note
Monster
Dont feel bad
Tears and headbanging
Happy late birthday
First day of school..
I am crazy. Just you remember that...
Disgusting
People scare me
In the name of god
Skateboarding
Stress takes over.
I cannot wait
Burned at both ends
For the first time
Why would you want to remember this...
I want to help you
Dream
Author note.
Creative minds think alike..
Dead memories
The Cold
Adventures and animals
First Toy
Where is my mind..
Not like her..
Best friends
Fall Out
Proud
Floss come back
I will calm you
Stay with me..
Stay safe
Breathless
My mind into words
* we dont need them..
Oh god i wish i never spoke
It breaks my heart thats all..
Sickness, back rubs and flash back memories..
Sadness and agression
Friendships
She needs me
I understand now.
Beatings and laughter
What will chris think..
I missed you
It wasn't real,
Worried
Revenge
Missing
Greg
Violated
Old Habbits
Not a Sound..
Promises Kept
With me
Blue stained skin
Fed up
Keeping Together
Now watch the blood drip down your mouth..
What's Wrong With Me
Sync In..
Scared
Vunerable
Author Note
Soggy from the Chemo
Not the same anymore..
Lonesome
Lonesome
What a sight..
This moment
* Still together
Kind eyes
I get too agressive
Proud
Why Bother?!
And the Nerves Kickstarts Again
Stalker
Hurt
What am i gonna do with you...
Ugly
What have those beautiful eyes seen..
Just like mom..
Anxiety
Heart shaped hands
I cant be seen as weak
Left alone
Ice Cold
Worth it
Sink or Swim
Aslong as I got you..
Taken Advantage
Time is the Enemy
Looking Back
My Fault
Thoughts from Dylan
Back in Time
The Letter
I worry..
Night In..
Banshee
You make it hard for me to die
First time
Distracted
My Choice
Time is the enemy
Stress free
Your Night
The smile never faded
No man's land of emotion
Bottle of memories
Old and New Friends
To forgive..
Disapointment
What she wanted. (Last chapter)
Its up...
Do you really wanna know me

Not even god will save you now..

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By Creep_It_Kawaii

-Chris's POV-

"Maddy, darling I think it's time to get up" I said waking her up,
It was 1 in the afternoon, she slept as soon as her head hit the pillow last night. I let her sleep in, I know a lot of parents forbid their kids to sleep all day but I find a lot  of parents can be hypocrites. They won't let their teenage girls and boys sleep in when I bet they wanted to sleep in when they were a teenager.
Also Madelyn hurt her ankle pretty bad and I knew she would be hyper when she'd wake up so I had to rest it as much as possible while she passed out.
Her eyes slowly open and as always a cute big smile would plaster her face.
And I would always smile back.
"I is sowwy I swept a lot I was so sweepy from dance class"
"No need to be sorry, you needed. The rest" I smiled kissing the top of her head,
"Otay"
"Let me see your ankle, see if the bruising has gone down a bit"
"Are we doing anything" she asked as I took off her ankle support,
"I'm just cleaning up the house, it's Sunday so everyone will be just chilling today,"
"Aww otay"
"You can give banshee a bath if you want"
Her face lit up,
"You here dat doge! I'm giving you a bath!" She said hugging banshee,
He howled unamused.
I smiled, good now I don't have to get my shirts ruined.
Dogs are the most awkward animal to wash and the bathroom always ends up in a state.
"I'm just gonna be dusting and polishing so, here is the shampoo, all you gotta do is sit him in the tub, turn on the tap of lukewarm water and here is the bucket."
"Okie dokie Chwis" she smiled saluting me,
"Good luck solider"
"Thankyou sir"
We both got on with our shit.

---

It was sunset and I had finished the house.
I was pretty proud of it if I do say so myself.
"Hey Maddy how do you want me to help clean up, I know dogs can be annoyin- woah"
The dog contently sat in the bath with a happy little face on his face.
As Maddy blow dried him, the bathroom was spotless.
Wait.. No soap on the walls or ceiling?
No water on the floor?
No soap on her shirt or in her hair.
"How did you- what?!"
"Aww banshee just needed to be treated wike a princess dats all, I told his it was his spa day and I gave him a back rub and tummy tickle" she nodded.
"Right..." I nodded looking at her like she was crazy,
She drained the water away and dried her legs off.
"Done"
"Thankyou Madelyn that helped a lot"
"Your welcome"
"Come on let's have some dinner" I smiled.

***

Over at the baptists church the two men, priest and church member were both getting ready for their first crucifixion.
They pulled over their black jumpers and on with the black hoodies,
They put their hoods up and put on their masks.
They looked like robbers, robbers about to steal people's lives.
They geared up with two baseball bats, a rock, some alcohol and some cloth. They also brung knives and a lighter. Just incase,

They got in their van and drove to the location.
Chris's home.

-Chris's POV-

"Is that good?"
"Yeah tastey Chwis," said smiled kissing my arm as we both sat next to each other eating some quick sandwiches.
"I'll promise I'll make a proper meal tomorrow it's just I'm too tried to cook"
"It's otay I wike what ever you make" she nodded,
I smiled at that.
"Okay I'm going out into the woods to cut that hedge okay, I want you to stay inside okay and rest that ankle of yours"
"Aww can I go outside"
"No Maddy, I want you to stay here"
"Aww otay"
"I just don't want you hurting okay, here is the TV remote, put what you like on" I said putting on my shoes.
"No porno now" I grinned
"Eww Chwis your weird, I wanna watch peppa pig"
"Alright well I'll leave you to it"
"Bye"

-priests POV-

"Oh Heavenly Father, please forgive us for what we are about to do. As children of God we have the right for this act we are about to put in these people. They have insulted you oh father. All our actions tonight will be done in the name of God. In Jesus name we pray, amen"

We both looked at each other in the van.
"This must be done"
"Yes I agree, you know that plan"
"Off by heart sir."
"Good " I replied putting my Cross round my neck.
"What if something bad happens to us"
"Then we die in vain to help God make this earth a better place"
"And them? will they perish"
"No matter what they will die tonight, even if we fail."
We got out of the van watching the fag head out into the woods.
"He sees his devil child die before him and we will only have to kill one. The other will eventually kill himself" grinned the boy.
"Exactly and besides.. Not even God can save them  now"

Hey guys,
I wrote this on the way home in the car from my vacation. I am sorry I haven't been updating but the holiday was really tiring and I just couldn't balance everything at once.
I'm home now. And I have seen my exam results and honestly. I passed them all but the grades are what I feared.
Not a A or a B.
If you go on my Facebook feed it is filled with nothing but boasting parents with their preppy fucking kids talking about how they passed with straight As.
It makes you feel worthless, like a failure.
I feel so stupid. I feel like I have failed my family and I don't even wanna go to school anymore cause I feel like I am gonna be bombarded with the whole I am better than you cause I got better exam results.
My biggest fear in life is getting a shit job and being a failure. And I feel like it's coming true.
I hate myself. So  so much you have no idea.
I have lost a full head of hair over school this past year and all that for shit grades.
I got a D in drama and the rest of my group got A s and they are the kids who smoke weed at the back of the school and go partying every night.
I'm sorry this is a depressing ass author note guys and I love you guys so so much.
I'll tell you about my holiday in another author note if you want.
I gotta admit being away I missed a lot of things but the thing I missed the most is you guys xx
Seeya
Gem
Xxx

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