MAYBE I was stupid for thinking everything that had happen could be thrown under the rug but it just seemed like harry LOVED to bring up the past ... All the un-resolved stuff that had transpired between us , he would never let it go , he wanted to talk about , every and anything . Talk . Talk . Talk . Talk .
"How about we talk about you in stead " I know how daring was I to flip the script on Harry , right ? Wrong .
" WHAT ABOUT ME ?! Everything I did we discussed . This is why we'll never be able to talk without arguing because you never want to talk about ANYTHING . You want to know why ? Because your a pussy ! And you scared of your own faults and don't want to own up to any of them " He was turning red and the veins in his neck were starting to become visible .
" What have I done to you, that you cant possibly cant get over !? " Believe it or not I seriously wanted to hear this shit .
" YOU FUCKING LEFT ME . I WAS ALONE FOR 7 MONTHS . AND NOTHING CHNAGED BECAUSE YOUR STILL A SELFISH BITCH THAT NEVER APOLOGIZE TO ME . " He screamed at me like a little kid " YOU NEVER EVER LISTEN TO WHAT I TELL YOU ! I SPECIFICALLY SAID DONT BECOME FRIENDS WITH REGINA AND LOOK WHAT HAPPEN ?! . YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE UP YOUR MIND . YOU CRUSHED MY HEART ON THE ROOF . YOU KISSED CHAD . YOU WENT ON A DATE WITH PERCY . BUT NOOOO , JORDAN NEVER EVER DOES ANYTHING WRONG , HARRY'S ALWAYS WRONG ! You just don't get it .... You even waited to tell me you were pregnant .... " .
Way back when me had the hugest argument of our lives in the field , he thought I knew I was pregnant and I was hiding it from him when I really wasn't but he just didn't seem to take my word for it .
" I DIDNT KNOW . HOW MANY TIMES AM I GOING TO TELL YOU !? I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW , I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW AND I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW . What do you want me to say ? " I exclaimed . Was I turning red ? Yes . I was under a lot of pressure right now . This was all of a sudden blowing up in my face now and I was pretty un-fair knowing I came into this argument un-loaded with reasons why I hated him when he seem to be un-loading on me aim-lessly .
" YES YOU DID . No girl just turns up pregnant you dumb ass . Im not stupid " He claimed .
The only thing I couldn't deny was Harry's knowledge on girls body . He knew more then I did and I was a fucking girl .
" And If I was ? What the hell were you going to do ? You would still treat me like a side-show girl . " My voice was starting to cracking I wanted to cry so bad but I could hold it for just a tad bit longer ...
" Why would I do that ? You were the possible mother of my child ... I would never do that . I would've did everything I possibly could to take care of not just the baby but both of us , I told you that ." Harry continued " But you know what ... You are just another ' Side-Show girl ' and you proved that to me ."
Harry was making me look like a total ass of my-self ..... I felt sucky .... I didn't want to be a side show girl to him ...He was wrecking my stomach and emotions right now .
" Come on don't say that " I pouted . I reached for his hand but the closer I got to him the more steps he took back .
" And another thing ..... I'm not sorry for shit , you deserve everything I did to you . Your just like every other girl , I knew eventually the popularity would get to you . " He looked at me ... with a look he had never ever given to me . " Your an air head " he muttered as he started off to his car .
Then it all clicked back , all the way back when I had first dyed my hair red and people were starting to noticing me Harry had told me " Eventually the popularity is going to get to your head , I give you 2 weeks " .
The popularity didn't get to me head .... Right ? I was still the same girl I was a year ago .... I was still funny and nice and cool and down to earth and ..... and .... I was still the real me , he was saying that to annoy me .... was he ?
I walked up the block to school . Luckily , I didn't cry ... I was pretty amazed .
I walked into my first period class just in time as the teacher was calling out attendance . I took my seat next to nick but the person in front of me was missing .
* HARRY POV *
I played the radio just a little bit more louder as I cried by myself , in my car , shedding tears over the same girl that didn't seem to think I had any feelings left for her .
I was too strong for too long , holding on to something that I knew was never going to happen . I wanted something that I couldn't have but I wouldn't let myself believe that .
My eyes puffy and swollen from all the tears and rubbing against my eye . It made me want to snap Zayn's neck , he was the who put the idea in her head that " I was bad for her " , son of a bitch .
I was furious , the pain I was having had suddenly changed into range that fast . He was un-trustworthy .
I was crying over some stupid bitch who didn't even care , so what should I ?
She was the reason I was worse then I was when I had met that skank . She made develop this odd hate for any guy who got to simple stand next to her , that dumb whore made me the horrible aggressive monster I was today and she was the reason I lost marcel , fuck her . She was just a slam post . A person I could go to when I needed some action .
I reached in my pocket and pulled out raw paper and my bag of weed . I needed to get high and clear my mind before I went to school . I didn't want go there mad as a fat boy who got his cookies stole from a skinny bitch , I wouldn't probable kill Jordan and Break Zayn's face .
