dedicated kay ate Arielle Jacinto :")
guys. ye know, this might be the last chapter so i came up with this idea. here's how it goes. i just want you guys to make a message for your favorite characters then i'll add them on the story, 'twas like a farewell msg for them. binuhay ko ang mga characters na to at nakakalungkot na eto na yung ending ng story nila. pinakilig nila kayo, pinaiyak, nainis kayo sa kanila at napatawa nila kayo so leaaaaave them a message. malay nyo sumagot sila? XD paki comment na lang po. thankyou sa magpaparticipate =))
Prepare tissue guys. makinig na kayo ngayon sakin para hindi bumaha ok? :"))) don't worry. happy ending to. gusto ko lang talaga kayong paiyakin for the last time ♥
BASAHIN NYO AUTHOR'S NOTE SA PINAKA DULO, MAY KINALAMAN YUN SA EPILOGUE. BAHALA KAYO! DI KO KAYO BATI PAG DI NYO BINASA! </3
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Danica's POV
the kids were sleeping in one of the hotel rooms. almost 1am na kasi at kanina pa tapos ang part pero nandito parin kami kaso ito na siguro ang pinaka reunion namin kahit kulang kulang kami. ang nandito lang ay ako, si xander, si valerie at jeric, si pao, si steven at krissele at si nicole. yung iba wala. si jessie nasa isa sa mga hotel rooms. you see, she's pregnant again. pangatlong anak nila ni pao. may pakiramdam akong may balak silang bumuo ng football team. haha
"sooo, how was brazil? i heard you're dating one of the hottest supermodel of ford!" sabi ni valerie kay nicole. oo, ok na sila. maturity is the key nga e. XD
"chismosa ka talaga!" nicole said jokingly.
"hello, baka na feature kayo sa isang interview last week? at ang gwapo nga ng boyfriend mo! lucky brat!" sabi ni krissele kay nicole.
"mas gwapo pa sakin?" steven said as he cuddled her.
"oo mas gwapo pa sayo!" krissele said as she playfully pinched steven's cheeks.
"ehem. wag masyadong matamis at may nabibitter!" sabi ni pao then nagpalit ang tingin nya mula sakin papunta kay xander, then he wiggled his eyebrow. xander and i throw glares at him.
actually, akala ko kanina ok na kami with the whole kissing thing pero hindi pa pala. bigla syang tumigil sa paghalik sakin at iniwan nya na lang ako bigla dun sa gitna without saying anything. ngayon, iniiwasan nya nanaman ako na para bang may nakakahawa akong sakit.
"Soooo. anyone up for a game of spin the bottle?" sabi ni valerie. oh no, not this game again! T.T
"I love this game! tara gaaaame!" sabi naman ni nicole..
"ok! pero truth na lang lahat wala ng dare ha? ako ang mag iikot ng bote!" sabi ni valerie..
"ako na mag iikot!" sabi naman ni nicole..
"wag kang makulit bata! mas matanda ako sayo!" sabi naman ni valeire.
"kaya nga ako na ang mag i-spin ng bote kasi matanda ka na!" sabi naman ni nicole, ayan nanaman sila sa pag aaway and they were fighting over a stupid bottle. at dahil masyado na akong napepressure at dumagdag pa ang ingay nila, kinuha ko ang bote..
"para walang away, ako na ang mag-iikot!" sabi ko then pinaikot ko na yung bote at bumalik sa upuan ko. at sa kamalas-malasang pagkakataon. tumapat yun kay xander. i gave him an awkward smile pero no response sya.
"ooops! ako ang magtatanong! sakin tumapat ang pwet ng bote!" sabi naman ni valerie. then tinusok tusok nya ang kanyang baba habang nag iisip. "sa lahat ng bagay na nangyari sayo, ano ang pinaka-masakit at bakit?" she said. then biglang umayos ng pagkakaupo si xander at tumingin sakin.
hindi sya nagsasalita kaya wala ring umiimik samin. tension filled up the room atmosphere, nakatitig lang sya sakin without blinking. then he finally spoke up..
