Dear Athena,
I cant believe youre in rehab; I mean I love youre getting recovery but remember when you had to write letters to me? Its crazy. Today I looked through a box of ours; And saw that Paramore album we loved. RIOT! and I heard a song. I would send you the CD .. But im not allowed;
I am outside
And I've been waiting for the sun
And with my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry
With words I cannot verbalize
Tell me why we live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me, yeah
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored?
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole
Lock the doors
'Cause I'd like to capture this voice
That came to me tonight
So everyone will have a choice
And under red lights
I'll show myself it wasn't forged
We're at war, we live like this
Keep me safe inside
Your arms like towers
Tower over me
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored?
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole
Tower over me
Tower over me
And I'll take the truth at any cost
'Cause we are broken
What must we do to restore
Our innocence
And oh, the promise we adored?
Give us life again
'Cause we just wanna be whole..
Your Love,
Demetria Lovato.
I seal the envolope quietly and get in my car to send it to the post office. I sit in my car. Putting in my Paramore , Riot! CD. I start to listen to our favorite song When It Rains.
And when it rains
On this side of town it touches everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not the reason
You don't see the sun anymore
And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep 'til May and you'll say
That you don't want to see the sun anymore
And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
Take your time
Take my time
Take these chances to turn it around
(Take your time)
Just take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around
(Take my)
Just turn it around
And oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh I need an ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
You can take your time
Take my time
I hit the sterring wheel hard; Causing my car to swerve and hit another car.
* 4 Months Later. Athenas POV*
I sit in the hopsital room. Hearing a sneeze. I turn around. Demis Awake. She hit her head hard. And got in a coma. But one thing she wouldnt understand was.
She was pregnant; And no one knew who the dad was. I look over at her. She looks at me. "Athena?" She whispers. I nod. We look at eachother. And then she looks at her stomach. She starts to cry.
"Shhh." I say. Putting my hands through her hair. "Dont cry." I say. I start to sing to her.
Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly it's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Tryin' hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone
Left the puzzle undone, ain't that the way it is?
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today
No matter what we do
(No matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(No matter what we say)
We're the song inside a tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
(Everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(Sun will always shine)
But tomorrow we might wake on the other side
'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today..
"Can you remember anything?" I say. She nods. "I-I remember listening to Paramore. Then hitting my steering wheel. I sigh of relief. She remembers everything. She dosent have to learn how to walk again like they said. "Youre my warrior Demi." I say. She stays silent. "Am I pregnant?" She whispers.