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I was asleep when I heard someone outside our room. "Zayn?" I said.
"I know, I know." Zayn got up and looked out into the living room. "Louis?" I looked up but was still laying in bed. I could see Zayn and Louis talking. Then I saw jade with Owen.
I got outta bed abs went to see what jade was doing at 4 AM. "Noting." Jade said when I asked.
"Really? looks like you're leaving?"
"Well looks like you're trying to annoy me.... Louis?!"
Louis walked over followed by Zayn. Zayn stood by me. I looked at him.
(Hours later)
Louis and jade left now to go lord knows where with Owen who was still sleeping when they left.
So being that me and Zayn were awake, we sat on the couch watching tv. Then everyone started to wake up and, shit, they all end up waking up Emma to.
"I hate you all." I said when I got up to get Emma.
"I could've let her cry." Jesy calls after me.
I get Emma and start walking into the living room. In the 13 seconds I was gone Harry and Liam got into this fight. I wanted to slap both of them.
I walked over and sat by Zayn. Then put Emma on the floor. But I got scared and put her on the couch within a minute. Harry and Liam left to go fight somewhere else.
Emma crawled over and laid on Zayns lap. It was so cute! Until Jesy said that. Then Emma sat up and started to stare at Jesy. "And that's creepy." Niall said. Emma started to laugh. It was like jade used to be. So cute and adorable.
"Niall!" Jesy said. Niall had done something. Jesy looked at Emma. "Don't like Irish kids." She said.
"Jesy?" I said. She was being stupid.
"Niall!" Jesy said again. He was saying he was hungry. "Shut up!"
"You're all so annoying." Leigh said. She got up and left.
After a few minutes jade came in. She ran strait to her room. I looked at Jesy and she looked at me. Then Louis came in. "Jades not happy." He said.
"We know." Me and Jesy say at the same time both looking at Louis too.
"She came in and ran to her room." Niall said.
"Ugh." Louis jumped over the couch and sat there. Like he didn't care about jade right now.
"Owen?"
"ER. jade ain't happy about that." Louis said. He never looked from the tv. Niall had out on football when he walked in.
"What happened to him?" Jesy asked.
"Nothin, he's just... sick I guess."
"It's not good if a baby gets sick ya know." Niall pointed out.
"Yeah but he's not really sick. I don't know, it's complicated. I'm sure none of you know what it is."
I looked at Zayn who was watching Emma on the floor. I snapped my fingers in front of him. He looked at me coming back to reality.
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"I don't think you're really handling this well Lou." I said.
"Why not? I brought him there. Owen will live, hopefully."
"Louis!" Jade called. She was standing in the door way to her room. And she was crying. Perrie and Jesy got up to go to her. I looked over at Louis who was drinking again. Then I looked down at Emma and she looked up at me.
"Louis a fucking ass!" Jade screamed. I looked back at her and saw Jesy standing there trying to help her. Looking back at Louis, I wanted to take the bottle from his hand and smash it in his face. But I wouldn't do that. Not with Emma right there.
"So what is wrong with Owen?" Niall asked. "Really though man?"
"Acid reflex I think? Or something like that." Louis said. He looked at Emma. "Be glad she doesn't have anything like damn Owen." He looked up at me.
"You're the one to blame Lou." I said. "And I think something else is wrong with Emma though. Like she's def or something."
"Why would you say that?" Niall asked watching tv.
"I don't know, but she's always so quiet."
"That's not a bad thing and it doesn't mean she's def." Louis added.
"But she never responds to anything." I added.
"She's only a baby." Louis thought he knew everything didn't he. Then why is he drinking? "And jades all pissed at me now cuz I'm drinking."
"Haven't seen a bottle in your hand in a while." Niall said.
"Yeah? You try dealing with jade." Louis said taking another sip of his beer.
"FUCK YOU LOUIS!" Jade said from the other room. She scared all of us. But Emma didn't even notice. I swear she's def!
"See! See!" I said. "No reaction to that!"
"Holly shit!" Niall said. "Pe-!" He tried to call Perrie but I jumped over and tackled him covering his mouth so he couldn't talk.