"pinaka-masakit na bagay nangyari sakin? yung pinagtaksilan ako ng babaeng minahal ko. this one girl whom i loved so much is the one who caused me pain. we've been through many obstacles before at akala ko malalampasan namin yun ng magkasama pero mali ako. akala ko kasi pag pinaglaban ko sya, lalaban syang kasama ko. i thought that she would never let go. she said that she would never let me go. but that was all a lie wasn't it?" sabi nya ng hindi man lang kumukurap, pain was still written in his eyes. then bigla ulit syang nagsalita..
"I hate this feeling of being hurt and not able to move on with it. gustong gusto ko syang tanungin kung bakit nya nagawa sakin to. kung bakit nya ako sinaktan ng ganito. and i want to ask if she feels the same way too. gusto ko syang tanungin kung naranasan nya na bang masaktan ng paulit ulit ng dahil sa iisang dahilan. gusto kong malaman kung bakit sya nagsinungaling sakin. kung bakit sya bumitaw... at kaya ako nasasaktan kasi hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin nasasagot ang mga tanong ko.."
"okaaaay. so, let's spin the bottle na ulit?" sabi ni valerie na nag aalangan pa na hawakan ang bote.
"wag na valerie, i'll just assume na si danica ang natapatan ng bote so let her answer my question" sabi ni xander.
"ah.. ehh.. sige ikaw ang bahala" sabi ni valerie at bumalik sa pagkakaupo, no one dared to interfere with us. lahat sila naghihintay lang na may magsalita saming dalawa ni xander.. then he looked at her with intriguing eyes. gone was the love she saw a while ago.
"Have you ever felt so heartbroken that everytime you wake up it was like a punishment? na araw araw pinapamukha sayo ng mundo na niloko ka at sinaktan. have you ever felt that kind of feeling huh?"
napayuko ako, holding back the tears that are nearly falling. of course i know that feeling, at kahit kailan hindi yun nawala. but i need to be strong, i need to set aside the pain in order to move on. pero hindi ko inakala na pag nagkita ulit kami, babalik yung sakit na yon, at doble pa.
"Of course naranasan ko na. naranasan kong hindi kumain at matulog ng ilang araw, naranasan kong umiyak gabi-gabi hell i even thought of hurting myself back then. and i thought that if time pass by, mababawasan na yung sakit, na maghihilom din yung puso ko pag lipas ng panahon. pero hindi! lalong lumala yon, everyday i have to face the fact that there was no longer you and me. there's no us anymore, sobrang sakit kasi mahal na mahal kita. and i was so damn stupid to break your heart! at nung umalis ka.. my heart was torn apart, at alam mo kung anong masakit don? i have to live a life knowing that you'll never come back. and it kills me because it's all my fault. i pushed you away, hinayaan kitang mawala kasi naging mahina ako.. kasi naduwag ako.. i have been selfish to think na ako lang ang nahihirapan.. na ako lang ang nasasaktan.. " i promised myself that i wouldn't cry in front of him pero eto ako ngayon, bursting out of tears..
"and i wish i could turn back time, gusto kong baguhin yung malaking kagagahan na nagawa ko dati.. kung naging mas matapang lang ako, wala sanang panahon ang nasayang. i have to carry the guilt through all those years. ganun ako nasaktan. at hindi mo alam na nagkakaganito ako dahil yung taong dati, mahal na mahal ako.. kinamumuhian na ako ngayon. and it was like everyday i'm wishing that i could just vanish and never exist anymore. nabuhay ako sa kalungkutan nung nawala ka dahil sa pag alis mo, dala-dala mo ang puso ko. that's why it hurts so damn much."
i stood up and ran before i could break down right in front of them. tumakbo lang ako ng tumakbo palayo, hindi ko na napansin kung saan ako papunta, ilang beses din akong natisod sa dilim pero hindi ko na pinansin yun. patuloy parin ako sa paghagulhol, ang gusto ko lang ngayon ay makalayo sa kanila, sa kanya. after that wild confession, hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ang gagawin ko dun..
