Dear My beloved Nathan John,
This is my last letter to you, Why nine letters? because it's been nine months since you left us, our first born Jane Nathalie Cuevas.
This is my way of letting you go, but not to forget you.
You're right Nathan, I gave birth to her exactly at September 5, 5:30 in the morning
Your twin brother wants to marry me Nathan.
And everytime I see him, It reminds me of you.
But still not you.
if that makes sense.
I know you want me to be happy.
But I can't be really utterly happy without you.
I will try to.
For you,
For Jane,
and Lastly for me.
I will always love and I will NEVER forget you.
Sincerely,
Rachel