Kats pov:
So it’s been about 2 days since we’ve been training and coming up with a plan to take them bastards out. We finally came up with one and we
were going to make sure it happens tonight. Right now it was 4pm and we would leave around 5pm. It would take us about an hour to get to their base so we would leave early just to make sure everyone knows what to do and to go through the plan. I wish Jason was here to reassure everything will be ok. The past two day’s I’ve been crying myself to sleep just thinking about him and not being allowed to be with him. I know this might sound dumb but i couldn’t be with him. It’s like it’s forbidden. Well to me it is.
I was knocked out my taught when someone knocked on my bedroom door.
“Who is it?” i ask
“It’s me Adam”
“Come in”
“Um boss we’ve got some people downstairs” he says
“Who?” i ask
“There’s one guy who came last time i don’t remember but there downstairs” he says walking out
What? Who the hell was he on about? Well only one way to find out. I start to walk down when i hear voices.
“And you are here because?” says i think Ariel
“Just reasons” says Jason
Wait what?! Jason? What the hell was he doing here!!!
“Well you’re not wanted so bye” she says
“Well Im sorry baby gurl but were not going” says chaz i think
“Look i lost her once Im not losing her again” says Jason
I swear it sounded like he was going to break down any minute. This was too much! I know he lost me once and as much as i hate doing this to him i had to do what i was about to do. I had to do it for mine and toms safety and i had to do it especially for Jason’s. Im sorry for what
Im about to do jason. I really am.
“What are you guys doing her” i say walking down
“Kat! Oh my god thank god you’re ok” says Jason while running and crushing me in a hug.
“You look hot by the way” he whispers in my ear
I couldn’t help the blush creeping on my cheeks. As much as i wanted to hug him back i could so i stood still. After a little while i pushed him
away and i could see the confusion and hurt written on his face.
“Why are you here?” i ask again
“To get you. I lost you once and Im not letting it happen again” he says
As much as i didn’t want to do this i knew i had to.
“Jason you haven’t lost anything. I was never yours so you can’t say you lost me”
“Kat don’t say that. You know how much you mean to me”
Im really sorry Jason.
“Well the feeling isn’t mutual” i spat at him
He looks at me with hurt in his eyes but then quickly hides it.
“Don’t be stupid Kat you know you feel the same” he says
“No i don’t so get the fuck out my house!”
“Kat don’t say that” he says coming and grabbing my hands
“No jason gets away from me” i say pulling my hands away from him
I could see the tears in his eyes but i knew he wasn’t going to let them fall as well as me.
“What the fucks wrong with you Kat! Why are you acting like this!” he says
“Acting like what?! Like a bitch? Maybe because i want to. Maybe because i like being a bitch”
“I didn’t say that!”
“Well that’s what you’re trying to come across as” i shout
I could see his eyes growing darker and darker every minute.
“No Im not you’re twisting my words up!”
“Just get out of my house Jason and don’t come back!”
“No! Not until you tell me why you’re acting like this!” he shouts
“Because i h-hate y-you!” i say stuttering
Shit i can’t stutter because he won’t believe me!
“NO YOU FUCKING DONT!” He says coming towards me
“Yes i do jason!!! I HATE YOU JASON I HATE YOU!!!” i shut even though it was a lie
“No you don’t!!!”
“Yes i do!!!” i say
I then pull my gun out and point it to him. “G-get out of m-my house b-before i-i shoot you!”
“You wouldn’t”
“Wanna bet?” i say smirking
“Dude i think she really will shoot you. Let’s just go” says chaz
“I think you should take his advice” i say
Chaz slowly walk over to Jason and starts to drag him out. I look at him and can see the pure hurt and sadness in his eyes but i had to do this. I look at chaz who’s shaking his head at me. All of his gang walk out except Blake. He slowly walks up to me. I look down to see Im still holding my gin. So that’s why he was walking slow. I put it away and see a sigh of relief on his face. What? He really taught i was going to shoot him.
“Kat your doing wrong. You’ve changed since the last time i knew you” he says
“Maybe it’s for the best Blake.”
“No it isn’t. You broke his heart twice now. He may have brought it but i don’t. I know there’s a reason why you’re doing this and its fucking wrong. Im disappointed in you Kathrin” i flinch when he uses my full name
“I didn’t except this from you. You’ve changed allot” he says
“Like i said. It’s for the best”
He then walks out. I couldn’t handle it anymore. I had to let it out. So i ran upstairs and did just that. I cried my heart out. As much as i hurt him i hurt myself more from saying that. I don’t hate him! I love him! I want him! I need him! But i couldn’t. I once promised i wouldn’t fall in love again especially with Jason and i have to keep that promise.
Im sorry Jason i really am.
Jason’s pov:
She hates me. The girl i love hates me! I couldn’t believe it she hated me! But why? What the hell did i do to her?! I don’t understand!!!
“Boss are you ok?” asks Tyler
“Im fine” i say with no emotion
“Boss we need to go if we’re going to kill Trent” he says
“I KNOW I NEED SOME FUCVKING TIME TO THINK!!!” i scream at him
“Jason i know what happened was allot to take in but we need to go now if we’re going to get them” says chaz
He’s right. As much as i need to think what she said through i had to get this over with first.
“ok lets go”
Kats pov:
*knock knock*
“Kat can i come in” says Ariel
I don’t reply.
Soon she walks in and comes and sits next to me in the corner. And runs my back. I hug her while sobbing into her chest.
“I s-shouldn’t h-have been t-that bad w-with h-him” i say while sobbing
“You did what you thought was right. If i was you i would have done the exact same thing. It’s ok Kat your going to be fine i promise you
that” she says while rubbing my back.
“I think we should cancel today’s fight” she says which automatically makes me jump up.
“No we can’t! We spent too long on it! Im not going to let that happen”
“But Kat just look at you! You arnt fit enough to do anything in this mess”
“That’s why Im going to go take a shower and get ready for tonight and so are the rest of you’s” i say
“Are you sure”
“Yes now go” i say wiping my tears
“Ok then”