*PAK*
tuluyan na akong nadapa, medyo mabuhangin na ang parte na to kaya hindi ako gaanong nasaktan. doon na ako nanatili at lalong lumakas ang paghagulhol ko habang pinagsusuntok ang lupa. then may biglang humila sa akin patayo.. i slammed on a famillar chest. the scent was hovering on my nose.. alam ko kung sino ito but i never dared to look up on his face.
pinipilit kong kumawala sa pagkakahawak nya sakin pero hindi sya bumitaw, lalo nya lang hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap sakin. tuluyan na akong nanghina at hindi na lumaban, i felt his hands slowly loosing grip kaya nagkaron ng space para sa mga kamay ko para yakapin sya..
then i cried once more..
"I'm sorry, i really am. hindi ko alam kung maniniwala ka sakin pero mahal na mahal kita xander.. that feeling never fade away. it was you, it has always been you.." sabi ko habang humahagulhol na nakayakap sa kanya..
i felt his lips kissed the top of my head. then he held my face between his hands..
"danica, look at me." he said, our faces was just an inch apart from each other.
"mahal din kita.. i still do. at kahit masaktan mo pa ako ng paulit-ulit, hinding hindi mawawala ang pagmamahal ko para sayo. and that's the most stupid part about me. na mahal parin kita sa kabila ng nagawa mo sakin. that even if you keep on pushing me away, i'll still come back to you. ikaw lang danica. ikaw lang ang gusto ng tanga kong puso. at handa akong magpakatanga ng paulit ulit para sayo. because i know, you and i are meant for each other. even if the years pass by, there would still be you and I. this might sound corny but i know, ikaw ang soulmate ko.. and even in the afterlife. i'm sure we'll still find a way to be together. because you belong to me danica, always have.. always been."
I wrapped my arms aroud his neck and crashed my lips onto his. he pulled me closer by the hips as he automaticaly responded to my kisses, i pulled back a little and spoke..
"i will never gonna break your heart again, and if i do. mine will surely be breaking too. kagaya nga ng sabi mo, we were soulmates. and i'm yours only xander. I'm forever yours.."
He caputred my lips again and i started kissing him back as our lips moved and our hearts are beating fast. he licked my lover lip asking for entrance which i gladly opened up to deepen the kiss. my whole body felt weak as he kiss me passionately. it was like the old times were back again.
I've never been kissed by anyone like that, only him can make me feel ecstatic. but before we go any further, i remembered something that made me pull out the kiss..
"Sht! si Daniel!" nasabi ko ng bigla kong natulak si xander palayo, he look annoyed and confused at the same time, then i gave him an awkward smile.
"Daniel? who's daniel?! are you thinking of another guy while were kissing?!!" he sounds so frustrated and i can't help but to laugh at his priceless expression.
i think it's time now.
"Anak mo sya.. He's our son. our own flesh and blood" sabi ko sa kanya, his jaw definetly hit the floor.
"m-may anak tayo? p-pero akala ko ba kayo ni---" i cut him off.. he looked more frustrated than before. hindi ko tuloy mahulaan kung anong klase ng emosyon ang meron sya ngayon.
"never mind what i've said before! it was a mistake ok? sorry kung tinago ko to ng matagal sayo. please don't get mad.."
"I'm a father! how could i be mad?" his face lighten up as he embraced me and lift me off the ground. then binaba nya na ako and kissed me one more time..
"I wanted to tell you this for a long time, at gusto ko sana sa special na paraan ko gagawin to but i think there's no other time.." he looked at me straight in the eyes and held both of my hands then he kneeled on the ground..
"danica, this may be the most inappropriate proposal of all at sa ngayon, wala akong dalang singsing o nakaready na speech but please, promise you'll say yes?" natawa ako sa sinabi nya. pangunahan ba naman ako sa isasagot ko? pero alam ko naman sa sarili ko na kahit ano pang mangyari, my answer will be YES. no other than Yes.
"Danica Marie Trauss, my love, my life, my forever.. WILL YOU MARRY ME?"
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A/N: grabeeeee! naiiyak ako! hahahahahahahaha. =))))) final chapter na po ito ng AGK. maraming salamat sa lahat ng sumuporta, sa mga nagbigay ng oras nila para magbasa. sa mga nagpuyat at nagkaroon ng eyebags. sa mga nagvovote at nagcocomment. sa mga nag-add sakin. sa mga nakakausap ko dito. sa lahat ng naging kaibigan ko dito. iboto nyo ko sa sunod na halalan. IAMSUPERYACH for PRESIDENT! XDDD
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