((Max pov))
Wow.. (y/n) got some big balls to yell at Adam then tell him to, think about Mason before you do things next time.
Wow I think she went a little to far..
"M-Max.. can you drive me home please!?" She asked
"S-sure" I said
We got into my car "you know you could have stayed the night" I said
"I know it's just I want to make sure Adam comes or went home after what I said.." she said
"Okay.." I said
We go to the house i see Adams car in the driveway... "(y-y/n)?" I said and she looked at me
((Your pov))
Max's said my name and I looked at him
"yes Ma-" I said before Max kissed me.. I Kissed back.. I miss his kisses.. the kiss ended
"M-Max.." I said Blushing but it was hard to see because it was dark
"Your blushing.." he said so calmly.. Wait how can he see me blushing?? He leans in is he ganna kiss me again he then opens my door and kisses my Cheek..
"Don't tell Adam this time" Max said
"wait answer me this how do you know I was Blushing?" I asked
"you didn't wanna make eye contact!" He said I got out and walked a little bit the he closed the door and drives off
I walked inside and saw Adam sitting on the couch
"Adam!?" I said
"Good your home.. you can even make sure I sleep" he said walking to his room
" Adam.. Wait! I'm.. s-sorry I see I went a little to far.." I said
"A little you brought my little son into it!.. good night" he said then I sat on the couch
"I fucked this up bad.." I said to myself I walked outside and sat on the docks
"First.. it was James.. Then I lost Ruby!.. then I got her back.. now she's gone again.. Adam.... that's just to name some am I not allowed to have Friends!!" I said to myself Crying
(Your deadly thoughts, your reasoning thoughts)
Everyone would rather you jump off a bridge then to be alive! You should do it! No one needs you! Make them happy! Or go to the kitchen and get a knife! Cut yourself till you die!
N-no.. i-i can't!.. or I-i could! Ill do it!
I got up and went to the kitchen.. I grabbed the smallest knife there and went back down to the docks..
yes! Do it, it will make you soo happy
No! Stop it will bring you more pain
That's why we have Pain killers
I cut my wrist over top of the water then I watch the blood drop into the water I enjoyed it so much I cut myself more it got so bad that if I cut anymore I would faint from alot of blood lost
I got up I went to the kitchen clean the knife and put it back then got ready for school.. I don't care what Adam said I'm going I'm not ganna miss a single day of school!
*At school*
"Haha! You have a cast! Do you want me to brake the other one" he thought he was being funny
"Sure! Go right ahead!" I said with a smile
"O-o-okay..." he stopped and walks away the whole group did
*At lunch*
I'm just sitting here having lunch minding my own business
"You BITCH!" Ruby said back handing me I went back to what i was doing then she slaps me four more times..
"Whatever" I said getting up and walking away
*After school*
"Hey (y/n)! Time for a beating punching bag!" Ricky said
"Please do.. brake my rib cage if you want" I said
"(Y/N)! Come on let's go!" Max's said i-i did not seen him there
"Coming!" I said walking up to him then he put his arm around me.. um.. I feel my face heating up
"What did Adam say!?" Max said with a hint of anger
"N-no.. School" I said looking down
"For the rest of the week" he added
"Wait.. miss wanna kill herself has a Boyfriend!!" One of my classmates said
"No wonder.. I hope he doesn't kill himself like James did.. wait no that was So funny!!" The other one said laughing
"..." I had nothing to say.. and Max looks at me..
"come on let's get in the car" he said before I got into the car Ricky walked passed and mouthed
'you and me Saturday at the park 3pm' I nod and went in the car
"So.. back to my place?" Max said
"U-up to you Max" I said
*At Max apartment*
So I sat on the couch Max went to his room to record something for his YouTube channel.. I'm Getting hungry so I got a piece of paper out of my bag and a pencil and wrote
'I was hungry and you were Busy so I went to get something to eat... be back soon -(y/n)'
Then I left.