jimin POV
today was yoongi hyung's funeral. no matter how hard I try, tears just wouldn't fall off. i watched as they lowered the lifeless body of yoongi hyung in a coffin and buried it.
the funeral ended."i can't believe he's gone" hoseok hyung cried.but I still couldn't cry. "it's all my fault" i said "no it's not. you had nothing to do with this" jungkook said."it is! it fucking is! if I didn't cheat on him or used him that bad he wouldn't have left. he would still be here smiling and showing off his gummy teeth. he'd still be here sleeping and being lazy when i tell him to get his lazy ass up. none of this would've happened" i yelled, with tears slowly falling
"dude,you can't regret it now"Namjoon hyung said "yeah, what's happened has happened there zero point in blaming yourself now"hoseok hyung added "stop it jimin& accept the fact that he's gone. we have & you should too. no matter how painful or hurtful it is" Jin hyung said, while battling the tears that were about to fall down from his eyes
maybe they're right. i should forget it. jungkook's in my life right now and it's great. i love him and he does too.i miss yoongi hyung a lot right now. but I'll get over it right? I mean I have to.
i'll miss you yoongi hyung.
it's too late for me to regret my mistakes now..