February 14, 2016, 27 weeks & 1day
Kylie:
today was Valentine's Day which made me happy since I wouldn't be spending it alone for once, seems like this hasn't happened in a very long time.
"Hey ky, you ran out of those heart wall hanging things." Justin walked into the kitchen causing me to jump.
"Jesus Christ you scared me, by um it's no problem I can go get some more." I smiled before grabbing my car keys.
"What? Oh no no no!" He snatched the keys from my hands and threw them in the living room.
"What the hell Justin?" I frowned at him.
"Did you forget that you just got into a car accident? you aren't driving anywhere, I'll go get them." I rolled my eyes at him before leaning against the counter top.
"Justin you've trapped me in my house everyday since I've been released. I want to get out! I'm suffocating in here." I made a puppy dog face.
"I'm sorry but you put my child's life at risk as well as yours and I just want to make sure that both of you are okay." He stood next to me and rubbed my shoulder.
My hand fell down to my belly, he has a point I just got into an accident and we could have lost our baby from this, thankfully we didn't.
"You're right I'm sorry but let me go with you please." He let out a sigh before agreeing.
"So all this special decoration, who's it for?" He leaned against the shelf while I eyed the wall decorations.
"Tyga, he's coming over later." I mumbled loud enough for him to hear.
"So back to that joker I see." I rolled my eyes before turning around and facing him.
"Why are you saying that? I'm sorry that I care about him and love him and can't just hop from person to person like you Justin." I went to the next aisle and Justin followed.
"Look I don't mean to start an argument but you can do better and you deserve better. Plus I thought we were going to hang out today."
"Yeah and you once said that it was you and, well we see how that worked out, I just want to spend time with someone else Justin we've been by each other's side this whole entire time." I once again moved to a different aisle.
"Why are you getting upset? I just want the best for you and I thought it was me but obviously not. I just don't want you to be with him while you're still pregnant. That's all I ask, he puts you under stress and I don't want anything to happen to either one of you." He looked down at my belly as he walked closer to me.
"Fine, but you put me under stress as well so I guess you can stay here and I'll drive myself home." I smiled reaching for the keys in his pocket.
"I'm not sure if your reaching for my keys or something else." He winked at me causing me to hit is arm.
The accident brought us closer together. He was by my side the whole entire time I was in the hospital and he hasn't left since. He's been staying at my house and I literally had to beg him to shower. I'm glad we're back on good terms I just want things to stay like this.
After a fun time out getting decoration we arrived back at my house where he helped me finish up the house.
"Alright I think it's all done now." He fixed a flower piece that was sitting on the island before he joined me on the couch.
"Good because my feet are killing me." I put my legs on his lap and tilted my head.
He rolled his eyes with a smile before giving me a nice foot massage. My eyes were closed as I sat back and enjoyed the pressure being relieved from my swollen feet.
"Are you going to call Tyga? You know to tell him that he can't come over?" Justin spoke causing me to groan.
"Yeah of course I am, once you leave I'll let him know."
"Once I leave?" He sounded confused as he stopped rubbing my feet.
"Well yeah, look Justin I'm thankful that you've been by my side this whole entire time but I just need a day to myself." I felt bad, I could tell by the look written on his face.he just wanted to be by my side and I'm so glad that he wants to be here.
"Yeah I understand but I'll leave you alone, if you need anything just call me." And with that said he quickly got up and left me all alone.
I walked to the front door and looked out the window to see Justin's car speeding off causing me to quickly walk back to the couch where my phone was.
I sent Tyga a quick message telling him to come over. I bit my lip nervously as I hit send. I didn't like to lie to Justin but he would never let me hang out with him and Tyga makes me happy. It's Valentine's Day and I should be able to spend it with someone I love and care about, if Justin can't respect than I will do what I have to in order to get what I want.
I jumped when I heard the doorbell ring, it only caused me to smile as I attempted to run to the front door. I swung the door and about to jump into Tyga's arms, but it wasn't Tyga.
My smile dropped before I even opened my mouth,
"Justin, what are you doing back here?" I played with my hair nervously.
"I think I left my phone here, sorry to ruin your alone time." He chuckled before brushing past me.
"I'll help you look for it." I closed the door quickly and rushed to the living room to help him search the couch for the missing phone.
Shit Kylie, you're going to get caught! Tyga will be here any minute and so will Justin. He's going to find out you lied to him. My heart began to race as I turned my living room upside down look for that damn phone.
"I look up stairs." I poked my head in the kitchen to tell Justin who was sitting on the counter scrolling through his phone. I ran up the stairs and tried to remember what rooms he went in.
As I was walking to my bedroom I stopped and realized Justin was just on his phone.
"You found it.." I had a pout as I leaned my head on the wall.
"Yeah I was going to tell you but you raced up the stairs." I nodded my head as I kept my eyes on him.
"Okay well, you have your phone now." I cleared my throat hoping he'd get the hint.
"Right you want me to get out of your hair and leave you all alone on Valentine's Day." He rolled his eyes.
"Please and thank you." I smiled as I lead him to the front door.
"Alright so I'm giving you your day, what do you think about us hanging out tomorrow? We could go shopping for baby stuff, you know get the final touches." He leaned his back against the door.
"Yeah sounds good." I gave him a quick smile causing him to frown.
"We need to get the rest of the baby stuff, and I think you're suppose to back a hospital bag or something like that..."
"Justin! Please..just go. I just want a day to myself to not stress about all the stuff we have left to do, you know to just relax." I crossed my arms over my chest.
"You're right, I'm sorry I'll give you your day. You deserve to have this time for yourself I'm sorry for being a nuisance." I bit my lip as he let out a sigh.
He put his hand on my shoulder before giving me a gentle smile and opening the door. My eyes widen as I saw Tyga standing there about to knock on the door.
"Am I early or something?" T spoke up as he sized up Justin causing my stomach to twirl.
"What are you doing here? Kylie doesn't want you here." Justin did the same as he clenched his jaw.
"Kylie if you didn't want me here then why the hell did you text me telling me to come over?" He frowned at me causing Justin to turn around with his jaw still clenched.
"Time alone huh? You're so selfish, I was here by your side everyday and you want to spend your time with this dude who didn't even show up to the hospital?" Just let out a laugh before shaking his head and pushing past Tyga.
"Justin wait," he stopped and turned around with a frown on his face.
"I'm sorry.." I waited for his response but all he did was just turn around and walk to his car.
"Let him go Kylie." I felt Tyga wrap his arm around my shoulders, my eyes were watering as Justin watched us from his car. I quickly pushed Tyga away from me before walking inside.
"I just fucked up! We were doing so good, we were back on good terms and I just ruined it by lying to him and for what? A day with a guy who treats me badly and doesn't even deserve to be in the same room as me?" I spoke softly as Tyga walked closer to me wrapping his arms around my belly.
"Get off of me! You ruined! You ruin everything. Just get out! Leave! Right now T I don't want you here just go please." I opened the front door waiting for him to leave.
He slammed the door shut but there wasn't a reaction from me, I couldn't even react I was still in shock that I might have really ruined the relationship between Justin and I over Tyga. Thinking about that broke my heart, I want to call Justin right away but I know I can't call him immediately, it would on piss him off even more but I don't know what to do with myself.
Sitting around and thinking about how I possibly could have ruined something that was going so well was only making my head hurt, my heart hurt, my stomach hurt, just my body in general was in a big ache and the only person that could fix it was now mad at me.