A.N: No school today so - NEW CHAPTER! I only have 3 weeks of school left now so that means - no homework!!! I'll make sure to be posting at least every other day because honestly I feel like I am on fire. No jokes. Enjoy!
*Andy POV*
Wow. All I could think about was Ashley. Last night was intense, I barely got 3 hours of sleep. My lips were numb and tingly from the kiss we shared. I was afraid to leave my bunk and see him, or even Jake and CC, who saw it all happen.
It was all still so clear in my mind. Where our hands were, every movement of his body and mine, it hadn't faded, it all burned brighter in the morning haze.
I finally decided to slip out of my bunk and get some food. I was shirtless, wearing only my batman pajama pants. I shuffled to the kitchen area, if that's what you wanted to call the cramped space in the bus. I grabbed toaster waffles from the freezer and put them in the toaster. The smell of them cooking helped wake me up a bit. Footsteps in the kitchen scared the shit out of me too.
I whipped around to see Ashley standing behind me, shirtless in his boxers, looking down at the floor. "About last night, I'm sorry about bringing those girls here, and nobody has to know, CC and Jake won't say anything about it to anybody, especially Juliet." He looked so embarrassed, even a little sad.
"Don't worry about it, what happens in the tour bus, stays in the tour bus." I laughed, but the joke wasn't fitting the mood. I felt bad when I saw Ashley shake his head and mutter something to himself.
*Ashley POV*
I can't believe I'm trying to talk to him about this. "Stupid, stupid, stupid." I told myself. We're both in the kitchen, half-naked, and last night is on replay in my mind, this isn't going to help anything.
I stood there for a while, both of us silent. I almost screamed when the toaster popped. I was wondering where the smell of waffles was coming from. "I'm just gonna get in the shower." I couldn't stand to see him right now, I wanted to kiss him again, to feel that way again. What's wrong with me?
I hurried to the back of the bus to get to the bathroom before anybody else. Everybody else was still in their bunks. Awesome.
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The water in the shower was warm enough to sharpen my senses, but it also helped me remember more. Every time I blinked I saw his lips, his hands, it drove me insane. Pretty soon, I could barely concentrate on shampooing my hair. I looked over on the shelf to see my favorite body wash. I grabbed the bottle, squeezed some into my hand, and wrapped my hand around my pulsing member. All I could think about was how amazing I felt kissing Andy last night. The thought send me into spasms of pleasure.
What surprised me more than the feeling it gave me was that his face came into my thoughts as well. His tattoos became lines I wanted to trace, his empty skin a blank canvas I wanted to draw on. That kiss made Andy himself an enigma that my mind refused to let go of. He was all my mind would display for me.
I rinsed the soap from my body and stepped out of the shower. The cool air brought the realization to my mind: Andy's kiss had really messed with my head, and I had to do something about it.
*Andy POV*
I sat at the counter, eating my Eggo's. As usual I fucking over-toasted them, but my mind was too distracted for me to care about hard waffles. Over and over I saw the same thing, the events of the night before taking the main stage in my imagination. I could still remember his taste: whiskey and bubblemint. I could still taste it, I hadn't brushed my teeth yet, and a hint of it lingered with my waffles.
I got up from my chair to put my paper plate in the sink when I caught a whiff of Ashley's shampoo and cologne. It was so different from his scent last night, which was sweat and whiskey.
"Hey, did you put the toaster away?" Ashley was still shirtless, but now he had on jeans, and he stood as far away from me as he could. It didn't surprise me, he was probably weird-ed out by me now.
"No, it's still out right here, do you want waffles?" I pulled the toaster out further from the wall so he could see it better.
"Uhh, yea..." Ashley walked behind me to the freezer and grabbed the waffles. He stood next to me as he put them in the toaster and waited. "Andy?...." He seemed shy, almost coy, I've never seen him like this.
I turned to face him completely, "Yea, Ash?" I couldn't help but turn my head like a confused puppy as I watched him tap his foot, obviously struggling to find his words.
