Jian's Diary.| | {Book 3.}

Feelings?

I honestly don't know how I feel towards Jc. One minute I feel like I want him as a best friend and then the next minute I'm getting mad and "kind of" jealous when I see him with other girls. (Not including yesterday's pictures..those were just wrong for different reasons I WAS NOT JEALOUS)
but as soon as I found out that he slept with that random girl I felt heartbroken and mad at the same time. I don't think I have feelings for him bc I don't feel anything but it's just certain situations and idk what to do about em