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* JORDAN POV *
I WAS NOT BEING A SLUT .... Maybe a little . But here I was , in the boys locker room having a make out session with nick from the football team .... he was just so sweet ... kind .... and hot ..... and I needed someone to kiss badly .
His pink plump lips brushing against mines and feeling his hot breath and his heart beat. Leaning in carefully and crashing my lips to his. Our lips going in sync as his tongue begged to explore inside! After I had gave in, he started dominating and .... I couldn't stop but it was only for fun .
" You really know how to please a guy don't you ? " he smiled as he pulled off his shirt reaching into his locker .
His body .... jesus .... it was like hell ... but the good hell ..... you know when your parents to cover your eyes when a sex scene come on in a movie but you still peek threw your fingers ? .... That was basically my definition of good hell .
" I guess " I blushed I looked down at my feet . " I know , your shy , but don't be ... I think you pretty and sweet " He tucked my loose hair behind my ears and pecked me on my lips .
" Thanks " I blushed looking away bashfully . " Now i'll see you out there , cheer for me if you can " He laughed lightly .
I agreed and walked out the boys locker room . I walked out onto the football field and took a seat on the bleachers .
* HARRY POV*
I walked into the locker room ..... Boy was I baked ... I wasn't even sure if I was walking or floating .
" FIELD IN 5 " Coach carter yelled into the locker room . I stripped down to my boxers and put on my padding , helmet and sneakers.
I walked started off to exit onto the field . My feet were cold as hell ... even though hell was hot .... I let a loud laugh escape my mouth " Your so stupid harry " I giggled with myself .
" Dude you okay ? " I turned to the left and half of the team was staring at me ... the fuck was going on ?
" Why ? " I looked right into the mirror . My sneakers were on my hand , the padding for my knee were on my shoulders and the padding for my shoulder were on my knee's , my helmet was on sloppy and I had nothing on my feet .
" You better fix yourself up before coach carter see's you man " It was that goody two shoes , Jean , always telling someone what the fuck to do like he was god ..... who the hell names there child jean anyways .... Imagine if me and jay did have a child .... I wonder what she would've named it .... Wow I hate that bitch . I quietly started laughing to myself as I put my cloths on properly .
I walk onto the football field laughing to myself ... Wow I was so hungry ... It looked like the whole football field was made out of weed .... that would be so amazing .... but the school would probable be shut down and I'd me a high school drop out .... I hated high school .
As I was doing my laps around the field .... I felt like I was floating on a cloud ... I felt like sonic ... I quickly got distracted when I saw Nick ; the prep boy and Jordan ; the big fat slutty skank whore bitch that I hated so much .... Were flirting .... I couldn't actually hear then but she was blushing so hard she look like a red glowing light , it made me want to kick her head off and make a touch down with it .
she came to see him play but never came to see me play ? .... I going to give her something to watch today .
* JORDAN POV*
I watch nick dreamingly as he lapped around the field multiple times . My mind trailed off as they started doing so weird exercises . I watched the sun as it started to fade down and dark started to cover the sky .
Finally they actually got to practice and started doing things . I gave in all my un-divided attention . I watched on the edge of my seat excitedly . They divided the boys into 2 team equal teams and Nick was playing on the front line .
..... Wait .....
Didn't harry play on the football team .... O.o ..... Did he ... see .... me .... talking to ... nick .... No ... No .
The coach blew the whistle and Nick had the ball ..... God damn , why did he have to have the ball ?
I didn't even know which number harry was but I figured it was the guy who I was running the fastest after nick . Harry tackled his without even giving him a chance to run with the ball and out of no where .... that tackle turned into a fight .
Harry tore off nick helmet and collided his fist with his perfect face ... just with one hit he was already bleeding but of course it didn't stop harry . He got on top of him continuing to hit in his face with his other fist hitting his rib cage .
That son of a bitch .
The whole team crowded around them trying to break it up but Harry wouldn't stop , that bastard was being persistent .
I froze for I sec and dashed onto the filed by the time I made it over there the fight was already broken up . The closer I got .... I realized harry was high ... that asshole did this on purpose , I know he did .
As I walked over harry was just passing by . Him smiled proudly at me as we exchanged looks .
" Interesting practice . " He chuckled .
" You stupid son of a bitch " I threw my not so heavy book bag at him but it was the only thing I had to throw .
" Woah , what did I do ? " He looked like he just had plastic surgery cause he couldn't stop smiling and his eyes were barely open and red .
" You know what the fuck you did ... WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO HIM ?" I was so mad . Why would he hit him ? ... We didn't even ... get to know each other " You've gotta control your anger dude ."
" We were just playing , knock it off " He waved his hand dismissively as he rudely walked off in the middle of our conversation .
* HARRY POV*
I couldn't wait intill nick got into the locker room ... I was going throw his heads in-between the lockers and take his fucking money .