Song of the Chapter is: Broken Hearted Girl
And yes I will put up the video this time *Nervous Laugh* :D
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I ran away as fast as I could. I just couldn't stay there anymore looking at there faces. His filled with guilt and well hers filled with hate. I ran all the way to Kelly's house and knocked on the door.
"Oh Hello Beyonce, How are you?" Kelly's mother asked me. I gave her a simple nod and a thumbs up. "Well Kelly is in her room......Being Kelly."She told me. She invited me into the house and led me to Kelly's room. As soon as I saw Kelly I rushed to her and hugged her as hard as I could and the tears started to spill.
"What's wrong Bey?" She asked me with concern in her voice. I told her everything that happened at the library with Brandon and Lola. and she embraced me into an even tighter hug. "Well if you want me to stab him repeatedly in his heart and let him feel the pain in his heart then I would be glab to" She said, I grinned at her propasal and she smiled knowing that she brought my spirits up a little bit. After that all we mostly did was talk and watch Sad Love Movies. I slept at Kelly's house that day becasue I was too tired to walk home.
"Girls time to wake up you've got school in an hour or so!" I heard Kelly's mother yell. I slowly got up and shook Kelly awake but of course my attempts didn't work so I just walked into the bathroom to take my shower. Once I got out of the shower I brushed my teeth and did my hair. When I walked out Kelly was awake and waiting impaciently for me to walk out of the bathroom.
"Finally, How long does it take to get in and out of the shower." Kelly said walked by me and into the th bathroom. "And you better not had used all the Hot water either!" she yelled back. Once I found some clothes for us to wear Kelly walked out of the bathroom and we both got dressed and headed down stairs and headed into the kitchen.
'You girls hungry?" Kelly's mother asked us. We both nodded and walked into the living room.
"So what are you going to do about 'The B Word' and Lola?" Kelly asked me. I let out a sigh and rubbed my temples. I really had no idea what i was going to say to him. Of course I am going to have to ask him if it was true or just her way of welcoming me.
"I don't know but I wish that I knew." I said. She put a reassuring hand on my shoulder giving me a small smile.
"Girls food is ready!" Kelly's mom called out. We both got up and walked into the kitchen sitting down at the table, we were both about to dig into our food but Kelly's mom stomped her foot. "Um......aren't you girls forgeting to say something." Kelly rolled her eyes but closed them and clapped her hands together. I did the same and we both spoke quielty mumbling our grace.
"AMEN" Kelly yelled and dug right into her food. I on the other hand savoured my food and took my time eating.
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We arrived at the school and walked into the buidling. I feel everybody's eyes are on me........I looked over and saw Kelly putting her hand in peoples faces and telling them to keep there eyes to themselves and to mind there damn business and she was right. My love life is none of there business but I bet the Lola told everybody just for attention. Like really I don't even know her that well and she already doesn't like me but who cares I still have my entire life to live knowing that some people will hate me and some people will love me............. its life.
I walked into homeroom with Kelly and we both occupied the seats in the back of the class because I really wasn't in the mood for talking to people........ A few moments later Lola and Brandon walked into the classroom arms interlocked. He quickly noticed me looking and undid ther arms, making Lola infuriated by his actions. They both took a seat next to each other and throughout the entire class period he just kept looking back and then I just got over it and stopped looking in his direction period.
The bell rang and the teacher reminded us that our projects are due next week so we all have to meet up with our partners. I rolled my eyes and walked out the classroom with Kelly.
"Are you sure that I can't stab him.......I mean if you want a few rounds then you can have some." Kelly said to me while we walked down the hallway. I started to laugh earning a few stares but paid no attention to them. Kelly's face looked hysterical. "What's so funny?'She asked me, with confusion 'Written all over her face' (You see what I did there :D)
"You have that straight face like you don't know what's going on" I said motioning at her face.
"Well I don't know what's going on because if it has anything to do with the Stabbing Plan I was quite serious about that" She said. I just shrugged it off and we both parted ways heading into different directions for class. When I walked into the classroom I sat in my assigned seat and waited for the teacher to begin his lesson. Then he just had to show up.........Brandon made his way over to me and i quickly put my stuff on the chair.
"Bey do you mind moving your stuff?" He asked me.
"This seat is being saved for someone, and its not you." I told him clearly trying to show that I'm not being torn inside just seeig him.
"You know what fine be like that then, Be the -"
"I swear if you call her out her name and I will be putting the hurt on you" Michelle said pushing past him and sitting next to me.
"Yeah whatever you say."Brandon said sitting down in the seats behind us. I turned to face Michelle and mouthed a 'Thank You' to her, then I told her everything that had happened between us and she just kept turning around looking him up and down. I understand that this is gossiping or maybe even spreading rumours because I don't even know if it is true but I trust Kelly and Michelle. They're like my sisters. A few minutes into the class period Brandon passes a note up to me and I open it up and start to read it:
If your going to be a phoney girl friend then I dont think that we should be dating. I barely know that girl, she's just spreading stuff so that she can get attention and more friensd I guess I really dont know and I can care less just please believe me ~ Brandon.
Then Michelle took the note away from me and I didn't even bother to try and get it back from her. She read the note and then turned to face me.
"You really aren't gonna fall for this crap are you?" Michelle asked me. Right now I really didn't know what to do my emotions and feeling were just all over the place. I didn't know what to believe. I needed to get myself out of this and the only idea I had in my head was to just tell him off. I turned around and faced him looking deeply into his eyes only seeing guilt and betrayal but hope.
"It's over" I told him, and just like that his eyes changed to hate and anger. He stood up and stormed out of the class. I turned back around having everyone's eyes on me. Michelle waved them off and told them to mind there business.
"Wow, I didn't think you had it in you." Michelle said. I looked at her with hurt and guilt being the only thing my heart felt. Michelle embraced me in a long hug telling me that she would be here for me if she needed me. "I understand how your feeling about this Bey but you'll get over it eventually." Michelle reassured me. When the bell rung I slowly got up and walked out into the hallway. I saw this horrible, nasty sight in front of me. "Oh hell No!" I heard Michelle say with sass. I flipped them both off and headed off to lunch.
For the rest of the day all I saw, all I thought about was what I had saw earlier. My heart would ache at the very thought of it. From now on I will never let anyone break me down I'm stronger then I think I am.
~Flashback Over~
I walked out onto the stage looking out at the crowd. They screamed as loud as they could as I made my way to center to stage. The band started to play as I stood and looked out at the crowd.
"Your everything I thought you never were, and nothing like I thought you could've been but still you live inside of me so tell me how is that. You're the only one I wish I could forget the only one I love to not forgive and though you break my heart you're the only one and though there are times when I hate you cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face and even now while I hate you it pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day. I don't wanna be without you babe, I don't want a Broken Heart don't wanna take a breathe without you babe I don't wanna play that part I know that I love you but let me just say I don't want to love you in no kind of way No no I don't want a Broken Heart I don't wanna play the Broken Hearted girl No no no Broken Hearted Girl, Im not Broken Hearted Girl"
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