"Shhhhhhhhhhh!" I said. "You are not to tell her this!" I whispered. "You hear me Irish?!" Niall nodded.
I got up and took Emma into the kitchen. I thought maybe she was hungry since I was a bit myself. But I didn't know what i was supposed to give to a little girl. How do you feed a kid with no teeth?
"Uh?!!? Louis?! Niall?!" I called. When Niall heard me in the kitchen he ran in.
"Food?" Niall asked.
"Emma?" I said looking at Niall.
"Ok, I'm guessing...?" Niall looked around the kitchen.
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"Jade, love, you've gotta stop acting like an ass." Perrie said. I wanted to hit her but she was right.
"I'm not the ass!" Jade was crying.why do I always have to deal with the crying?
"Pezz?" I said. I was hearing something from the kitchen. I knew Niall had some part in it. "Listen."
"Oh god!" Perrie looked at me; worried about something.
Perrie ran out into the kitchen. I followed her. She froze when she saw what the boys were doing.
"What the hell is going on?!" I said. Niall looked at me.
"Why would I do that?!" Perrie said. We all looked at her. She went up and took Emma from Zayn. "I'm a fucking idiot." She started talking to Emma I guess. But then Niall told me Emma was def.
"Yeah, it's sad." Zayn said. He was searching the cabinets for food. "I guess we will never know what our own daughter thinks of our music." Was that really his biggest concern?
"I don't know if this is right but..." Louis came in the kitchen half falling over himself and losing his last bit of conciseness. He started to stumble and began slurring his words. "Can I sleep in Owens bed?"
"Louis," i took him and brought him to the living room. "I think the couch is a better spot for you."
"But I wanna sleep with my son."
"Love, I don't think they'd let you near the ER this drunk." I saw the bottles of beer by the chairs. I wondered why he was drinking so much.
Then I started to hear jade crying again. So I went into her room. There she was crying on her bed. Why do I even bother.
"Louis is drinking isn't he?" Jade asked. Perrie looked at me. I started to think Emma was def or maybe she was only tone def. she never responded to the fact that jade was crying or that Perrie was talking. No, all that girl did was sit in silence and look around. She was curious but she couldn't hear anything. Maybe she wanted to know what all of this sounded like? Maybe she wanted to say something but she didn't know what to say because she'd never heard anything? Could she wanna know who we are?
"I don't think Louis was a good choice love." I said.
"I know, but now I don't have a choice."
"Jesy?" Perrie asked. "Do you think Emma's alright?"
"I don't know. Why?" I answered.
"Pleas! Don't talk about that!" Jade screamed. I guess Owen had made her quite scared to hear anything about a related subject.
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Shut the fuck up Jessica! I thought. Her and Perrie kept talking about Emma. I wanted to shoot em both. Damn Owens not around now. What else was I supposed to do now?
"I thought they said something about it." Jesy said. Don't let her confuse you. She can be nice and then she's a bitch.
"Zayn probably knows something I don't." Perrie and and Jesy both looked at me.
"What?!" I said. "Just, I don't care, leave me alone!"
"Ok? Bye." Jesy left. Remember: bitch. I looked over at Perrie.
"Uh? Yeah, see ya jade." She left too. Thank god! Now I was alone. Yay! I'll check on Louis latter or like tomorrow or something.
So I laid in bed staring at the ceiling. Thinking about all the other fucked up things in the world. About how Owen was probably one of the many kids who didn't really get to live. How everyone here couldn't give 2 shits about him. About how Louis was acting like a damn ass.
Nothing seamed to add up. All this time we've all wasted. Everything that any of us had done. Nothing in our story seamed to add up. Why? There was nothing linking the last tragedy to this one. Was there? What would happen in the end that made all of this come together? How would this all make sense? where is the big conclusion that makes everything better? Did it ever get better from here?
All I thought about by this point was Owen. I could still hear him crying in the back of my mind. There was no way I couldn't think of him. Though I wish I had one. It kills me you know? What would you do if it was your son? Trust me, not a good thing at all.
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Poor jade
Ok, I can't really say anything about emma though. It might give away something.
I'm waiting for damn Perrie to get her ass to school! Ok
-Jesy
~Katie Horan