Doubt

Chapter two

Later that day Tyler and Josh took me out to get dinner at Olive Garden. When we got
done we went back to mine and Josh's mom house to watch movie's on the big screen TV. Where Dad watches football. After awhile .I got tired of watching the movie so I started to fall asleep in Tyler's arms  thinking it was Josh. I opened my eyes and looked up to see Josh standing over me. For him to see me laying on Tyler's arm. Megan that is my best friend what are you doing. Josh I'm so so so sorry Josh I thought it was you and I was tired. Tyler was the closest person to me both of you are kind of lanky. In that instant he had said something I would never forget. Megan.I'm not human. In a instant I did something I don't think he could ever forgive. I shoved him away an ran all the way to go meet some friends at a bar for some drink to drink away all of my feelings away. All of my fears. Thats all I need and everything will be ok thats what I told myself over and over again. All I need is comfort. I would usually go to Josh for that. Every time I say his name I died a little.