*Possible Trigger Warning?*
The past week has been nice. I've been happy. The voices haven't spoke since that night and I've been catching up with Josh.
My life seemed to be at a good point right now.
At least that's what I thought.
Boy was I wrong.
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BJ Josh: Why not??????
Me: because Michael said no
BJ Josh: ASHTON. YOU'RE. AN. ADULT. You can do whatever you want.
Me: Idk...
BJ Josh: Come on! Please??
Me: okay...
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When Michaels grip loosened on my waist and I could hear Calum snoring, along with Luke, I quickly slipped out of the bed.
I tip toed out of the room and changed into what you would call 'party attire'.
I was wearing skinny jeans for once (Definitely Luke's) with one of Calum's shirts and Mikey's leather jacket.
I had to admit that I looked hot but I didn't really feel like me.
I sighed and grabbed my phone. Josh said I had to dress like this, and he knew best, right?
I mean I've never been to a party before.
I jogged down the steps, careful to make no noise. I unlocked the front door and almost forgot to grab the spare key, before locking the door behind me on my way out.
I walked a little ways down the road till a car pulled up next to me and the window rolled down.
I was about to start running, because Michael always taught me, stranger danger.
But the window rolled down and I was met with a smiley faced Josh. "Heyyy sexy!" I rolled my eyes but got in as he opened the passenger door from the inside for me.
"So what's so important about this party?" I asked but he just smirked.
"You'll see."
It was quiet the rest of the car ride there.
We pulled up to a huge house, already the lawn was littered with empty bottles and people passed out drunk.
The house was blasting some pop music and colorful lights were shining through the windows.
It looked like it was straight from some cheesy movie me and the boys would watch on the weekends.
I looked hesitantly at the house and turned to Josh as he parked the car. "Are you sure about this? I mean it's kinda late and maybe I should just go back home."
He sighed and chuckled lightly. "Come on mate! I always promised to bring you to a party! Didn't I?"
I just nodded and he smiled. "Come on! It'll be fun!" With that he got out of the car and I let out a small sigh.
"Yea fun...until I get caught." I mumbled under my breath.
I quickly got out of the car and rushed to keep up with him. I didn't want to be left alone with all these drunks.
And after a few drinks, and some dancing, I had to admit that I was having fun.
That is until I looked away for two seconds and Josh had disappeared. I looked around frantically for him but couldn't find him anywhere.
I stumbled a little as I made my way to the kitchen. He wasn't there. I checked everywhere. The yard, the bathrooms, the bedrooms, the basement. But he was nowhere to be found.
I decided to check upstairs one more time before texting him and leaving if I didn't get a response.
That was the worst decision ever.
I just wish I hadn't agreed to going to this stupid party. It wasn't even that fun. Not anymore. I should've been sleeping, next to my boyfriends.
Safe and warm.
Because as I opened that bedroom door, the person I hated stood there-well laid there.
I was too drunk to realize I should get out, even though my mind screamed at me to.
I only saw two people making out on the bed.
"Sorry." I mumbled and went to close the door when the man spoke up.
"Baby! What're you doing here? What happened to your pretty little skirt?"
I furrowed my eyebrows and tried to think of how I knew this person.
But before I could figure out who he was in my foggy state, he had gotten up and pushed the girl out, closing the door behind her.
"Hey...I gotta get out that door. Gotta find my friend." I mumbled at the closed door.
He just chuckled. "I'm your friend. Right baby?"
I frowned. Was he my friend?
"I love new friends." I mumbled out loud. He chuckled.
"Good. Where's that other friend of yours? The one with the weird hair?" I scrunched my nose. No one I knew had weird hair.
"All my friends have rad hair!" I giggled and he just chuckled.
"Sure..." he said, walking closer slowly. I just rambled about everything that came to mind until he was so close his chest was pressed against mine.
My breath caught in my throat and I sobered just slightly when he started to caress my cheek.
"I-I gotta go." I stuttered and turned around to leave but he grabbed my wrist and turned me around roughly, pinning me against the wall.
"L-let me go." I whimpered as his grip tightened. Then I remembered. Yea I knew who this guy was. And no, I didn't want him as a friend.
This was that guy from the mall who called me a slut.
He came even closer so that his breath fanned over my face. I pushed away as far as I could but he just growled and held me tighter, pulling me against him.
Where was Josh? Where was anyone? Why wasn't anyone coming to help me? Why did I agree to come here, why did I agree to drink?
I'm so stupid! The man put his hand on my thigh and started to kiss my neck. I tried to push him away again but he was stronger than me.
Why was I so weak? Why couldn't I do anything right?
I felt so disgusting. His hands were leaving trails down my body, you couldn't see them but I could still feel my skin burning even after his hand moved away.
His hands started to peel my clothing off slowly and I whimpered and yelled at him to stop but he wouldn't.
He just yelled at me and told me to shut up. Then he was dragging me to the bed.
"I know you want it slut! Such a sluty boy, aren't you? Gonna take me so well aren't you?" He whispered in my ear as he pinned me down to the bed.
I kicked and screamed but he growled and slapped me across the face. Then he covered my mouth with his hand.
"Shut up or I won't go easy on you!" He hissed. I just whimper and bite down as hard as I can on his hand.
He hissed and let me go. I went to run but before I could make it to the door he grabbed me and pushed me back down. Pinning me to the bed and starting to kiss all over my body again.
I started to cry as I silently prayed and begged for someone to save me. But no one was going to, because no one knew I was here. Josh was god knows where and my boyfriends were sleeping back home and didn't know I had left.
I couldn't escape him. Why was I so stupid? I couldn't stop asking myself that as I blocked out what was going on.
Yeah, I would rather be home, in bed with my boyfriends right now.
PLEASE DONT HATE ME!
I promised drama...and I think I delivered.
It will get better next chapter. I promise!
QOTC: What do you thinks gonna happen after the party?
A: Guess you'll have to wait and see! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Or should I double update????
Stay lovely🌹
-Olivia