Here is the new chapter!! :) hope you like it
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Niall's POV
I really didn't want to speak to the boys. I knew that had seen the video minutes after I actually uploaded it. Why am I suck a idiot!!! now I will get loads of questions like who do you love? why was you sad? etc. all I can do is hide away for the time being.
All I know is ive been in my room for 3 hours now, and that last time one of the boys came up was a hour ago. They was coming up every 20 minutes but I guess they gave up.
Suddenly my stomach growled asking to be filled up, oh great. As I stepped out my door quietly my nerves kicked in, making me tremble a little.
I got half way down the stairs when I heard all the boys roar in laughter from whatever they was going, for some reason I felt like they didn't care about me, they didn't care I was broken and sad. I know its selfish to feel that way but I cant help it. I finally got down the stairs, oh shit! the door is open, going to have to walk past without them noticing. Suddenly I went into ninja mode, being very quiet and tip-toeing past the door, mission accomplished!! I went into the fridge and pulled out some milk, then I got some cereal and poured them both into a bowl. Yes!
"Hey Ni' I haven't told them for if your wondering" I heard Liam say suddenly, which made me jump, great
"Hey Li, Okay...." is all I could reply. He pulled me into a bone crushing hug, full of sympathy It felt rather nice. We stood their for about 5 minutes, just hugging each other, making the most of it. Liam smelt nice, I've never really noticed his usual normal smell until now, how strange. I suddenly laughed out loud a little as I thought that, earning quizzical glances from Liam. I whispered nothing and went back to my usual sad self.
The hug broke and I proceeded to finish what I was doing. I started to eat and slowly walked back upstairs, I saw Liam walk back into the lounge and all the boys asked what took him so long, I just about heard his answer "nothing.."
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I slowly put my hand to his cheek. I looked into his blue eyes and found myself getting lost. As i was verging deeper into his eyes, my thoughts suddenly pulled me out.
"Lou?" i whispered, my voice cracking a little.
"Yes?" Louis whispered back to me.
"I have to tell you something, please dont judge me or anything" it came out so quiet i thought he might not of heard me, but when he nodded slightly i proceeded on.
"Im in love with you, i have been since the first day i met you. The first thing i noticed was your big blue eyes, they was staring at me. every time im near you i get nervous, i feel butterfly's in my stomach flutter around. Words cant explain how much you mean to me.. how much i love you.." i trailed off, looking down at the ground thoughts started running through my head.. WTF have i just done...
As i looked back up into Louis' eyes i stepped back.. the fear making my skin tremble,, my hands starting shaking and i instantly regretted what i had just said to him.
His eyes showed anger, loads and loads of anger. I had never seen Louis in this state before.. and its all my fault.
I kept taking steps back as he was taking steps forward towards me, my gut twisting in pain that i have caused him for telling him all this..
Before i knew it, his body was pressed up against mine. I had no where else to run.
I knew it was bad timing but just feeling him that close to me, feeling his breath on my face.. it was all too much for me and i started to feel my pants get tighter...
'great just what i need.." i thought to myself as i silently hoped Louis wouldn't notice. He looked down towards my pants and noticed the thing he had just caused. As he slowly looked back up at me, i noticed there was way more anger in his eyes 'shit...'
Before i knew it his fist made contact with my head..
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Sorry its a little short.. but i havent updated in a while so this is just a filler! hope you liked it, remember to give feedback xxxx