REWRITE
It's so cold, and empty. I shiver under the moon light, millions of thoughts seemingly in a race, going through my head.
I shiver under no warmth, no one's arms and comfort.
Not anymore.
He's gone.
You should have expected that, idiot.
He still loves me...at least that is what he said..
So gullible.
He doesn't want to see me...
Because you're a pain to look at.
He doesn't want to hear my voice, he avoids me...
He doesn't want anything to deal with YOU anymore imbecile.
I'm fine...
No you're not, you're in denial.
I'm warm.
You're cold and lonely.
I don't love him anymore...
Yes you do.
Leave me alone!
Silence. Pain. Guilt. Sorrow. Greed. Emptiness. Betrayal. What else would I feel? I'm a shell of what I used to be.
I'm not me anymore...
Die
Weak
Goner
Loner
Freak
Do it~
Make them suffer
They won't care
He won't care
Do it~
Doooo it~
Do it already
C'monnn
DO IT
NOW
the voice won't leave me alone...
Make it stop....
Make it stop..
MAKE IT STOP
I fall under, my body enchanted...
Painless, that's the weakest way out.
Painful.
Painless.
Painful.
Painless.
Slow.
Quick.
Painless it is then...I'm sorry, Fairy Tail...Loki....
I'll be with the zodiacs now....Aries...
I'll be amongst the stars...
I'll be making a pt two of this, but there will be a happy ending to it soon. I promise. I have to go. Bye my children! love ya! ♡♡