"About last night, I'm really sorry about bringing those girls over, but at the end of the game......", he ran his hands through his wet hair and took a deep breath. "It was kinda nice, and it's gonna sound creepy but I thought about it a lot and I really actually liked it...."
I was speechless. I thought he was disgusted by it, he seemed to be upset about it earlier this morning. I was still silent when the toaster popped. Ashley put the waffles on his plate and ran off to his bunk without even grabbing the syrup.
How was I supposed to respond? I had really liked it too. His face had been in my mind all night and all morning. The thought of his kiss was hard to shake, the taste of him made it almost impossible for me to breath normally. It was all so strange, we're both men, we've always been with women, but being with Ash, even for that brief time, felt right.
I couldn't say anything. Juliet would never forgive me, and I wouldn't forgive myself. But I had to talk to him about what was going to happen now.
*Ashley POV*
I couldn't even eat those fucking waffles. Andy was still in his pajamas and after that shower, the sight of him like that made being around him almost unbearable. How did it ever become possible for me to want a man? It was all so foreign to me.
I laid back in my bunk and traced my "Outlaw" tattoo across my stomach and tried to think of other things. I grabbed my ipod and cranked up my Lady Gaga. Blasting Beautiful, Dirty, Rich put me in another mindset, and it managed to move the focus of my mind.
I was jamming out until the song ended. My plan of distraction was working great until our Rebel Yell cover started. Shit, my ipod was on shuffle. Andy was so sexy in this song, I never realized it until that moment. I hurried as fast as I could to skip the song before my mind refused to let him go again. The next song it shuffled to was 40 Days by blessthefall, but I was already fucked, he was back into my mind like a blazing fire.
I ripped the earbuds out of my ears and walked out of my bunk. I was going to talk to Andy about this. I couldn't be a big pussy about it anymore.
I peeked through the doorway to the living area to find Andy, still shirtless, splayed out on the couch, singing Carolyn. That song was so old, it'd been so long since I'd even heard it. He hadn't seen me yet, so he kept singing to himself. He was so.... for lack of a better word, beautiful. His face was relaxed and you could see the contentment in his face. I couldn't possibly talk to him right now.
Right.... Ashley Purdy is not a pussy. I walked out and sat on the arm of the couch facing him. His eyes were still closed, and he hadn't heard me sit next to him. I reached my hand down and tickled his foot, causing him to breath sharply and almost roll off of the couch. I couldn't help but laugh my ass off. Seeing Andy almost piss his pants in surprise was something we could never get tired of.
"Dammit, Ash!" he sat up and ran his fingers through his short, brown hair. It looked so different, not being black, but he looked more mature, he looked more like himself. "Why did you scare the shit out of me like that?" he still seemed breathless as he looked me in the eyes. God, his eyes were so blue, they almost made me forget why I had stormed out of my bunk so determined. They were like the ocean; vast, deep, and holding an untold amount of mysteries.
Snap out of it! I looked down at my hands to clear my mind. "Sorry about that," I looked back up at Andy, ready to tell him what I came to say. "Ever since that kiss, you've been on my mind like crazy. I can't even listen to music without thinking of you. I never saw you as a super attractive guy before. I mean, sure, we're all pretty good looking, but I mean, you're so..... sexy. At first I thought of a girl when we kissed, but once we got into I thought to myself, 'I am kissing Andrew Dennis Biersack, and I am, for some reason, enjoying it' and I can't stop thinking about you!"
*Andy POV*
"...and I can't stop thinking about you!" Jesus Christ, he was going on and on, I knew all of this already, I had felt all of the same things.
"...don't want things to get awkward between us...." he went on... "...nobody has to know...." and on.... "...you just won't get out of my head...." and freakin' on!
I had no clue how to get him to shut the hell up. I just sat there and listened to him ramble on, thinking about what to do. In reality, there was really only one way to get him to stop.
"Ash! would you shut the fuck up!" I shifted my weight up to my knees, put my hands into his still damp hair, and pulled him in for another perfect kiss.
A.N: Omg Andy <3 Kiss him like he's the whore you make him. Ok that's kinda wrong but...
Stay Fine Sunshine :3